Everything Has Changed
Gone
Kikis prov.
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"hey Emily why did you want to me."
"Kaitlyn we need to talk." She said.
oh shit is she gonna break up with me oh wait you can't do that with a friend I think...
"how do I say this, I'm moving."
"what?"
"Kiki I'm moving to New York to go to collage there I got in early I leave tommorow."
"Em why didn't you tell me earlier."
"EARLIER KAITLYN ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING!"
"no why are you yelling."
"MAYBE I DIDNT TELL YOU BECAUSE EVERY TIME I CALLED OR TEXTED YOU ALWAYS WERE WITH MARCEL OR HAVING DRAMA AND YOU NEVER TALK TO ME SINCE HE CHANGED."
"I'm so... So sorry."
"ya you should be I've missed you."
"I missed you too."
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Later at school
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Marcel looks like harry again today. Nice to know once he changed he left me behind. It's been a week since the party and he's hasn't even looked at me. Am I invisible or is he mad that Josh beat his ass to the ground. I don't but I don't care like Emily said I have other friends. No I don't I have Marcel and Emily. Emily's going to New York and Marcel isn't talking to me. So I will be alone again. Yes again Em and I once got into a huge fight in high school when Marcel wasn't in my classes and he had second lunch. So each day I would eat alone while people walked around coughing words like loser,slut, bitch,friendless,loner and more. I used to cut but stopped and got a tattoo to get the pain as cutting but less scars. My tattoo is on my left hip bone it's a empty cage symbolizing it's ok to be locked up and unique and shy.Ya depressing but when I'm alone I'm shy with Emily I'm crazy but alone I can barley order food. And I'm going to alone. Unless Marcel comes back the nerdy boy with the high pitched voice and stutter. The one that tutored me and never pulled any moves on me. The one that I loved. He walked pass and gave me a stare down from bottom to top. When he was done he winked and walked away smirking. I mean what the fuck who is he, I mean he can't just no.
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next day after Emily leaves
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Marcel starts to walk up to me. Of course he would I'm sitting alone.....In a corner......in the library.
"did Emily leave?"
"yeah got early acceptance to a New York collage,"
"wish I got say bye."
"Marcel or harry or whatever we need to talk."
"ok." He replied looking confused.
"I can't take it no more Marcel one day your normal the next you hate me the next you want me. You treat me as if I'm i don't know a shoulder to cry on ones who's there when you need it but someone you can treat like shit when you don't. Don't even act like you don't. So Marcel here's the deal leave me alone for now on, drunk or sain. Because I'm done with this(I said pointing up and down him.) and what we have if it was just a friendship my bad for beliving it was something more and if it was something more your bad for fucking it up." I said with tears rolling down my face.
" No babe you don't mean that you love me." He said getting close to my face.
"no I don't."
"tell that to my face. Look I'm eyes and tell me you don't love me that all we had was fake. That you don't feel the fire when we kiss and that you didn't miss me that I'm not on mind when you thinking."
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"TELL ME!"
tears we really falling down my cheeks now.
"Marcel wh...what we had was ffff...aaaakkke I never loved you. I won't miss you."
"fine then this is it."
"this is it."
i started to run down the halls. Tears where streaming down my face. When I was running people we yelling slut,bitch,whore, fucking messed up, cheater, and more. They were all talkng bout how I used Marcel. Just for his looks. Marcel was just smirking leaning against his locker.
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"hey Emily why did you want to me."
"Kaitlyn we need to talk." She said.
oh shit is she gonna break up with me oh wait you can't do that with a friend I think...
"how do I say this, I'm moving."
"what?"
"Kiki I'm moving to New York to go to collage there I got in early I leave tommorow."
"Em why didn't you tell me earlier."
"EARLIER KAITLYN ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING!"
"no why are you yelling."
"MAYBE I DIDNT TELL YOU BECAUSE EVERY TIME I CALLED OR TEXTED YOU ALWAYS WERE WITH MARCEL OR HAVING DRAMA AND YOU NEVER TALK TO ME SINCE HE CHANGED."
"I'm so... So sorry."
"ya you should be I've missed you."
"I missed you too."
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Later at school
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Marcel looks like harry again today. Nice to know once he changed he left me behind. It's been a week since the party and he's hasn't even looked at me. Am I invisible or is he mad that Josh beat his ass to the ground. I don't but I don't care like Emily said I have other friends. No I don't I have Marcel and Emily. Emily's going to New York and Marcel isn't talking to me. So I will be alone again. Yes again Em and I once got into a huge fight in high school when Marcel wasn't in my classes and he had second lunch. So each day I would eat alone while people walked around coughing words like loser,slut, bitch,friendless,loner and more. I used to cut but stopped and got a tattoo to get the pain as cutting but less scars. My tattoo is on my left hip bone it's a empty cage symbolizing it's ok to be locked up and unique and shy.Ya depressing but when I'm alone I'm shy with Emily I'm crazy but alone I can barley order food. And I'm going to alone. Unless Marcel comes back the nerdy boy with the high pitched voice and stutter. The one that tutored me and never pulled any moves on me. The one that I loved. He walked pass and gave me a stare down from bottom to top. When he was done he winked and walked away smirking. I mean what the fuck who is he, I mean he can't just no.
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next day after Emily leaves
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Marcel starts to walk up to me. Of course he would I'm sitting alone.....In a corner......in the library.
"did Emily leave?"
"yeah got early acceptance to a New York collage,"
"wish I got say bye."
"Marcel or harry or whatever we need to talk."
"ok." He replied looking confused.
"I can't take it no more Marcel one day your normal the next you hate me the next you want me. You treat me as if I'm i don't know a shoulder to cry on ones who's there when you need it but someone you can treat like shit when you don't. Don't even act like you don't. So Marcel here's the deal leave me alone for now on, drunk or sain. Because I'm done with this(I said pointing up and down him.) and what we have if it was just a friendship my bad for beliving it was something more and if it was something more your bad for fucking it up." I said with tears rolling down my face.
" No babe you don't mean that you love me." He said getting close to my face.
"no I don't."
"tell that to my face. Look I'm eyes and tell me you don't love me that all we had was fake. That you don't feel the fire when we kiss and that you didn't miss me that I'm not on mind when you thinking."
...
"TELL ME!"
tears we really falling down my cheeks now.
"Marcel wh...what we had was ffff...aaaakkke I never loved you. I won't miss you."
"fine then this is it."
"this is it."
i started to run down the halls. Tears where streaming down my face. When I was running people we yelling slut,bitch,whore, fucking messed up, cheater, and more. They were all talkng bout how I used Marcel. Just for his looks. Marcel was just smirking leaning against his locker.
That had a twist at the end wow update soon
1/19/14