*Aubrey’s P.O.V*

Will this rain ever cease? “Ugh” My windshield wipers were working overtime through the heavy rainfall. Maybe I should’ve called in saying I couldn’t make it in today. On my way to work, and I was late as it was. I shouldn’t have worn my best jeans today. I furrowed my eyebrows as I slowly drove along the road, elbow on the car door while my hand rested on my cheek. The radio was down low because I cannot bear the temptation at the moment. Yes, I am very grumpy this morning.

I finally made it into the Library’s parking lot. The rain slowed a bit but was still a slight heavy drizzle. It’s still summer but it’s just one of those boring rainy days. I pulled my keys out of the ignition, hopped out and grabbed my bag. I slammed the door shut and fixed my beanie. I locked the doors and ducked my head, making my way towards the big Library doors.

*Zayn’s P.O.V*

I had my back against the wall of the wide alley across from the Library, one leg propped up resting on the wall. Why is our hangout right across from the Library? To be honest I really don’t know, maybe because it’s a quiet spot. Or maybe the cops won’t suspect us here, I don’t know. I had pulled out a slim cigarette, sticking it in my mouth and lighting it. I sucked in the cancerous fumes, blowing it out slowly through my nostrils. My left hand resting in my leather jacket pocket. Please stop Zayn, I love you. My sister’s words always haunt me. I will stop sooner or later, but they’re so addicting. Faint chuckles rumbled behind me.

“Ey Zayn, come join us” I turned my head from the view of the Library, seeing the other four boys of the group chilling at the old table that was thrown here; we now use it for card games. I shrugged to Louis, the one who had called me. His hair was tousled up and curled nicely in the center of his forehead. This is always his natural look.

Niall and Liam grinned towards each other, there cards held tightly in there palms. Niall and Liam’s hair quiffed and neatly stacked, there leather jackets fitting to their torsos. Black Jack is one of the main games we like to play at the table, dealing real money is always fun. “Hit Me” Liam said bravely. His knee bounced up and down nervously. He’s taking a chance he shouldn’t be taking. Louis widened his eyes, shook his head and handed Liam another card face up. Fifty bucks is the pot. Who will get it? Most likely Niall. I pursed my lips into a thin line, shaking my head. Niall is way too good at this game.

“Shit! I busted.” Liam threw his cards down angrily. Niall tilted his head back into a fit of laughter. His face turned into an evil grin as he laid his cards down face up. Fifteen. Liam cupped his face with his hands out of anger. “You push your luck to far Liam. You could have had me” Niall and Louis chuckled as Niall wrapped his arms around the money in the middle of the table, sliding it closer to himself. “I had eighteen, I could have had you right then and there” Liam said angrily. “Ahh see, you could have had me. But you push your luck” Niall counted the money with a wide grin plastered on his face.

“Care to join us Harry?” Louis asked, arching an eyebrow. Harry is another member in our group, curled hair tousled to the side. He came out of his quiet state and sat in between Niall and Liam, right across from Louis. Louis smiled happily and started to deal the cards once again. “Come on Zayn” Niall tilted his head pleadingly. I smirked and sat down grinning “Alright let’s give it a go”.

*Aubrey’s P.O.V*

“Oh Aubrey, I thought something might have happened to you” Miss Connor, the librarian and my Boss said worriedly. She’s a very nice old lady, her grey hair always nicely curled, her clothing always contained of slim dresses with low heels, and she always smells of sugarplum perfume. “Oh I’m fine Miss Connor, this rain is just blah” I sighed lightly as I set my bag down in the chair next to her, Miss Connor had set down her book to look at me. Romeo and Juliet. This must be the fiftieth time she has read it; I think it is one of her favorites. I looked around noticing only a small number of people were in here today; maybe it’s because of the weather.

“Golly, I know. The rain has been horrible lately” She pursed her lips and shook her head. I sighed and sat in the spinny chair beside her. “How was your day today?” I asked trying to change the subject. Miss Connor may seem older but she is really pleasant to talk to, she really has a spirit within her. I started grabbing the books in the box that said ‘Returned’, and started scanning them back into the computer. “Oh well, I got up this morning and fed the kitties, made myself some breakfast and made my way down here. The usual” She shrugged lightly. “How was your day?” She asked.

“I woke up and took a shower, got dressed. Tried making it here on time but the rain is so difficult” I said every word without taking my eyes off the books as I scanned them. “You know that I don’t get upset if you’re a bit late, I would hope that you would drive safe and just take your time” She said in a motherly manner. We are not related in any way but it’s nice to know that she looks after me; I guess you could say I see her as a grandmother. I’ve worked here since I was fifteen; I’ve known her for five years now, that’s a pretty long time.

“You know I love when you’re here, but how is the new job hunting?” She brings me out of my thoughts as I stand up and stretch. “It’s going good, I got an application for Denny’s” I smiled, proud of myself. “Well that’s a good start” She smiled into her book, which she picked up and started reading once again. “Enough chit chat, I got something for you to do” She said nicely. She closed her book and set it down “Would you put that cart of books back on the shelves for me please? Thank you” She said before I could respond. I nodded and pushed the cart out from behind the desk.

*Zayn’s P.O.V*

“Dealer pushes and shoves!” Louis laughed happily. “Ugh” Harry threw his cards down in frustration. I had leant back in my chair watching the game mistily. I had folded when I had the chance, Niall and Louis are the best players here. “Louis cheats” Liam said playfully. “Obviously” Louis rolled his eyes. “The game is all about luck, either you have it. Or you don’t” Niall exclaimed. “Liam doesn’t” Harry laughed. We all turned our heads towards him, he rolled his eyes like Louis and shook his head in irritation. I cracked my knuckles and stood up, pulling out another cigarette. I leant against the wall once again doing the same patterns, breathing it in and blowing it out of either my nose or my mouth.

I looked in front of the Library eyeing the pedestrians carefully, everyone looks so familiar. There is usually a load more people walking in and out of the place. A black car parked, a girl hopping out. I held my cigarette in my hand holding it to my side, not taking another drag. I stepped closer out of the alley, watching her. She bent down getting something out of the car. Who is she? How come I’ve never seen her before? I looked out, my head outstretched and watching her every move. She ducked her head from the rain that wouldn’t stop, her body swayed as she walked. I squinted, watching her pace into the Library. I licked my lips why haven’t I seen her before? Who was she? Is she someone new? I held up what was left of the cigarette, it had burned out. I threw to the ground and crushed it with my foot.

“Okay, I’m bored. I will pay someone the twenty bucks I just won” Louis cleared his throat “Eh hem, Liam’s twenty bucks” He said quietly towards Liam “Shut Up” Liam said irritated once again. “To head into the Library, and get the most embarrassing book they can find” Louis crossed his arms hoping for some takers. “I’ll do it” I said a little too quickly. Louis’ eyebrow quirked up, an evil smirk plastering on his face. “But Zayn, you don’t have a card?” He grimaced. “I’ll pay for one dumbass” I rolled my eyes. He shrugged “Whatever”

I had started making my way towards the entrance. I turned around and noticed all four of their heads popped out from the darkness, they watched me intensely. To be honest I don’t care about the twenty bucks. I just want to find that girl. I walked through the doors, the warm air hitting me instantly. Where could I look for her? I didn’t even see her face. Her shirt was striped, white and blue. Maybe I’ll find her that way. But first, the stupid book. I vanished my thoughts quickly; I’ll look in the kids section. I have never really been inside the Library, but it did seem homey. I looked around, hoping I would find her in the process.
I noticed the check-out desk had an older woman reading a book, intrigued in her novel she didn’t pay any attention to anyone. This isn’t really my area, I look different from all these people. My leather jacket making me stand out continuously, even though no one noticed me.

*Aubrey’s P.O.V*

I had gone shelf to shelf settling books in their proper spots, I’m actually proud of myself for remembering where which genre was located. Of course there came the time where I had to use a little step latter to reach a higher shelf. Damn my shortness I scolded in my mind. I stepped up, now a foot off the floor. I sighed slowly I hate heights. Yes, even a foot off the floor I feel like I might shit myself. I blinked a couple times and determined to finish the job. Standing on the step stool, I felt a strange current going through my body. A force pulling me towards the shelf, I shook my head shaking off the feeling. I pulled off a single book to make more space, before I set the new book on the shelf, I was caught staring into the most precious hazel eyes I have ever seen. Someone was looking at me from the other side of the book shelf. They were so beautiful, they seemed to be filled with… Sadness, darkness, neediness. Who’s were they? I couldn’t tell you. I smiled, receiving the same gesture from this person. The corner of their eyes crinkled on the sides. I tilted my head, adoring how there irises sparkled with delight. I was very appreciative for this moment in time. I could stare into them forever. My knees suddenly felt weak, and I lost my balance falling to the floor.

I sat up, rubbing my bum. I fell pretty hard, my ass really smarted. Oh no, the person. I shot up quickly running around the shelf, into the other aisle. My shoulders slumped they’re gone. I looked behind me and into a few other aisles. Who were they? Where did they go? Was it a ghost? I cleared my head of the thoughts once again, and continued with putting books away. After all the books were out of the cart, I walked (Pulling the cart with me) to the front desk. Miss Connor still sat reading her book; I sighed and sat beside her. Scanning more books from the ‘Returned’ box I felt the same familiar force once again. What is this? My breath quickened and my limbs felt weak, I looked up and seen a boy. No, a man. Someone quite my age. Oh my gosh, he was beautiful. His black hair done up in.. What do they call it? A quiff. Yeah, one of those. Black skinny jeans and an.. A leather jacket. With the jacket slightly to reveal a white t-shirt. He had stubble going all the way from left to right of his face. Oh goodness, he is so incredibly sexy. I felt uneasy, down there. He came closer What a beautiful being he was. He stopped right in front of me, setting a book down between my hands.

“Hello” He said coolly. I couldn’t speak, such a beautiful creature stood in front of me. How was I supposed to react!? “Hi” I squeaked out. “Ah, hello young man. What can I do for you today?” Miss Connor stood next to me, butting into our interaction and started taking over for me. No no no! He looked at me shyly and back to Miss Connor, scratching the back of his head he replied “I Um, I want to check this book out” He patted the book lightly. “Sure” Before she reached for the book I stopped her. “Miss Connor, why don’t you go on your break? I can handle this” She moved her hands to her sides quickly, I smiled sweetly to her. “Oh alright” She bit her lip, grabbed her book and her bag and walked out from behind the desk. Towards the door and out she went. Yes, now I have him all to myself.

I scratched my arm and sighed lightly, looking back up at him he was still watching the door from which she left. He suddenly turned around looking at me Those eyes! It’s him, he’s the one I seen through the shelf. I wanted to melt to the floor, hoping to be swallowed up whole from the torture this man was giving me. Why did he have to look so incredibly amazing? When I, Aubrey Jackson have to look like I came out of a dog’s ass. “So” He cleared his throat. I blushed profusely Oh my gosh, he’s talking to me. He’s talking to me! Okay, just act cool. He’s just a regular guy you see on the street. I straightened my shoulders and looked boldly towards him Just act natural. “Hello” I felt like we were introducing ourselves again “How are you today?” I suppressed before he could answer. I grabbed the book, turning to scan it to the computer. “It was bad until now” He exclaimed. What did he say? Before I could register what he said I dropped the book on the floor “Shit” I scolded. I guess he heard me because he chuckled deeply. I bent down, picking it up quickly. My face was hot and I felt it turn crimson. I flipped the book over and read what he was checking out ‘What’s a period?’ it shown. Is this some kind of joke? I furrowed my eyebrows and stared at him. He pursed his lips, running his hands through his hair a couple of times trying not to make any eye contact with me. “O-Kay” I hushed.
“Library card?” I held out my manicured fingers toward him. Is that a bit of pink in his cheeks? “I don’t have one” He replied. “Would you like to buy one? They’re two dollars” I asked. “Yeah” He smiled. Oh my goodness, that smile. May I mention that voice. This is all too overwhelming for me. “Okay” I smiled lightly and grabbed a yellow card from a drawer. I set it in front of him, laying down a pen as well. He put the pen in between his fingers and looked at me oddly “Oh.” Once I understood what he was implying “You sign here” I pointed to the white empty spot on the card. Is it that hard to ask where you sign? I shrugged off the thought and looked back up into his determined eyes. So magnificently dazzling.

“Done” He smiled and looked up to me, we were incredibly close. I studied his eyes once more Yes, those are the eyes I seen. He looked at me a bit more intently and I snapped out of my trance. I shook my head “Thanks” I looked at the card before scanning it into the computer. “Zayn” I tasted the words on my lips. Oh gosh, how sexy “Yup” He smiled and popped the ‘P’ I did an inside giggle and typed his name into the computer. I typed the information into the computer before I heard “So, what’s your name?” I turned and looked at him “Who? Me?” I pointed at myself. His eyes darted side to side as if showing there was no one else around. I mentally face palmed myself Of course you. Dumbass! “It’s Aubrey” I smiled then quickly turned towards the computer. “Aubrey” Now he tasted my name on his lips. Oh gosh, that was sexy please say it again. “What did you say?” I pretended I didn’t hear him. Yes, good thinking! I mentally did a happy dance. I fluttered my eyelashes a few times.

He cleared his throat and smiled “Oh nothing. Aubrey, I like it” He shook his head up and down quickly. My mouth got dry He likes my name? “Would you like a bag?” I suggested. “Uh, yeah. Sure” He smiled again. I replied with the same gesture and grabbed a little bag for books. I wrapped the book inside, and grabbed his library card. “Well, everything is all set. Hope to see you soon” I handed him his card, and felt a slight shock hit once our fingers touched. “Ah” he yelped quietly. He shook his hand out. “Static electricity” I said rubbing my hand. “Yeah, must be” he said reassuringly. We stood awkwardly for a few minutes, he opened his mouth to say something but shut it quickly. “So um. Thanks” He smiled and started walking towards the door backwards. “I’ll probably bring this back in a couple days. Will you be here?” He called to me holding up the bag. “Yeah” I smiled, nodding. “Alright, see you then” and he turned around
walking out the door.

I couldn’t help but stare until he was out of sight. Oh gosh, that ass.

Notes

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