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The Heart Of UK, Or The Crown Of USA?

Harry's Thoughts

****London, UK (Harry Styles’s Home) ****


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Harry's POV:
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I guess I reached to the point where I either have her in my life to become normal again, or I dump everything on the side till that day comes. I texted her the moment I woke up and saw the magazines and twitter feeds; I can’t believe I did that to her and to myself in public. I just want to know if she’s awake or asleep, missing me or hating me, happy or sad… I miss having her around. Another true fact is that since the day she slept over my place, I haven’t changed the sheets of my bed so that I could keep engulfing her scent at all times. If only I could fly to LA and prevent her from taking in what I told her to do instead of staying with me… I haven’t eaten a bite, I didn’t bother to shower, and everything I view is her face floating in my mind endlessly. Niall stayed over to make sure I sober up and get back to work on the album; I don’t think I will have any motivation unless I hear her voice ringing in my ear. Am I ready to risk my career for her sake?





I GOT IT! IT’S THE ONLY WAY SHE’LL COME BACK TO ME! I NEED MY PHONE WHERE IS MY PHONE! “What are you searching for?” Niall asked as I took off the duvet and flicked it to search for my I-Phone. When I found it, I took it and dialed a number which will guide me to the solution itself. “Yes hello, I need to book the soonest flight to LA.” Niall’s eye widened once he heard me talking on the phone, and as fast as he could; he grabbed the phone from my hand and closed the conversation with the traveling agent. “Bloody hell! What did you that for!?” I yelled as he looked at me with confronting eyes. “You are not going to give her anymore trouble! No Harry, enough is enough! Do you think she will even rush in your arms when she sees you? Haven’t you already text her, and she didn’t even reply? Isn’t it enough of what you did yesterday at the airport?! We tell you to go and beg her to stay, and instead you spend your night drinking and making a fool out of yourself in the airport?! Stop giving her a hard time!” I cried deeper to what Niall said, if only he knew that she was the reason that is worth living to me.






WHY CAN’T I BE HAPPY FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE! FROM THE DAY THAT I WAS BORN AND ALL OF WHAT I GREW UP ON WAS PARENTAL PAIN AND AGONY, EVEN WHEN I GREW UP I HAD THE HARDEST LIFE OF MANAGING MY EDUCATION AND THE LIFE STRUGGLE. AND I STILL SMILE AND I STILL LIE TO MYSELF EVERYDAY AND SAY ITS OK, BUT ITS NOT AND EVERYONE KNOWS THAT IT ISN’T. AND THEN SHE CAME IN AND SHOWED ME THAT LIFE COULD BE DRAWN BY THE PERSON HIMSELF, BUT I LOST HER; AND NOW I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. I WANT HER BACK IN MY LIFE. SHE WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT MADE ME KNOW THAT THERE IS A BETTER HARRY IN ME. I DON’T EVEN REMEMBER MYSELF CRYING THIS MUCH AS TO BACK WHEN I WAS A LITTLE INFANT. THE ENTIRE WORLD IS FULL OF LIES, BUT SHE WAS THE ONLY TRUTH LEFT FOR ME.





“Give me my phone back.” He sighed and handed it to me, I didn’t really want to book the flight when he’s around, I need to do it though and as soon as possible. Once Niall leaves this room, I will be one step closer of having her light my life like the only candle to all of my birth years. KIMBERLY I’M NOT LETTING YOU GO, I WANT YOU BACK BABY AND I LOVE YOU. I KNOW HOW MUCH I MADE YOU UNHAPPY, BUT NOT ANYMORE. I’LL DEVOTE MY ENTIRE LIFE TO MAKE YOU HAPPY EVERY SINGLE DAY, IF YOU ARE THE REASON OF MY BREATHING THEN I WILL BE THE REASON TO YOUR SMILE.





Niall stepped out of the room, and once I heard him close the door of the bathroom behind him; I redialed and arranged a flight to La, tomorrow at 7:00 am. I WON’T COME BACK BEFORE I HAVE HER WRAPPED AROUND MY SHOULDER. IF THIS LIFE IS WHAT I NEED T O RISK FOR HAVING HER BACK, THEN MY BETS ARE ALREADY PLACED ON THE TABLE. THIS IS ALL FOR YOU BABY, THIS IS ALL FOR YOU…

Notes

I believe in something without being a witness of it with my own eyes, some of us just grabbed a tissue and wiped away the fallen tears. I know, I did a lot of research on Harry, and I also analyzed him as a person with all these surest feelings from his past. I think whomever used to only like Harry before, will start to officially love him after this. Trust my I am just spreading out the truth about his character, even though Harry doesn't show that he is sad all the the time, but this is how he truly feels. Regardless of this, aren't we all happy that he is going to see Kimberly!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D <3 <3 <3 But wait, I smell something like a plan back in LA, Let's all run there with the next Chapter to hear out what Our Beauty Queen has to say :




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Comments

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10/5/13
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@Starzella
I LOVED THIS. I CAN'T WAIT FOR ANOTHER NEW STORY