We've Learned To Live Past The Mistakes
Chapter Seven
I was floating. I was free from everything and I was soaring through the sky like an angel using it's wings for the first time a million years. I opened my eyes and Louis was standing there looking very concerned.
"Are you alright?" he asked, "Do you need to go to the hospital?"
"Louis I'm fine," I said.
That night as I was laying in bed, I remembered what he had said. No he can't cancel his contract. Give up his dream. No I won't let him. I have to do it. I'm going back to LA. The place I ran away from so long ago. I left for a reason, by now I'm going back. I'm not letting Louis give up on his dream. So I did what I had to do. I made a plan.
When he left for a meeting with Simon, I started wih the note. It had to be somewhat decent.
Dear Louis,
I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you. In the past and what I'm doing now. I will miss you dearly and I will love you forever. I'm sorry but I can't marry you. I'm leaving and I want you to follow your dream. I'm stopping you from living your dream. You are going back to Simon and resigning your contract. You're not quiting One Direction. I love you with all my heart forever and you will be forever in my mind. We will someday come together again, and have a family of our own, but not now. It's too early and YOU'RE too young. You have a career and you need to stick with it. I hope you will someday meet your children, and when it is time you will. I love you forever.
Dear Harry,
I know we only just found out that we were cousins but that doesn't stop the emptiness in my heart I will feel when I leave. I will love you as a cousin should and I will miss you. Look after Louis for me and make sure he doesn't do anything stupid. I hope to reunite with you someday.
Dear Zayn,
I remember every little thin you ever did for me. You helped me get through the difficult time in Louis and I's relationship. You have really made an impact on my life. I will call you if I ever need a friend to talk to. Don't come after me because by the time you read this I will be long gone. Remember this: 961-582-2548. You know what I told you about how I like to esrever things. You are my Zayn and I will always remember you.
Dear Niall,
I know you said you loved me. But I have a friend that you will someday meet and fall in love with. But now isn't someday. Some day is in the future. Just like many things that we happen in the future, seeing you again is something that I hope will happen. Just know that the future is always unpredictable.
Dear Liam,
We were never really close with each other but you always offered me a hand when I needed one. And someday I hope to return the favor. Whether hands or feet, an ear or a heart, I will always, always remember you as Daddy Direction.
With Love,
Emma
I left the note on our- no Louis' desk and packed a suitcase. I hailed a cab, got in and went to the airport. I purchased a ticket to LA and I started feeling nervous. I was leaving... Forever. But they didn't know it. Then I boarded the plane and it took off.
Back to the dreaded place I ran away from so long ago. I met Louis and we fell in love...
"Are you alright?" he asked, "Do you need to go to the hospital?"
"Louis I'm fine," I said.
That night as I was laying in bed, I remembered what he had said. No he can't cancel his contract. Give up his dream. No I won't let him. I have to do it. I'm going back to LA. The place I ran away from so long ago. I left for a reason, by now I'm going back. I'm not letting Louis give up on his dream. So I did what I had to do. I made a plan.
When he left for a meeting with Simon, I started wih the note. It had to be somewhat decent.
Dear Louis,
I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you. In the past and what I'm doing now. I will miss you dearly and I will love you forever. I'm sorry but I can't marry you. I'm leaving and I want you to follow your dream. I'm stopping you from living your dream. You are going back to Simon and resigning your contract. You're not quiting One Direction. I love you with all my heart forever and you will be forever in my mind. We will someday come together again, and have a family of our own, but not now. It's too early and YOU'RE too young. You have a career and you need to stick with it. I hope you will someday meet your children, and when it is time you will. I love you forever.
Dear Harry,
I know we only just found out that we were cousins but that doesn't stop the emptiness in my heart I will feel when I leave. I will love you as a cousin should and I will miss you. Look after Louis for me and make sure he doesn't do anything stupid. I hope to reunite with you someday.
Dear Zayn,
I remember every little thin you ever did for me. You helped me get through the difficult time in Louis and I's relationship. You have really made an impact on my life. I will call you if I ever need a friend to talk to. Don't come after me because by the time you read this I will be long gone. Remember this: 961-582-2548. You know what I told you about how I like to esrever things. You are my Zayn and I will always remember you.
Dear Niall,
I know you said you loved me. But I have a friend that you will someday meet and fall in love with. But now isn't someday. Some day is in the future. Just like many things that we happen in the future, seeing you again is something that I hope will happen. Just know that the future is always unpredictable.
Dear Liam,
We were never really close with each other but you always offered me a hand when I needed one. And someday I hope to return the favor. Whether hands or feet, an ear or a heart, I will always, always remember you as Daddy Direction.
With Love,
Emma
I left the note on our- no Louis' desk and packed a suitcase. I hailed a cab, got in and went to the airport. I purchased a ticket to LA and I started feeling nervous. I was leaving... Forever. But they didn't know it. Then I boarded the plane and it took off.
Back to the dreaded place I ran away from so long ago. I met Louis and we fell in love...
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3/14/14