I woke up, exhausted from the previous night's thrilling activities. I hadn't a good shag in a long time. I was starting to feel more and more awake, slowly beginning to realize what day it was. It was indeed Thursday. The day that we would get to bring the twins home.

"Louis wake up!" I screamed, "it's Thursday!"

"Mhmmm, I'm aware of that Emma," Louis said back sleepily, fighting back a yawn, but continued to get up.

We skipped breakfast, but it was no big deal. As we arrived at the hospital, I was dreading something. Like a bad feeling about something. We walked in through the huge, revolving glass doors. I felt tiny, as though at any moment I would be squished.

We talked to the nurse, but she said she had some bad news. The twins both had schizophrenia. My breathing accelerated, and tears sprang to my eyes. This was all my fault. I should have told Louis. But on top of the schizophrenia, they both had ADHD, making things way more complicated.

"I understand the ADHD, but schizophrenia? That's usually inherited from parents," Louis said questioningly.

"L-Louis," I stuttered, "it's all my fault I should've told you."

By this point I was sobbing uncontrollably. I ruined my children's life. But I would help then through it. I would help them with the voices, constant distractions, getting of topic, paranoia, and especially facing what's real and what's not. I got through it and so will they.

I picked up Summer and stared into her soft, precious blue eyes. Autumn's however, were a darker blue, almost like Louis'. They won't just bring happiness on sad days, but on all the days of my life.

Notes

Finally a chapter. Yep big changes. So uhh yeah nothing much to say here I guess. I'll TRY and do a chapter tomorrow.