About an hour or so later, I stopped crying and got ready. I wore a blue and black dress with black hells to match. I curled my hair, the braided a portion of it up. Then I began to allpy my make-up, when I recieve two messages. The first one was from Yesenia saying she and Ashley were outside. The second one was from Eleanor.

Eleanors message read, "SAM! Why did you hang up? I miss you stranger! Xx." Seeing her message made my heart ache even more, and even though I realized it, I was pushing her and Danielle away as well. "I miss you more Eli!! I love you all so much<33", I replied to her.

After, I went downstairs and let Yesenia and Ashley in. They both set their bags down and followed me up stairs.

I didn't want to tell them about Harry, because I didn't want their sympathy and I could tell, from Eleanors text, neither did Harry. I did tell them about inviting Nick and they both gave me concorned looks. "He's just a friend", I say trying to convince even myself. They shake their heads, and soon enough, I was done.

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We arrive at the club and I insist on a drink. My way to fix broken hearts was by drinking, and I knew I would be drinking alot tonight. We order our drinks and waited as they were ready.

The bartender handed us our drinks and I quickly sent it down my throat. When I put the cup down, I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turn to find Nick smiling at me. "Nick!", I yell pulling hiim in for a hug. He laughed and said "You look great!", as I pull away.

I dragged him to the dance floor, were my frineds stood and introduced him. The girls loved him. They decided that on one song he would dance with Ashley, and the next with Yesenia.

"My turn", I say as the song came to an end. Yesenia and Ashley excused themselves to the bathroom and left. Nick gave me a surprising look and I nodded telling him it was okay.

When the song was over I dragged him over to the bar and ordered us drinks. After having a few more and grabbing the next one Nick says "No more for you", laughing. I turn to look at him, and try to pull the drink from his hand; and now we both were holding the cup.

He laughs and sets his free hand on my waist "NO!", he says pushing me away a little. My eyes meet with his when I tried reaching for the drink. I felt my body tingle up as he pulled me in close.

I close my eyes and lean in to set my lips on his. We kissed as he set my drink down and wrapped his other hand around me. I realise what I had just done, but I had to many drinks to care.

"Wait, you have a boy friend remember?", he says pushing me away. I looked at him as I turned confused about everything.

What have I done? I let my drunk self get the best of me, and look were it got me!

I look over Nick's shoulder and see Yesenia and Ashley coming our way, "Please don't say anything", I say to Nick. "Why would I?", he says assuring me he wouldn't.\

"Let's dance!", Ashley says to Nick pulling him to dance again. "Want a drink", Yesenia asks grabbing her's off the counter. I shake my head 'No' looking down.

I could feel Yesenia staring at me, and weather she suspected anything or not, I had to tell her.

I think about Harry and how much fun he was having with his frriens, so I wanted to have fun aswell. "Let's go", I say dragging her over to Ashley and Nick. We all began to dance carelessly when Nick gives me a look. "I'm fine", I say as quiet as possible so the girls wouldn't hear. He smiled, and we continued to dance.

-

On our way home Ashley began to feel dizzy. Yesenia comforts her trying to help. I look over at Nick, as he had no idea. I realised how true of a friend he was. He stopped me from kissing him, and I was thankful he did. He respected the fact I had a boy friend and knew I was just drunk.

"Run!", Yesenia yells helping Ashley out the car as I opened my fornt dorr. They both rushed in and to the bathroom. Nick and I just laughed as we watched them run past us.

"It was al those drinks", he says "Good thing you stopped." he says avoiding eye contact with me.

It turns silent for a second as my drunk self begins to vanish. "I'm sorry Nick, for putting you in that situation. I was just angry at...", I stop "Can we just forget it happened, please?", I say apologetic.

"What if.... I don't want to forget?", he says rubbing his head. I look at him shockimglhy and take a deep breath.

"Nick, I was druunk", I say when he suddenly interrupts me "I know, and you have Harry, but just because you don't have feelins for me, doesn't mean I can't. And you can't ask me to forget something like that", he says.

I look up at him not knowing what to say "Don't worry" he says "I'll keep my thoughts to myself", laughing and pulling me in for a hug.

I laugh a little too and pull away "Thank you for not taking advantage of me while I was druvk", I say laughing softly. "Any time", he says smiling. "Well, I should go now, bye Sam." I wave good bye as his car pulls out my drive way.

I walk into my house and lock my door. I see the guest room light on and head to the room. Yesenia was laying next to Ashley and said "Im going to sleep with her just in case." I laugh and give her a soft 'kay'. "Good night", she says as I head for the door. "Night", I reply as I turn the light off and head to my room.

I sit on my bed staring at my laptop. All I could think about was Harry and telling him about what happened tonight. I look at the time and it was 1:27 A.M, which means it was nine in London.

I had to call him, so I did. It rung about four times and half way through the fifth one he answers. "Hello", he says in an angry voice trying to hide it.

I suddenly feel numb, and I feel my eye's tearing up. "Harry.", I say. "Yeah" he replies.

"I'm calling you to tell you that I'm soory about yesterday. I shouldn't have assumed thing's" I say. "It's okay Sam, I'm sorry also for over reacting about Nick. But I need to tell you something", he says slowing down. "That day I was out with her, we went out for diiner, and... And, she kissed me. But I PROMISE you babe, I didn't kiss her back! In fact I told her to stop and she left before we even got to eat dinner", he says.

I say nothing for a second because I knew he wasn't lying. Now it was my turn.

"Well, umm last night, at the club", I begin to say "I was mad at the situation and had a little to may drnks, and, I..." Harry clears his throat. "I kissed Nick. And yes, I kssed him, he was the one who stopped me. Harry I'm sorry." I say now crying.

Everything turned silent and Harry said "So.." but never finished.

"Is this what it's going to be like every time you decide to have 'a little' more drinks?", He says raisinf his voice. I wipe my tears and become angry. "I was mad! I was mad that you were going out with girls, and you couldn't even send me a text to let me know how your'e doing!" I say crying a little more.

"Now it's my fault!", Harry says snapping back at me. "You can trust me to go out wiht girls Sam, but can I ttrust you?", he says in a more calm voice. I look down and let the tears fall from my face. I hold it back so Harry would not hear me.

"Maybe this whole long distance thing isn't going to work out for us", I say. There was a long pause after my suggestion.

"Maybe not", he says after a long while. I began to cry even more now. I could hear Harry crying a little also and I tore my heart even more. "Good bye then, Sam" he says after a long pause. Before I could even say Good bye, he already had hung up.

I lied down and cried into my pillow. My heart felt a way it had neever felt before. I was competley crushed, and didn't know what to do. I wanted to call him back and take back what I said, but I couldn't find it in me.

Maybe it was for the best, we were only hurting ourselves by going on like this. There was nothing left to say, but I wanted to say more. I finally convinced myself it was for the best; and after hours of crying I feel asleep.

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