Bella's POV:

"Well, out with it!" I demanded at the doctor who had the results of my ultrasound in his hands. This time, it was just me, Niall, Drew and Jamie in the room. Jamie held my hand tentatively and Drew was sitting on the bottom side of the bed next to Niall. I had woken up two days ago but I was really out of it and drugged up so they couldn't do the ultrasound until this morning.

"Well Miss. Adams, you're not pregnant... anymore." I had a small sigh of relief before those words settled in. Not pregnant anymore.

"What do you mean by anymore? I was pregnant?" I asked getting slightly choked up. Niall patted my feet and Drew was shaking his head slowly.

"There's evidence from your ultrasound that you were pregnant at one point, but you had a miscarriage about a week ago. I'm so sorry, Miss. Adams." I let a few silent tears trickle down my cheek before realizing what all this meant. I had a baby inside of me. I may not have liked it's father but I was carrying an innocent baby, and it died.

"Maybe it's a sign from God Bell, you weren't ready to have a baby... it could be for the best.." Jamie tired. I flicked her hand off mine and crossed my arms looking away.

"Yeah, you're right, my miscarriage was for the best. Like are you fucking kidding me Jamie? You're a bloody idiot. Just get OUT. All of you GET OUT!" I screamed. "I just want to be alone. Do you understand? Just leave me alone!" Drew and Jamie hurried out of the room in tears but Niall stood there with the doctor.

"Should I call psych?" The doctor whispered to Niall.

"I'm not fucking deaf, GET OUT." I screamed. The doctor rushed out of the room and Niall gave me a mean look.

"You can leave to, the doors right there." I pointed looking away. He walked towards the door, but just to close it. Next he sat down on the end of the bed, and I pulled my feet to my chest so he couldn't try to comfort me.

"Alright Bella, let it out." He whispered. I shook my head at first but I could feel the hot tears forming in my eyes, the real emotional kind that make you wanna gag and give you that lump in your throat that sits there until it's released. "I'm still your best friend, love. You can tell me." I sighed for a second, but all that did was let go out the lump and I started hysterically crying.

"It's not fair... So much isn't fair. My life has been a complete mess since I've been young and it's still going on. I keep waiting for these dark clouds in my life to fade away and for the sun to come out, but it keeps getting darker and darker. And a miscarriage? That makes me sick. I didn't even know there was a baby inside of me, and it's already dead. Everything in my life turns to shit." I sobbed, now leaning into Niall's chest.

"Maybe when you get out of the hospital, we can go somewhere far away from here... Just escape all the madness and start over." He suggested. I looked up into his big blue eyes and shook my head.

"I could never leave Harry... I love him. It wouldn't be right." I sighed.

"Who says they couldn't come?" He smiled. I snuggled into his arms and continued crying softly. I would love to just escape all the shit from Scotchdale and Little Stream and start fresh. To be honest, I missed school a lot too.

"You're the best. I love you, Niall." I smiled slightly facing the back.

"I know, I know. And I love you to, Bell." He whispered. We laid in my bed talking about life for hours upon hours until we both fell asleep. When I woke up, I saw a familiar face I hadn't seen in a while.

"Hey Bell." Liam smiled nervously looking up from the chair in the room. I pushed Niall, causing him to land on the ground and crash out of bed.

"Friggen bitch... Oh.. uh, hi Liam! I'll give you two a moment alone while I ice my arm." He said flicking me. "You're lucky your already in a hospital bed!" Niall laughed exiting the room.

"Yeah so lucky..." I sighed under my breath. "So... How are you?" I asked weirdly. I honestly had no idea what to say, did he know I was with Harry?

"Shouldn't I be asking you that question?" He said scooting closer to me.

"I'm ok... You know how it is. Lots has happened--"

"Bella I'm so sorry I didn't keep a better eye on you at that phony audition. It's all my bloody fault, if I wasn't such an idiot I would have went inside with you and watched you instead of letting you get kidnapped and then all this..." He let out a little cry putting his hands on his head. My heart honestly broke for him.

"Liam! Stop. It's not your fault. No one could have prevented this, it would have happened either way. I'm fine--"

"You're not fine! You're in a hospital, damn it. I just wanted you to know how sorry I am... I've been afraid to face you." He sighed. Liam was honestly such a cutie. Stop it, you're with Harry now Bella!

"It's ok, I'm ok. I'm glad you stopped by, I've been wondering where you were hiding." I smiled taking his hand in mine.

"You look great." He suggested between cries.

"Oh for fucks sake, come here Liam." I said pulling him in for a long, warm embrace. It reminded me of when I hugged him that day in the car... the smell, the music playing... when he told me he loved me. Damn, I forgot about that. "Liam... I just wanted to let you know that I'm with Harry now..." I whispered through the hug.

"I still love you Bella. I won't ever stop, I just could never look at you the same knowing that all this pain you went through is partially my fault." I stroked his back and he pulled away, staring into my eyes full of desire and hunger. I was so tempted to lean... so tempted to kiss this handsome looking boy who has been worried sick over me.... Slam. The door opened and in walked Harry with a bouquet of roses and a big smile on his face, which faded when he saw Liam and I so close.

"Am I interrupting something?" He asked, eyes beaming at Liam. I'm not really sure if he was or not, but now we'll never know. Thank God for that.

Notes

busybusybusy weekend for me blah its almost 1 am where I am but I wanted to get an update in today which is sorta late saturday night but technically sunday morning. idk man, here it is!

thanks for reading loves, xxx :)