Bella's POV:

After 10 minutes of the most excruciating pain I've ever felt in my entire life, Louis had finally given me the reversal shot that made the pain slowly die down. Now I had just a small headache, but so much fear it was eating me alive. "Harry... What do you think he'll make me do." I said resting my head on his little thighs. He pushed my hair so it wasn't in my face and sighed.

"I don't know love, but it's gonna be ok--" I cut him off.

"You keep saying that. Things aren't getting better...I miss Jamie and Drew so much, I haven't seen Chloe or Perrie or Zayn or Liam... Niall's no where to be seen.. My dad's suffering watching me suffer and my moms dead. My heart is aching and so is my body. I'm weak and tired of fighting this--" Now he cut me off.

"Bella, it's not time to give up! It's time to start fighting. And as for your father, it's his fault your suffering in this position. You're siblings need you more than any of you need your father. And I'm telling you it's going to be ok because I know you're strong and you can make it through anything. And Bella.... I love you. More than I've loved anybody in my whole life. I can't fight these feelings, they're too strong. I'd take a bullet for you." He whispered in my ear, causing me to cry.

"Harry... I love you too." I sat up from his lap and pulled him in for a long, warm embrace. When I pulled away, he kissed me softly on the lips, making my heart melt into a million pieces. He made me feel so safe. We continued to kiss more passionately, tongues poking in and out of each other's mouthes. He slowly lowered me down to the ground trying not to hurt my bruised and hurting body. We just laid there, making out and being in love for what felt like forever--an incredible feeling. However, the forever loving felt short lived when we were interrupted from the door swinging open.

"Get up. Now." Josh demanded storming in. Harry helped me climb up from the ground. "Alright Louis, bring them in." I looked at Harry with worrying eyes and in walked Louis, with Niall and my father being held at gunpoint. Niall looked tired and weak, breaking my heart and my father just looked worse and worse every time I was him.

"Niall! I've been so worried about--" I tried to walk towards him but Harry held me in place. "Why are they in here?" I asked nervously clutching Harry's waist.

"Well princess, since you said you'd do anything to make the pain stop, we're gonna let you decide!" Louis smirked.

"Decide what..?" I asked starting to realize what was happening.

"Who lives, and who dies! We have far too much baggage in this room so one of them has to die and we both no it's not going to be your father, so Harry, or Niall?" Josh smiled ripping me away from Harry's hold.

"You can't make me do this.. I won't do it." I started to cry.

"That's ok. They can both live, but then someone else you love will pay the price... Maybe Jamie? Maybe Drew? I think we'll go with Jamie... she works." Louis started off.

"Don't fucking touch my sister you bastard!" I screamed sobbing. Josh was rubbing my arm making me feel super uncomfortable.

"You know what, let's make this more fun. Louis bring Niall next to Harry.... stop right, there that works. Ok Bella, we're gonna give you the gun, and you're gonna shoot whichever one you want! I love the element of surprise." Josh teased. "Boys, say your peace, it could be your last words." He continued. I shook in his arms holding the gun, crying my eyes out and hyperventilating.

"Bella... Shoot me. If you love me like you say you do, you'll let me go. Save Niall, he's been your best friend since you were a child, he's practically raised you. It's ok Bella. I love you." Harry said with a tear slipping down his cheek.

"But Harry... Stop it I love you so much...." I cried out.

"Bella, do what feels right. You've always made the right decision, I trust you'll make it down. I love you lil sis. You'll get out of here, and when you do, if I'm not around, promise me you'll keep dancing. You are going to be something incredible one day, I know it. You're one of the strongest, most beautiful girls I've ever known, you can do this." Niall cried out wiping his eyes. I stood there and sobbed, feeling Louis and Josh behind me.

"Niall... I love you..." I just kept crying. How could I chose? The two most important men in my life at the moment, and I needed to kill one of them? I started pacing back and forth with the gun, but Josh held me still.

"Stop it, you need to decide right NOW. NOW IS THE TIME BELLA." He screamed in my ear, making me shake. I looked over my shoulder to see my father sitting on the floor crying, and Josh behind my shoulder. "SHOOT RIGHT NOW." He shouted. I glanced back and forth at Niall, who was crying, and Harry who gave me a smile and a reassuring look. "Bella, do it now or Jamie's dead within the next hour. NOW." I stepped forward holding up the gun and my hands were shaking.

This was the moment of truth. I mouthed the words I'm sorry to where I planned to shoot and let out one last breath. I was about to become a murderer of someone I love. Killing someone is something you can't let go of. I pulled back the trigger slowly and sighed. This is it.

Notes

Who do you think she shot??? Bum, bum, bum! Did you see this coming?

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