Behind Those Blue Eyes
Cuddle Buddy
I was crying in the corner of my room. My door was locked so Bo couldn't get in. Aj has been calling me for the past hour. But I haven't picked up once. My secret boyfriend broke up with me. Kinda. I looked down at my know thinking that I need a cuddle buddy. I wanted to text Aj and ask who my cuddle buddy should be but ended up crying even more.
I was sitting their for an hour thinking about a cuddle buddy. Someone thats like a teddy bear, sweat, loves to Eat, loves to watch movies, loves to cuddle, but doesnt want to go out. Just then my phone rang. I looked down at it. It was Nialls solo in Little Things. So I knew it was him. I smiled and picked up.
"hello?" I asked. My words where cold and shaky but I Was hoping he wouldn't notes.
"hey Aj called said you wherent picking up. Is every thing alright?" His voice made me smile
"umm........yea....I-I mean I guess" I stuttered taking an shaky deep breath.
"have you been crying?" He yelped.
" me!? No!" I played it off.
"your lying! Ill pick up a movie and be right over." He said.
"Ni--"
"NOPE Im on The way" he cut me off and with that he hung up.
I sighed and slammed my head into the wall. Making me cry even more. Great. I texted Aj. "Thanks alot" then turned my phone off. I stood up. My ex had beaten me so I was in pain. I looked at the puddle of blood. Walking to the mirror. Holly shit.
It was horrifying. I couldnt believe it. It was scary. It looked like I had been in a movie. "I can't cover that!" I screamed and started to cry again. I just couldn't believe it. Not one little bit. Niall was going to be over any second now. Luckily my door was still locked. I looked down to where her had cut me with his knife. A gash on my right leg said it all.
The door bell rang. I was back in the corner. Crying my eyes could again. Just with out a sound. I heard Niall and Bo downstairs.
"I dont know what happened. I heard Morgan screaming like She was in pain And some guy yelling. Then he left and she locked her door and hasnt been out since." Bo said
"alright thanks Bo" Niall said jumping up their stairs.
I started to get nervous, scared, butterflies. I know I did something wrong. Will told me! I know Niall's going To take Will's side and beat me also. I was so scared. I really needed someone to cuddle with me now!
I started to cry louder. That didnt help. I heard Niall lightly knock on the door then try to open it. "Come on Morgan" he said. "Open up" he said. I slowly stood. I unlocked the door and quickly picked up a towel. Niall walked in my room. I covered my face turning back To him. " Im going to take a shower" I said. I felt Niall grab my hand. Then he pulled the towel away. I quickly turned not thinking.
"W-what happened?"his voice cracking with anger. "I--Ni--" I stuttered seething the anger in his eyes. I started to cry again. "Dont hurt me" I begged. Niall's face lightened. He leaned over me and slammed my door closed with made me jump. He wrapped his arms around me tightly.
He picked me up and walked over to my bed bathroom and put my down on the sink counter. He looked down and saw the blood throw my pants. He picked my up with one arm and slid my pants off with the other. He took out his phone and started to take photos. "Niall what are you doing?" I asked blushing from not having pants on. "Taking photos so I can submit a report" he said.
I grabbed his hands. "No it was my fault" I said. Niall looked into my eyes then put his phone away. "Dont move" he said leaving the room. I stayed where I was not moving. He came with a first aid kit. Not saying anything he started to clean me up. He started with my leg. I hissed in pain when he put the alcohol on my leg. He just gave me a blank look then went back to what he was doing.
He put my leg down and stood in between both my legs. I looked down at the bandage. He pulled my face up by my chin. I know he was going to be mad. I took a deep breath and clothed my eyes while Niall cleaned my face. Nothing was said. Nothing at all. He stepped back cleaning up. "Done" he muttered. I opened my eyes and looked down. "Thanks" I mutter back.
"Now your going to do something for me" he said with a little growl. I got scared. "W-what?" I asked. "Tell me why? What happened" he said.
"Well a close friend of mine came over and wanted me to g
o out with him and his friends. After about an hour of fighting he started to beat me" I started. I took a deep breath. "I told him to fuck off and he cut my leg. Then left" I ended looking down. "What the fuck type of friend?" Niall asked.
I jumped down and walked around him and walked to my bed. "Just a friend alright" I said. "He was your boyfriend wasn't he? And you didnt tell anyone about him" Niall said. "Why would you even date him?" He spat. "Because be was kind and sweat. But he has anger problems and when he saw my photo for my phone he thought I was cheeting on him and thats why I didnt go out with him and his friends" I barked.
Niall gave me a look then looked to my phone. I went to grab my phone but Niall beat me to it. He looked at the main screen photo. His face lightened. He opened my photos and stared at the first one what was there. He did that cute half boy smile. Then his face sank. "So its really my fault" he muttered under his breath
"NO Niall no" I said. "Its not at all!!" I said.
"Yes it is" he growled. "Well its not like it even matters" I muttered. "Doesnt matter!! Doesn't matter!!" He yelled. "Yes it doesn't matter!" I yelled. "Well that's just fine" he said. "You didn't have to come over" I snapped. I saw him froze. We have now known one another for about 7 mouths. This was the first time we have EVER fought.
"how long" he spat. "What do you mean?" I growled. "How long have you and what's his face been going out!?" He yelled. I looked down. "1 years" I sighed. Niall took a deep breath letting out a growl. "Ni" I stopped and just looking down. I sat on my bed . Niall sat next to me and handed me my phone. "Delete them" he said
I went throw my phone and found the photos of Will and I. I got the first one up and started to delete them. Niall grabbed my hands. "Those aren't the photos I met for you to be deleting" Niall said. "I know what you met" I said and deleted the photo. Once they where all gone I looked up at Niall. He looked down at me. I got up and climbed over my bed and laid down on the right side of the bed. "What are you doing?" He asked. "You brought a movie didn't you?" I asked.
He smiled and got up putting in one of the best movies ever mad. Charlie St. Cloud. I rolled off my bed and walked over to the closet. "What are you doing now?" he asked. "Getting cloths on!" I said. I pulled out a pair of Niall's old PJ pants and put them on. "Hey aren't those mine?" he asked. "Yea" I said and walked back over. I was only wearing a graphic tee on top.
I laid next to him and he smiled playing the movie. I got a chill and rubbed my arms. I wanted to cry again. "Cold?" He asked as I was getting under the blanket. "Yea" I said. "Come over here" he said opening one arm. We both inched closer till we met in the middle of my bed. He wrapped him arm around me and I put my head down on his shoulder.
We watched the movie. Niall and I cuddled the hole time. At that time I know I had found my cuddle buddy. I smiled. "Why are you smiling?" He asked. I had relived it was one of the sad parts in the movie. "Oh umm I was in my own world" I giggled. "Oh" Niall laughed. "What where you thinking?" He asked. "Nuffin" I said smiling watching the movie again. "Just nuffin"
I was sitting their for an hour thinking about a cuddle buddy. Someone thats like a teddy bear, sweat, loves to Eat, loves to watch movies, loves to cuddle, but doesnt want to go out. Just then my phone rang. I looked down at it. It was Nialls solo in Little Things. So I knew it was him. I smiled and picked up.
"hello?" I asked. My words where cold and shaky but I Was hoping he wouldn't notes.
"hey Aj called said you wherent picking up. Is every thing alright?" His voice made me smile
"umm........yea....I-I mean I guess" I stuttered taking an shaky deep breath.
"have you been crying?" He yelped.
" me!? No!" I played it off.
"your lying! Ill pick up a movie and be right over." He said.
"Ni--"
"NOPE Im on The way" he cut me off and with that he hung up.
I sighed and slammed my head into the wall. Making me cry even more. Great. I texted Aj. "Thanks alot" then turned my phone off. I stood up. My ex had beaten me so I was in pain. I looked at the puddle of blood. Walking to the mirror. Holly shit.
It was horrifying. I couldnt believe it. It was scary. It looked like I had been in a movie. "I can't cover that!" I screamed and started to cry again. I just couldn't believe it. Not one little bit. Niall was going to be over any second now. Luckily my door was still locked. I looked down to where her had cut me with his knife. A gash on my right leg said it all.
The door bell rang. I was back in the corner. Crying my eyes could again. Just with out a sound. I heard Niall and Bo downstairs.
"I dont know what happened. I heard Morgan screaming like She was in pain And some guy yelling. Then he left and she locked her door and hasnt been out since." Bo said
"alright thanks Bo" Niall said jumping up their stairs.
I started to get nervous, scared, butterflies. I know I did something wrong. Will told me! I know Niall's going To take Will's side and beat me also. I was so scared. I really needed someone to cuddle with me now!
I started to cry louder. That didnt help. I heard Niall lightly knock on the door then try to open it. "Come on Morgan" he said. "Open up" he said. I slowly stood. I unlocked the door and quickly picked up a towel. Niall walked in my room. I covered my face turning back To him. " Im going to take a shower" I said. I felt Niall grab my hand. Then he pulled the towel away. I quickly turned not thinking.
"W-what happened?"his voice cracking with anger. "I--Ni--" I stuttered seething the anger in his eyes. I started to cry again. "Dont hurt me" I begged. Niall's face lightened. He leaned over me and slammed my door closed with made me jump. He wrapped his arms around me tightly.
He picked me up and walked over to my bed bathroom and put my down on the sink counter. He looked down and saw the blood throw my pants. He picked my up with one arm and slid my pants off with the other. He took out his phone and started to take photos. "Niall what are you doing?" I asked blushing from not having pants on. "Taking photos so I can submit a report" he said.
I grabbed his hands. "No it was my fault" I said. Niall looked into my eyes then put his phone away. "Dont move" he said leaving the room. I stayed where I was not moving. He came with a first aid kit. Not saying anything he started to clean me up. He started with my leg. I hissed in pain when he put the alcohol on my leg. He just gave me a blank look then went back to what he was doing.
He put my leg down and stood in between both my legs. I looked down at the bandage. He pulled my face up by my chin. I know he was going to be mad. I took a deep breath and clothed my eyes while Niall cleaned my face. Nothing was said. Nothing at all. He stepped back cleaning up. "Done" he muttered. I opened my eyes and looked down. "Thanks" I mutter back.
"Now your going to do something for me" he said with a little growl. I got scared. "W-what?" I asked. "Tell me why? What happened" he said.
"Well a close friend of mine came over and wanted me to g
o out with him and his friends. After about an hour of fighting he started to beat me" I started. I took a deep breath. "I told him to fuck off and he cut my leg. Then left" I ended looking down. "What the fuck type of friend?" Niall asked.
I jumped down and walked around him and walked to my bed. "Just a friend alright" I said. "He was your boyfriend wasn't he? And you didnt tell anyone about him" Niall said. "Why would you even date him?" He spat. "Because be was kind and sweat. But he has anger problems and when he saw my photo for my phone he thought I was cheeting on him and thats why I didnt go out with him and his friends" I barked.
Niall gave me a look then looked to my phone. I went to grab my phone but Niall beat me to it. He looked at the main screen photo. His face lightened. He opened my photos and stared at the first one what was there. He did that cute half boy smile. Then his face sank. "So its really my fault" he muttered under his breath
"NO Niall no" I said. "Its not at all!!" I said.
"Yes it is" he growled. "Well its not like it even matters" I muttered. "Doesnt matter!! Doesn't matter!!" He yelled. "Yes it doesn't matter!" I yelled. "Well that's just fine" he said. "You didn't have to come over" I snapped. I saw him froze. We have now known one another for about 7 mouths. This was the first time we have EVER fought.
"how long" he spat. "What do you mean?" I growled. "How long have you and what's his face been going out!?" He yelled. I looked down. "1 years" I sighed. Niall took a deep breath letting out a growl. "Ni" I stopped and just looking down. I sat on my bed . Niall sat next to me and handed me my phone. "Delete them" he said
I went throw my phone and found the photos of Will and I. I got the first one up and started to delete them. Niall grabbed my hands. "Those aren't the photos I met for you to be deleting" Niall said. "I know what you met" I said and deleted the photo. Once they where all gone I looked up at Niall. He looked down at me. I got up and climbed over my bed and laid down on the right side of the bed. "What are you doing?" He asked. "You brought a movie didn't you?" I asked.
He smiled and got up putting in one of the best movies ever mad. Charlie St. Cloud. I rolled off my bed and walked over to the closet. "What are you doing now?" he asked. "Getting cloths on!" I said. I pulled out a pair of Niall's old PJ pants and put them on. "Hey aren't those mine?" he asked. "Yea" I said and walked back over. I was only wearing a graphic tee on top.
I laid next to him and he smiled playing the movie. I got a chill and rubbed my arms. I wanted to cry again. "Cold?" He asked as I was getting under the blanket. "Yea" I said. "Come over here" he said opening one arm. We both inched closer till we met in the middle of my bed. He wrapped him arm around me and I put my head down on his shoulder.
We watched the movie. Niall and I cuddled the hole time. At that time I know I had found my cuddle buddy. I smiled. "Why are you smiling?" He asked. I had relived it was one of the sad parts in the movie. "Oh umm I was in my own world" I giggled. "Oh" Niall laughed. "What where you thinking?" He asked. "Nuffin" I said smiling watching the movie again. "Just nuffin"
When do you think that you will update again?
2/1/14