"Lets talk about me and you and the birds and the bees, lord hell mercy its a beautiful thing hey yea yea theres something about a truck" I danced around my room while I was getting ready to babysit Aj, Collin and Marry-Ann. I put my makeup on and got everything all set when the door bell rang. I grabbed my phone and trotted down stares feeling really happy and exited.

I ran to the door then thinking it would be the kids I fixed my hair and what I was wearing. I smiled then opened the door. "Ha----------------What are you doing here?" I asked looking up to see the boys. "Well hello to you too!" Louis snapped. "I have to start babysitting in like 5 seconds, they will be here at any moment!" I said. I could hear footsteps behind me so I turned to see Bo walking down stares. "Are they here?" He asked. "Nope its us" Liam said. Louis opened the the door all the way and walked right in, pushing me out of the way while doing it. "Got any food?" he asked walking about 5 feet then turning and looking back at me. "First you know where it is, second what the hell is wrong with you guys? why are you being suck asses?" I asked and they all looked down.

I heard some car doors open then close and some talking form outside. I could just hear someone yelling "bye" then the car drove off. "Guys you gotta leave, the kids are staying the night and they have so much home work I told them I would help them with" I said. "So we can help" Niall said walking right by me, not even looking at me. I watched him walk bye and I gave him a look but he didn't even see. I rolled my eyes then the rest of the boys walked in and went out all around my house. Behind them where the kids.

"What are they doing here? I thought it was just going to be us this time?" Collin said. Every since Niall and I started dating and every time the kids come over so do the boys. They practically moved in with me and I still have my brother here! Also I don't really want them to move in with me!!!! So I haven't had the kids to myself at the house plus we where going to go out and have fun and I had the hole weekend planed out for us!! "Im sorry they just showed up! I tryed to get them to leave, Niall didn't even look at me so I think something might be up, also there all here, sometimes they will show up like maybe Zayn, Harry and Liam will come over then about an hour or so later Louis and Niall would come, not to often they ALL will show up together.

I walked over to the living room where all the boys where sitting on the couch, no food, no TV, no nothing, Aj started to tug on my sweater. I looked at her and I could tell she could tell something was up. I took a deep breath. "Stay calm" She whispered to me.

I have a thing called Costochondritis. (( Just read this http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Costochondritis )) And I never told the boys because I knew they wheren't going to let me do anything nor let me go anywhere. Niall would NEVER leave me alone! And Aj, Bo and Collin know all about it. I told them and they are always watching my back about it.

I could tell that Niall was looking down, not at me at all, while Louis and Zayn where looking over at me. Liam and Harry looked up at me. "Hey guys why don't you go out side and play?" Niall asked, his head was on his hands and he was looking down. "This is my house" Bo shot back. I could tell Niall was about to blow so I just turned to them. "Bo and Collin go bring your guys stiff up to my room, Aj and Marry-Ann go play out side, go to the park, the boys will meet up with you and later on Ill be there" I said. They all seemed pissed but did when I said.

As I was walking over to sit with Niall, well next to him but Zayn scooted over next to him more and on the other side was the arm rest so as much an I was going to sit on the arm rest, I was going to sit there in the first place. I walked over and sat next to Louis. "We know" Niall said. "Come again?" I asked. "Morgan" he sighed, anger in his voice.

We heard the boys walking down from up stairs and every one stopped talking. They walked out side and Niall punched the table with made me jump a mile. "Camp down" Zayn said rubbing his back. "Who is it?" Niall asked looking in my direction but not at me. "Who is who?" I asked. "Stop playing this game! Im sick of it! Who is the other guy you've been dating while we where on tour!?" Niall yelled. "What!?" I yelled blown away. Yea the boys just got back but I never cheated on Niall! I looked around at the boys, who where all looking down. "Roomer has it that you have been seen going to the doctor a lot, maybe once a week" Harry said. "So I was sick?" I said

"NO YOUR FUCKING PREGNANT WITH SOMEONE EASES BABY!" Niall screamed standing up. I was shocked, my heard started to raise and I knew my heart raite was going up. I got really light hreaded. Great Im having another episode. I stood up and narrowed my eyes at him. "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT YOU KNOW IM A VERGIN!" I screamed. "REALLY? ARE YOU REALLY?" He said taking a step closer to me. I took a step closer to him. "YES!! I WOULDN'T JUST SLEEP WITH SOMEONE, AND GET PREGNANT WHEN I HAVE A BOYFRIEND WHO I LOVE!" I screamed. "WELL YOU'VE BEEN SEEM AT THE DOCTORS QUITE OFTEN!!" Niall yelled taking another step. The next thing I knew we where right at one another, screaming in one another's faces, inched away from one another.

"YES I HAVE BEEN GOING TO THE DOCTOR A LOT NOT BECAUSE OF THAT!" I said, I felt like the room was closing in on my. I needed the kids because their the only ones who can get me out of this. I pulled out my phone and quickly sent a text to Aj, as soon as it sent Niall took the phone and through it at the wall. I narrowed my eyes. "WHAT THE HELL!" I yelled I walked over to the wall and started to pick up the peaces.

Out of no where I was spun around and smashed into the wall. I tried to slow my breathing and stay calm. My eyes where closed to tightly they hurt. "Open your eyes" I felt hot breath on my mouth. I could also feel Niall's body right up at mine. His arms where on the walls next to me. I opened my eyes to see nothing but Niall's bright deep blue eyes, so full of anger and hate, with a redish glow. His eyes where staring into mine. This was the first time today he was looking at me, even when we where in eathother's faces I could tell he wasn't looking at me.

"Tell me you didn't even look at another guy and think about going out with him" He said. "Not once" I said with anger in my voice. "Dont get like that!" He said. Out of no where the door busted open and I could tell it was the kids. "GET AWAY FROM HER!!" Bo yelled trying to get Niall's arm away from me but he pushed him away. Before I could sneak away from him he moved his hand back. "Why have you been going to the doctor so much then?" he asked.

I took a deep breath, about to fall over. I closed my eyes and just before I was going to say something I opened my eyes to see Niall about to what I think punch me in the face, he punched the wall right next to my head.

Notes

Costochondritis is a real thing, its a heart problem, I know about it because I have it and its a bitch to deal with. My heart will start to raise and I get dizzy and you can see my heart beating through my shirt, and Im a tomboy so I wear very very baggy shirts. Its like a depression thing almost its different for different people so if you have a depression problem, and one day you get killing pain in your chest and you feel like you where shot with a gun then look into it because thats how mine started.

Im sorry its been so long, I had to much school work and things that I couldn't get on to up-date then it was I had to move, with was 21 miles away from my old home so how Im in a city and I HATE the city, umm now in the new house I don't have cable so its going to a a really really long time till the next time I up-date Im sorry but life sucks for me right now, Im at my aunts because the change of schools for me was messed up so I get a week off YAY!!