Crystalised

We were walking down along the hallway. In that moment, it seemed like there was no end to it. But the nurse turned right and entered a room.

"Be causious. He's still resting." She said and exited.

"Oh..my..god" I said looking at Harry. The heart monitor was synchronized with his heart rate, letting out these beeps that were scaring me. I always had a fear of this machine. They only show it on some Tv Show when a patient is dying and the beeps are really fast and loud, and when I heard them there, it scared me.

"Do you want me to take you home?" Lou suggested.

"No, I'm staying here." I said and sat on one of the chairs next to the beds.

"Jen…it's late. You need to rest." He tried to convince me.

"Until Harry is up and running again, I am not moving." I said.

"Okay…you want something to eat?" He suggested. He just wanted to look out for me.

"Yes, I'm starving" I said and smiled. He nodded and left the room.

My eyes focused on the unconscious Harry lying on the bed. His hands by his sides. I got ahold of the left one. They were so big compared to mine, or maybe I had unnaturally small hands. I don't know. It took both of my hands to be fully around his.

I wanted to see his eyes more than ever. His green sparkling eyes that were always dazzling. I know I'm not going to find someone that can take care of me like Harry does. It wasn't that serious, but I just couldn't wait for it to be over.

My eyes filled with tears. I was getting too emotional. Probably because my period was coming, but still. My head was heavy, it still hurt. My eye lids were collapsing, I couldn't stay awake. My head slowly bowed and rested on his forearm. It took a lot of effort to open then, and eventually just let them be closed.

-

"Jen, you asleep?" I heard Lou's voice. My eye lids opened and I saw him holding two coffees and chips. We opened it and started talking.

He asked me what they did to me. I didn't answer him. Just told him that it was nothing, few cuts, that's all. After that, his phone rang. It was Harry's mom. He had called her earlier to tell her what happened. When he answered, he stepped out to talk. I was yet again alone in the room.

I rested my head on the side of his bed, squeezing his hand. And for e second, a thought I felt him squeezing it back. My head immediately lifted and saw his lashes still resting on his cheeks. But his grip was tight.

"Harry…" I whispered. I looked at him, but he didn't answer me back. He was still sound asleep when Lou came back in.

"Jen, I really think I should take you home" He said.

"I.am.not.leaving.Harry." I said, pausing after every word, trying to make it clearer.

"I'm gonna stay, don't worry." He rubbed my shoulder.

"Well how am I getting home?" I asked.

"Hey, is he still asleep?" Leena came in slowly.

"You called Leena?" I said, and smiled.

"Well we can't leave Harry alone, and you can't go home alone, so there." He said and chuckled.

"Ok, but when he wakes up, you call me! I don't care how late it is, ok?" I asked and he nodded.

The ride home was short, considering the fact that I fell asleep. Leena woke me when we arrived home, and she quietly unlocked the door.

"They don't know you left, right?" I said.

"Yeah" She said and smiled. But as she was locking the door, aunt Anna surprised us with a blender in her hands

"Oh my god girls, I thought you were thieves " she said, exhaling in relive.

"And what were you planing to do to? Blend us to death?!" Said Leena a little freaked out. I just stood there quiet.

"Oh shut up Leena" aunt Anna joked "Come on sweety, you ok?" She extended her arm and put it around my waist, leading me to my bedroom.

"Yeah I'm fine." I whispered so I don't wake my parents up.

"I'll get her to bed" Leena said, and walked with me to my room.

"Ok, well I'm right across if you need anything." Aunt Anna went into Leena's room and closed the door.

"You want me to sleep with you?" Leena offered. I shrugged my shoulder, because it really didn't matter. She undressed me, carefully so she doesn't touch my bruises and cuts.

"Oh my god." She said. I was waiting for that response.

"It's fine, really." I said.

"Jen, you can talk to me…what happened?" She asked concerned.

"Nothing, few cuts, that's all." I said quickly putting my top pajama on, and unbuttoning my jeans.

"So, the situation at home is weird." She said, pulling my jeans by their ends, helping me take them off.

"Why? What happened?" I asked her.

"Our curfew is at 11. And from school we go straight home, well you go to work, and then home. Seeing as that Althea girl helped, mom trusts her. But other than that…" She explained while I dressed in my bottom pajamas. I rolled on the one side of the bed and Leena brought my lap top.

"At least you don't have to go to school tomorrow, unlike me." She said, and got under the covers. "I am going to sleep, good night." she then kissed my cheek.

I smiled at the thought that a few months ago I couldn't stand her, and now we're like real sisters.

I was on tumblr a while, and waited for the sunrise. All these moments were coming back to me. The cutting, me pushing back the pain and tears, acting strong when I wasn't really. And Harry getting hurt, which just made me want to be in the hospital right now. I want to be there when he wakes up. I love him so much, it's unexplainable. My dream came really quickly after those thoughts.

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A loud ring filled the air, removing me from my sleep. It was my stupid alarm which I forgot to turn off. My hand looked for it on the bed-side table. I finally found it when I realized it's not my alarm. It was Lou.

"Hello" I almost jumper out of my bed, knowing that if he's calling me, Harry is awake.

"He just woke up" He said, his voice calm. I could hear my heart beating.

"I'm on my way" I said and hung up. I went to my closet and got the first thing that I saw, which was just a plain white sweater and dark jeans. I got downstairs put my boots on.

"Where do you think you're going?" aunt Anna asked me coming from the kitchen.

"Harry's awake. I have to see him" I said, struggling with the zipper on my left boot.

"Come on, I'll drive you" She said taking the keys and walking outside.

The drive there seemed like forever. She came with me to his room, but didn't enter it.

"You don't need supervision from here." She smiled and left. I nodded as a 'thank you' and entered the room. Inside were the all five of the boys including Eleanor and his sister, Gemma

"Hi" I entered. All pair of eyes fell on me. Including Harry's.

"It's getting too crowded, let's go." El said and everyone followed her. The room was finally empty, it was just me and Harry.

"Hi" I said again. He smiled. His dimples showing, it made goose bumps appear on my skin.

"Hi." He said.

"How are you feeling?" I asked walking closer.

"A lot better." He said, still smiling.

I sat on the side of his bed, and leaned in to kiss him on the cheek. When my lips touched his skin, he chuckled which made me smile.

"Are you ok?" He asked me.

"Yeah, I'm fine" I said. I wasn't fine. I was far from fine. Fine didn't even begin to describe it. But, I couldn't be that selfish to turn this around to be about me. After all, he was the one in the hospital bed, not me.

"Do you want to talk about last night?" He asked me.

"You got stabbed." I said. He laughed a little and continued to talk.

"No, I meant with you. what happened with you…" He said. I really didn't want to talk about it, but I knew that he wouldn't just drop it.

"Well I got kidnaped…and i have these little cuts, and the rest is a blur…" I said showing him the cuts. It wasn't a blur. It was crystal clear what happened. Every detail.

His hand touched mine and with no hesitation, he took mine in his, gripping it tight. I smiled and he returned the smile.

"I don't understand why I can't see him" We heard a female voice from behind the door.

After that, the door opened and inside walked Taylor. Her face expression was surprise. Why was I here, I suppose. Not a second later, Zayn came in.

"Oh…hi" She said. I immediately stood up and let go of Harry's hand.

"Hey" I said. She gave me a smile, but you didn't have to be smart to see that it's fake. I walked to the door and got out without a word. After I got out, Zayn followed me, and Taylor closed the door.

"I tried to stop her" He explained.

"It's ok" I said, heading to the cafeteria.

"You sure?" He asked concerned. Of course I wasn't ok. She's not his real girlfriend, why is she here?!

"Positive" I lied. What else am I suppose to do? I can't show that I'm jealous.

Harry's POV

Jen walked out with a weird expression on her face. Just great…

"Hey, Harry, how are you?" Taylor asked me, sitting on the same place Jenna sat not a minute ago.

"Yeah, I'm fine" I said, trying to answer as quick as possible so she would leave.

"What happened?" How am I suppose to answer that…

"Nothing really" I lied.

"Come on Harry, I know I'm not your girlfriend, but you can talk to me" She said and her hand covered mine, giving it a little squeeze "I'm here for you."

"I don't want to talk about it. I…I need to rest, I'm really tired" I lied.

"Ok, I'll be here" She said, and sat on the chair.

"It's fine really, you can go." I tried to make her go

"It's ok Harry, I'm here." She said again. How do I tell her. How do I tell her that I don't want her here. I want Jen here. And how am I suppose to protect Jen, if Taylor's 24/7 here. I couldn't say another word because the door opened. I hoped it was Jen, but no. It was a blond girl…Althea!

"You ok?" She came and didn't even take notice on Taylor sitting on the chair.

"Yeah I'm fine" I said and smiled. I really didn't want to be alone with Taylor.

"I asked the nurse, they'll be releasing you later this evening." She said and smiled.

"Hi" Taylor said to her

"Oh…um…hi?" Althea formed that sentence that subtexted 'am I suppose to say hi to you?no.'

"Oh, ok. You missed everyone…they were here a while ago." I said ignoring their little conversation.

"No, I saw everyone. But, I didn't see Jen, did she came? Hold on let me call her." She started to get her phone up, but Taylor stooped her.

"She was here." she said quickly, and Althea put her phone back.

"Oh, well…ok." Althea didn't like Taylor and it was really amusing.

"I'm sorry, who are you?" Taylor got up from her seat, annoyed by Althea.

"Harry's friend" She answered.

"Um, that's weird, I don't know you" Taylor said. I just sat quiet and enjoyed their little sass conversation.

"Oh wait, I know you!" Althea exclaimed. Taylor was so proud at the moment "You're that girl from Subway right? I bought food from there yesterday !"

I couldn't help it, but laugh.

"No, I'm Taylor Swift!" She said really annoyed.

"I know, I'm just messing with you, god. Have a little sense of humor." Althea sassed away.

"Well, Harry needs to rest, so you can leave now" Taylor was not liking Althea. But Althea was smiling which made Taylor that much more annoyed and angry.

"And who are you, his handler?" She asked rhetorically

"No, I'm his girlfriend."

That made me start coughing, It caught me off guard.

"…seriously?" She asked. I gave her a look to be quiet about Jen, because Taylor didn't know that we were still together.

"Yes, so bye" Taylor basically kicked her out.

"I'll see you later Harry." She said and walked out, closing the door behind her

"Oh my god, you shouldn't be friends with people like her…" Taylor commented.

"Why?" She can't tell me who to be friends with…

"I mean, I've never seen her and we've been together on parties and everything, and now you're hurt and she want's to come to the rescue…famewhore" Taylor said.

"Shut up" I was getting really annoyed.

"I'm sorry, but that's the truth." She stated.

"Famewhore, really?" Althea barged in.

"Didn't you leave?" Taylor was a little confused.

"Yes, but these walls aren't soundproof, so yeah, you're on my black list now" She said.

"Your what?" I laughed, trying to ease up the tension.

"Oh, it's this list in my mind where I put people that I do not like…for example Crazy Daisy." She said. I started to laugh really hard and she joined me. It was funny how Taylor was put on the same level as Crazy Daisy.

"Ok, well-" Taylor didn't finish her sentence when Niall came in.

"Harry- Hello there" He said to Althea.

"Hi…again." She said and smiled.

"I didn't introduce myself earlier, I'm Niall." He said.

"Althea, pleased to meet you" She said and shook his hand.

Niall looked at her for a while, then his eyes went on me

"Harry, we are going to KFC, you want anything?" He asked me, but before I could answer Eleanor walked in.

"Seriously Niall? He is on medication, and had a surgery. I don't think junk food will make him feel better." The room was getting full of people, and that's exactly what I wanted. I didn't want to be alone with Taylor.

"Babe, you coming?" Lou came and put his arm around El's shoulders.

"I'm not hungry." She said and kissed his cheek. I was waiting for Jen to enter, but she didn't.

Taylor's phone rang, and she stepped out to answer it.

"You ok?" Lou asked, looking in Taylor's direction.

"Where's Jen?" I asked quietly.

"She's with Zayn and Liam" Eleanor answered.

"Where?" I asked again.

"They left after Taylor came." Lou answered.

"Well I'm hungry, we'll be back later mate." Said Niall and left the room. "You coming?" he looked back to Althea. She nodded and followed him.

"Hey, Lou" I said, as they were walking out. He turned around and closed the door so it was just me and him.

"Can you please look after Jen? Take her where she needs to go and all that…please" I said. He smiled and nodded.

"No problem Harry" He said and came to kiss me on the cheek. I started to laugh, and that laugher went silent after Taylor walked in. Lou went out without another word.

"Hey, sorry about that." She said and sat on the chair. I closed my eyes and forced myself to sleep.

Jenna's POV

We walked to the cafeteria where everyone was. I wanted to meet Harry's sister, but she had took off, so I was a little disappointed.

"I am really hungry." Niall said.

"I'm not." I said an smiled.

"This is a first. Someone, remember the date, Jen's not hungry" Everyone started laughing. My head was hurting, and I rested it on Zayn's shoulder. He put his arm around me and laid a kiss on my head. If anyone random saw as, they would think that we are together. The thing is, I've become really close to Zayn. I mean, I am close to everyone, but i feel Zayn as a big brother.

"You ok?" Liam asked me.

"No, my head hurts." I said.

"You want us to take you home?" He asked me. I shook my head no.

"Come on, we are taking you home." Zayn said and stood up giving me a hand. I took it, and said goodbye to everyone.

We walked out, and on the door Althea showed up.

"Hey, Jen, you feeling ok?" She asked me.

"I'm fine. You here to see Harry?" I asked her.

"Yeah, Lou called me to come here. Where are you going?" She asked me.

"Home. My head hurts…" I answered.

"I'll call you later, ok?" She smiled. I nodded and we left.

"Who was that?" Zayn asked, looking at Althea walk away from us.

"Althea. She was with us yesterday…she's the one that found me" I said. They didn't ask andy further questions.

We got outside of the hospital and Zayn went to get his car, while me and Liam waited for him at the entrance.

"Don't worry about the whole…Haylor thing" He said. It was like he read my mind. I was thinking about them being together right now. I really hope she doesn't start liking him, and Harry doesn't like her…

"I'm not." I smiled. My phone started to ring. The caller ID said Sally. Wait…Sally, as in Sally from the talent agency

"Hello?" I answered a little unsure

"Hey, Jen. Sally here. How are you?" She asked me

"Oh, I'm fine. How are you doing?" I replied.

"I'm great. Listen, I just got a call from London, there is this new TV show. I'm at Heathrow airport right now. Can we meet later? Say, around 5pm?" She said.

"Yes, of course. I'll call you later?" I was excited.

"Definitely! See you later."

"Bye" I said and hung up. For a second I stood quet

"Who was tha-" He didn't finish the question, I started screaming and jumping. I was really happy in that moment, I forgot about everything.

"Ahhhhhhhhhh" I finally exhaled.

"You ok?" Liam was laughing.

"Yeah. I have like a meeting with Sally, from the talent agency. I think I will have an audition or whatever. I don't care, I am happy." I said. Zayn's car came up front and we got inside. I was in the back and Zayn and Liam were up front.

"What time is it?" I asked

"2pm. You want us to stay with you, until someone comes home?" Zayn offered.

"No that's ok. My aunt is probably home. Thanks for the ride" I said and got out.

"Hey, hey, come here." Zayn said and I came to the window.

"Yes?" I asked smiling.

"If you need anything, call us, ok?" He asked I smiled and gave him a kiss on the cheek,and blew a kiss to Liam

"Will do. Bye" I said and walked towards the front door.

When I got in, my phone started to ring. It was Lucy

"Hey Lucy" I answered.

"OH MY FUCKING GOD, WHERE ARE YOU?!" She was freaking out.

"Relax I'm home, where are you?" I asked her.

"I am skipping the rest of the school day. I am coming over right now…ok open the door." She said. I went to the door and saw her. She attacked me with a hug and it almost knocked me off my feet.

"Leena told me what happened." She said still hugging me very tightly.

"Can't.breath.need.air!" I faked suffocating and we laughed.

We both got upstairs and I started telling her what happened. I didn't go into details, just the general. The phone call, and the car and me calling Harry, I said I did't remember what happened there, but Lou and Althea helped me get out, while Harry was with Crazy Daisy and she stabbed him.

I started telling her about Sally and the phone call and she got all excited. We started talking about that, totally leaving the previous conversation about the night before. At around 4 she left, and my phone rang after.

"Hi" It was Harry.

"Hey love, you feeling better?" He asked me.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I was with Lucy telling her something pretty exciting" I said. I couldn't hold it in.

"Can you open the door so you can tell me too?" He asked. I looked out of the window and saw his car parked outside. I ran down the stairs and opened the door. When I opened the door, he hung up and hugged me, picking me up from the floor, and twirling me around, meanwhile kissing my neck.

"I love you so much." He finally let me down, but didn't let go of the hug.

"I love you too" I said and kissed his neck. He pulled away and looked into my eyes. I looked into his. Green, perfect dazzling eyes. His forehead rested on mine, our noses brushing against each other. His hands were on my neck, and mine were on his. After a minute, he kissed me. I loved his kisses. They were soft, and perfect.

"We have to talk." He finally said. The seriousness in his voice scared me.

"No we don't. What happened, happened. Let's not get stuck in the past." I said, trying to escape the conversation that was following.

"We do, Jen. We have to." He said.

"Okay, fine. come in" I said. We went upstairs in my room and I sat in the middle of my bed with my legs crossed. He sat across, facing me, and his hands went on my knees, rubbing them lightly.

"Baby…" He started. "I…we can't do this." He said bowing his head.

"W-what do you mean?" I sat there confused. What was he implying?

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