Crystalised

Jenna's POV

That night we went to some fancy restaurant were we had to behave. I could see that it was hard for Niall and Zayn who got very excited at some moments. Harry was holding my hand the whole time before our food came. And even then he would occasionally kiss me on the cheek, or smile at me. I was just enjoying the food which was delicious. I had to eat like a normal person, and I saw Niall struggle with that too.

Dinner went great. They didn't drink too much so they were normal. And when we got out there were paparazzi outside. Harry held me really close and we got into the car that was waiting for us. We got in a separate car.

"Are we black sheep? Why are we alone here?" I asked.

"Well I was thinking we could bee alone?" He said. O-oh.

"What? Why? " I said. I didn't want to think on sex because I was so not ready. God, look at me. I am a child.

"You'll see." He said, having a smirk on his face. Should I tell him now? Or maybe not. I should just go for it, if Leena can do it so can I. Then again I can't do it. My mind was spinning out of control.

The car finally stopped. I didn't' know this part of town, but it wasn't bad. He got out and held the door so I would get out too. After that the car left and it was just us too.

"Harry, where are we? Where are the others?" I asked. I wasn't scared, just curious.

"They are at a party. Come on this is way more fun." He said and took my hand. We entered a building and I saw it.

"ROCK CLIMBING?!" I was so excited. I have never done this in my entire life. They attached us with ropes and we started to climb. We laughed and I almost fell like three times.

"Wow,you guys are really loud." I heard someone say. It was Ben.

"Oh" I said and laughed "Just excited.. Ben this is my boyfriend Harry. Harry this is Ben" I said, and purposely said 'boyfriend'.

"Nice to meet you Harry" He said, and they exchanged smiles. The blond girl was here too. "Oh, this is Naomi. Naomi this is Harry and Jenna" He introduced us to her. "Naomi is my little sister."

"I am 16 Ben. Stop introducing me as a baby" She said, and smiled at us. "Hi" She said and waived at us. After we got down, we sat in the little cafe there. We talked with Ben and Naomi, and actually Harry and Ben got along. Naomi was nice too.

Ben was 25, and he did not look 25. He looked really young, but who can tell right? So anyway, he works at an agency for young inspiring actors and actresses. And Harry started talking how I wanted to be an actress and everything. I just blushed and Naomi said that if she wanted to, she could try out. You had to audition to get in the agency, but they could help me prepare and all that. Ben the gave me his card, if I was interested. Harry had a wide smile on his face and I guess he was happy. And I was happy too. I wanted to go to Drama university somewhere in the states or maybe in London? I don't know. But anyway, this could be really good for me. It was around 12 and it was closing time, so we went out and invited them to come and join us at the party. But they said they were tired and maybe some other time. After that they left in a taxi, and I started to scream really loud because I was so happy. Harry hugged me and picked me up and twirled me around. After few minutes, his phone rang.

"Hold on, hold on" He said and put me down. "Hello?" I answered.

"Are you guys gonna come?" It was Leena.

"Yeah, we'll be right there" He said, and hung up. We then got a taxi, and went to the party.

I felt like it was time to celebrate so I had few drinks. So did Harry, and he was with me the whole night. At around 3, Lucy found me and told me that she is heading back to the hotel. She didn't feel so good. Yes, she was drunk. I wasn't going to let her go alone, but Harry didn't let me go with her, so I was looking for someone to take her. I finally found Zayn and he wasn't that drunk so he took her back to the hotel.

I was too tired to stand, so I sat at our sit. Niall was there drinking.

"Hiiiiiii" I sang and rested my head on his shoulder. He kissed it and continued to drink. "So, what happened with Leena?" I asked as I looked at him all cheerful.

"Well, she wan't to be friends…" He said, and took a sip.

"What? But Lucy told me you guys were kissing…" I said.

"Yeah…" He said. I do not understand.

"Well, how can you be friends if you kissed again? On the bed…" I said, and laughed a little.

"She want's us to be friends with benefits…" He said, and drank.

"Wow…" I said. I didn't know what else to say.

"So we are not in a relationship, I can't tell anyone, but we are still allowed to see other people, and be together at the same time…No jealousy, no commitment…just sex." He said. He was upset. He liked her a lot and she behaved like a bitch…

"Wait, she does know that you like her a lot right?" I said. He shook his head no. "I don't understand."

"I'll tell you tomorrow. I don't want to think about that right now." He said. I nodded and changed the subject.

The rest of the party we had a nice talk, and Harry came and took me away. He smiled and I left with Harry.

The party was over at around 4. Well it was over for us at 4. I was tired and so was Harry. So we got a cab and we head back to the hotel. When we got to our room, I started to change into my pajamas, but while i was in my jeans and I didn't have a shirt, Harry came from behind, and started to kiss my neck. He already took his shirt off, so he was shirtless and I felt his chest on my back. And I felt his heart. Literally. I think it was going to jump out of him. He rubbed my stomach with his hands while I was turning the shirt I was wearing for sleeping, the proper way.

"Harry…" I said almost whispering, it was me saying stop. But he just smiled, and continued. "Harry..!" I said, louder than the first time. He smiled again, but this time, he stopped. I got in my pajamas and laid in the bed. He did the same, except he slept shirtless. He put his hands on my stomach and we were spooning.

Harry's POV

I hugged her and we were spooning. She wasn't ready…I got that. I just wished that she was. I don't understand why, though. We are in a hotel, we are together, we are alone here. It's the perfect time. And I love her, and she loves me. And've gone through so much together this past few months that we were together. But I guess it's ok.

With those thoughts I fell asleep.

**

I woke up by the sound of my alarm.

"TURN IT OFF!" Jen screamed and put the pillow over her head. She is so not a morning person…

I reached for the phone and put it on snooze. I got up and went to take a shower. I finally got out when I heard my phone alarm again and Jen screaming.

"HARRY!!!!!!!!" No, she didn't move. She didn't turn it off herself. She made me do it…I really don't know why.

"There" I said, and turned it off. She went back to sleep, but we had an interview and I really wanted her to come. So, I started to pull her legs to get her out of bed. She didn't surrender. And I got dressed and left because she was really stubborn and I figured it would be a good idea not to get on her bad side.

The interview went ok. The same questions, I already knew what they were going to ask and how to answer. They asked about the tour that was beginning in February, and then about who is single, and who isn't. I of course said I wasn't and so did Zayn Liam and Lou. After the interview that ended around 1p.m. I called Jen.

"Hi" She said. She said in a sleepy way.

"You are still sleeping?!" I asked surprised.

"Not anymore." She said.

"Did you eat?" I asked her.

"I just got up…" She said.

We talked and she had to hang up because someone was knocking on the door. So she did.

Jenna's POV

"Oh, someone's knocking. Call me later." I said, and hung up. When I opened the door, it was the maid, and she had to clean so I stepped out of the room, and while I was unlocking my phone, I heard a familiar voice.

"This your room?" It was Ben.

"Oh hey…yeah, the maid's in. She has to clean…" I said.

"Well, mine and Naomi's is on the other side of the hallway." He said and I smiled "Where's Harry?" He asked.

"He had an interview so he left. I just woke up…" I said, looking at my pajamas.He laughed because they were Barbie pajamas.

After that he invited me to go downstairs to the restaurant and eat with him and his sister. We went and we ordered our food.

"So, did you think about it?" Naomi asked me. She was talking about the whole audition thing.

"Yeah. I would love to." I said, trying to keep my cool.

"Well, I can book you an audition next week. It's the soonest I can…" He said. But I had to go home then.

"Oh…that won't work. I am leaving for London in few days…" I said…

"Well…maybe you can stay until the audition? If you can't stay in this hotel, I am sure we can find something-" I cut him off.

"No, it's ok. I have a house here. I used to live in it. But school starts, and I have to get back…" I said. I really wanted to audition though.

"Well, I will try to get it sooner, but I don't guarantee it." He said.

"Oh come on Ben, you can pull a few strings!" Said Naomi "Don't worry, you will have an audition tomorrow." She said to me.

"Can I ask something?" I said. They both nodded.

"Sure, anything" Said Naomi.

"Why are you both so determined to book me an audition?" I asked. It was really strange. Ben just looked down and Naomi explained to me.

"Well, it's been a few years since Ben found and inspiring actress that was actually good. So you could be his step up, and if you are any good, you will have movies and other auditions in no time." Said Naomi. I understood now.

"Why don't you audition?" I asked her. I mean, she was really pretty. I don't know about acting but she couldn't be that bad.

"I actually have. But at the time I was like 11 and they weren't looking for children. And I haven't actually thought about it for quite a while." She said, and then turned to Ben "Hey, do you mind if I audition?" She asked him.

"Go for it" He said and laughed.

"So wait, you work here, but you are staying at a hotel?" I asked. It was very confusing.

"Well no. I'm staying at this hotel" Naomi said.

"Why? Why don't you stay with your brother?" I asked her.

"Because of his crazy fiancé." She said. and Ben rolled his eyes.

"Tanja is not crazy Naomi! Don't start." He defended her. And Naomi started to laugh.

He then had to leave and we went to my room.

"So you are Harry Style's girlfriend…" She said as she entered the room. The maid already left.

"Yup" I said, and sat on the bed.

"Do you mind?" She said, but I didn't know what she was talking about so I raised my eyebrows "I mean, do you mind if I fan-girl?" She asked and smiled. I started laughing.

"No, not at all." I said.

"OH MY GOD I AM IN HARRY STYLE'S ROOM AND OH MY GO HE TOUCHED THIS!!!" she was running around the room, and rolled on the bed "AND HE SLEEPS HERE…well you do too" She said, and started jumping up and down.

"You done?" I asked when she finally stopped and just smiled.

"Yes.." She said and sat straight because she was lying on the bed. "Ok. About our audition. We need to find something or just make something up…" She said.

"OH I almost forgot!" I said and went to the bathroom to take my pill.

"What?" She asked. I didn't want to tell her so I didn't.

"Antibiotics" I said, and we continued to talk.

It was such a short notice and we didn't know what to do, so we made up our own little stunt to impress them. She explained that we will be in a theatre and we planned according to that. It was actually a good improvisation that we later put on paper, and learned. She was REALLY good. And she told me I was too.

At around 4p.m. came Harry

"Oh, hello" He said to Naomi. She said 'Hi' as well, and then Harry kissed me. "Where are the other girls?" He asked me as he sat next to me on the ground.

"Well I don't know. Leena is probably with Tammy, and Lucy El and Danielle are shopping 100%." I said. "Where are the guys?" I asked him.

"They want to go at the pool. You coming?" He asked me, as he was looking for his other swim trunks.

"In 20 minutes." I said. He got dressed in the bathroom and kissed my head, then left. "Are you gonna come?" I asked Naomi.

"Should I? I mean, I don't know anyone…" She said.

"Nonsense! Come on, it will be fun. Everyone is nice." I said. And she finally agreed. After 20 minutes more work on our acting and script, she left to get in her swimming suite, and I did the same in my room. We waited for each other by the elevator, and entered the poolside together.

Naomi was really nice. When we were still talking about the audition, I asked her where her parents are. Apparently they live in Australia now, because of her father's work. And she is visiting her brother here in New York, until like the 20th January, because in February her school year starts. I am really glad I met her.

I take this as the highlight of my life.

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