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Crave you

Jenna's POV

When we got out of the car at times square, Leena took her phone out and called her old friend Tammy.

"Hey Tamz, I am in NY!…Times square…REALLY?!…Yes we have so much to catch up. K, k, I'll call you tomorrow, have fun at Dustin's." She then hung up, and turned to me "Oh my god, Tammy is with Dustin!"

Dustin was this kid that had a crush on Tammy since middle school, at least thats what Lexi told me. He was this geek that was obsessed with Tammy. Always offered to carry her books, and walk her home. They used to make fun of him. Who knew they would end up together.

There were so much people, like usual. Taylor was performing, and I was so happy to meet her. They started drinking. I drank a little, but Leena…I think she drank EVERYTHING. She, Niall Lucy and Louis were waisted the first hour. Me El and Danielle were making fun of them. They were talking random things and shouting and acted all…wild.

It was so much fun. I didn't remember New Year's being this fun

Soon enough was the countdown. 10, 9, 8

"If you don't plan on finishing the New Year with me, don't start it this way." He whispered in my ear. 5,4,3. I just smiled at him and as soon as I hear 1, he kissed me. Fireworks. Not just the real ones, but us. Our spark. After 5 months it was still there. We heard everyone cheering. Eleanor and Louis were kissing, and so were Dannielle and Liam. As for Leena, Lucy Zayn and Niall…well they were too drunk to realize that it's midnight.

After Times square was the afterparty. We went there, and Lucy fell asleep in the car. It was really cute. But Niall burped in her ear so she woke up.

We got out and there were so many people at the party. Me and Liam,as usual, were the sober ones. And I loved the talks we had. Everyone was out dancing, while me and Liam were talking.

"Why aren't you dancing?" He asked me.

"I don't dance." I said and laughed.

"Come on Liam, DANCE!" Came Danielle and pulled him away. He smiled at me and got lost in the crowd.

Zayn came to the place I was sitting and started to talk to me, but he was laughing too hard, so I couldn't understand what he is saying.

"I don't understand what you are saying." I said, to him, and laughed, because he was like a little child.

"I almost died, I almost died" He was repeating and laughing.

"Why, what happened?" I asked.

"Wow, I love life. Life is good. I almost died." He was saying and laughing, I couldn't understand what he was talking about. After that he just left, still laughing.

After a minute, Lucy came.

"Hiiiiiii" She sang.

"How is your night going?" I asked her.

"Oh, just wonderful" She said. "Do you want me to tell you a secret?" She asked, and laughed.

"Yes sure" I said.

"But you have to promise not to tell anyoneeee" She sang again in my ear.

"Yes, I promise" I said, wanting to know what she is going to say.

"Pinky promise?" She said, with her pinky pointed up. I took her pinky with mine. "Ok, I…like…Niall" She said, and started to giggle.

"Really?" I asked. She was so cute, the way she giggled.

"Yes, but shhhh, no one knows." She said, and giggled again.

"Well, do you want me to talk to him, or?" I offered.

"Oh, no. That's like 7th grade move. I am 17. And he likes me, I think" She said and blushed.

"Well, what are you doing here? Go find him!" I said. She laughed and went into the crowd looking for him. I got up, and got a drink. I don't really know what I got. I went into the crowd and couldn't find Harry anywhere. I asked around, and they all saw him in different places. I finally got back to our seat, and there he was. Napping.

"What are you doing?" I asked, and laughed at him. He just put his head on my lap, and continued to sleep. I made myself comfortable by putting my feet up and sliding down. So i was lying too and his head was on my stomach now. I played with his hair, and I was sleepy too. He was like this baby. It was so cute. I wanted to close my eyes and sleep, but the music was too loud, so I just stayed on twitter. I saw some pictures and they all said that Niall had a mystery girl. It was the picture from the other day with the pyramid Harry and Zayn made, but in the background Niall was with Leena, and Lucy was not in the shot, so it looked like they were kissing, but they weren't. And all these rumors came out, that Niall had a girl…

"Hey, hey, hey" Came Leena and sat next to me. "Is he ok?" She asked

"Yeah, he's just napping. How's your night?" I asked her.

"Fantastic. Brilliant. Couldn't be better." She said.

"Wow, what happened that was so awesome?" I asked her. She sounded really happy.

"I…me…Leena, lost my virginity" She said, and smiled proudly.

"WHAT?!" I exclaimed. "Are you serious?! WIth who?!"

"Niall. It was…well ok. I mean, it's not how some people describe it. But now I don't have to lie that I'm not a virgin anymore" She said, sounding proud.

"Well…didn't you want to do it with someone who is special?" I asked. I was a little concerned.

"Come on, I told you. According to me, It's better to do it the first time with a best friend, than with a boyfriend. He will just leave you, and this way you don't get your heart broken." She said. I mean, it's her life, but I don't approve of that.

"Well, ok, if you think it's better…" I said. And then I felt kind of bad for Lucy. I mean, she liked Niall, and he just had sex with my sister. The situation was becoming like a spanish tv show, where everyone is with everyone. But I didn't want to get in the middle of it. After Leena told me, she got lost in the crowd, and Harry got up.

"She was a virgin?" He asked.

"You were awake!?" I was surprised and a little startled.

"Well, this woke me up." He said, and laughed.

"Apparently she was a virgin. Wow, I did not know that." I said, and laughed.

"Are you a virgin?" He asked me, with a charming look on his face, raising one eyebrow.

"No, because I had numerous boyfriends before you, and I was ultra popular." I said, sarcastically. He smiled widely and kissed me.

"Are you still sleepy?" I asked playing with his hair.

"Why? Do you want to get out of here?" He asked me and raised his eyebrow.

"Oh god, do you only think about that?" I asked rhetorically and laughed.

"I love you" He said, and kissed me. After that he got up and asked me to dance with him. I as usually said no, but after a few more drinks, I was out there. And from then on, I don't remember what happened.


The next morning I woke up, in my underwear and my bra. Harry was shirtless, and I didn't want to look under the cover. I didn't really remember anything. I moved away from Harry, which apparently woke him.

"Where are you going?" He asked me in his sleepy voice.

"What did we do last night?" I asked, being a little scared.

"Well" He said, and sat straight "We danced, and we kissed, and danced. And then we came back really early in the morning like 6…or 7…I don't know…and we kissed, and you were really drunk so you couldn't get into your pajamas and I tried to help you…but for my personal selfish needs I let you sleep in your undies." He said, and smiled widely "And let me add that I was drunk too, so…there." He said, and again laid on the bed

I laughed and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

I showered and got the awful smell of alcohol from me. I finally was done with everything in the bathroom and I got out. He was sitting still under the covers of the bed, with his phone in his hand.

"Wathca doin?" I asked, in my child voice.

"Twitter. Did you know that Niall and Leena were together?" He asked. He didn't remember?

"What?" I asked confused. He then showed me the picture I saw earlier. "Oh that, well they are not kissing, you were there, don't you remember?"

"I was an artist, I didn't notice anyone around me…except for you, because…you light up my world like nobody else, the way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelm but when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell, you don't know-ow-ow, you don't know you're beautiful." He said to me. He didn't sing the song, he just 'poetically said it.' It was really funny so I started to laugh "Oh come on, I am trying to be romantic here!" He said.

"Oh yeah yeah, I know. And I'm naked so let me get dressed." I said, and went to my suitcase to find clothes.

"Don't" He said, seductively.

"Ha-ha. Funny." I said, sarcastically. I got dressed in the bathroom and got out after 5 minutes. "Can we go eat? I am starving!" I said.

"When are you not." He said, and got up. He just put on a beenie, a hoodie and his trainers. Didn't make an effort.

We went downstairs and there was a buffet. I think I grabbed something from everything. Harry didn't eat much. After few minutes Lucy came downstairs with Liam.

"One word. Headache!" She said, and rested her head on the table.

"Don't do that, It's not lady-like" I said, and laughed.

"I am not a lady" She said, sleepy.

"Morning" Came Leena.

"Why are you all so cheery?"Asked her Liam.

"No reason." She said and smiled. Yes there was a reason. Danielle came in her pajamas and sat in Liam's lap.

"I'm hungry" She said quietly as she rested her head on his shoulder.

"What do you want to eat?" Asked her Liam, sweetly.

"Food" She said.

"Come on" He said, and stood up, and then they both went to get something to eat.

I was finished, when Leena's phone rang.

"Hey Tamz. Yeah, I'll be right there. Give me 15 minutes. Okay see you." She said, and hung up. "That was Tammy. You want to come?" She asked me. I raised an eyebrow "Of course you don't, you guys are not friend. Sorry" She said, and kissed my cheek, and then walked away. Everyone continued to do everything they were doing, and as I raised my head, and followed Leena walk away with my eyes, she met up wit Niall, they said morning but acted as if nothing happened. Niall came to the table and sat next to Harry.

"What's good?" He asked, referring to the food?

"Everything!" I said, stuffing my face with fruits.

He then got up.

"So, where do you want to go?" Harry asked me.

"I don't know." I said.

"I want to go sight seeing." said Lucy.

"Well, I want to sleep." I said. Harry put his arm around my shoulders and pulled me close to kiss my head.

We went upstairs, and I jumped into the bed. I laid like a killed spider, with spread legs and arms because I was too lazy to move.

"And where do I sleep?" Asked Harry.

"I don't careeeee!" I said. He picked me up and after few minutes, I was basically lying on top of him. He turned on the TV. He was playing with my hair, and kissed me occasionally. I didn't want to sleep, so I can enjoy the moment. The movie ended, I didn't really notice it, but Harry turned off the TV.

He then pushed me back and laid over me and started to kiss me. It was fantastic, the kiss. Like always. He kissed my jaw line then went down to kiss my neck. But we didn't get far. He controlled himself, and after 15 minutes, his phone rang.

"Hello?" He answered it unwillingly. "Ok, I'll be right down." He said and hung up.

"You have to go?" I asked, sadly.

"You can come, if you want to?" He invited me "We have this interview."

"It's ok, I'll stay here and unpack my things, and if you let me, your things too." I said, and smiled.

"I love you." He said, and got up. He got dressed, and after he left I called the girls but they wanted to go out shopping, and I was to lazy so it was just me. I unpacked the suitcases, organized the whole room, tidy it, made the bed and everything. And I was so bored, I didn't know what do to with myself so I went on twitter.

'Bored' I wrote. I went on tumblr for some time and then got back at twitter, hoping someone replied. Actually there were lot of replies. Who knew being Harry's girlfriend would gain you followers. Anyway one of them was from Zayn.

'HAHA!' he wrote. I replied to him

'Do you want to feel the near-death experience again?'


I still didn't get what was that about. but then Louis tuned in the convo.

'Zayn, the car just honked at you, it wasn't even close…'

and Zayn replied to him

'Oh, shut up, you don't know anything about life.'

The conversation ended there and I laughed. My phone rang.

"Hello" I answered it.

"Hey, are you at the hotel?" It was Leena.

"Yeah, why?" I said.

"No reason. I will be there in 10 minutes."

After 10 minutes, Leena came.

"Hey" she said, as she entered the room and saw me lying on the bed like I was dead. "You ok?" She asked.

"I am just so bored" I said. "Well come on, tell me about yesterday" I said remembering.

"Well, we danced and I asked if we could talk. And…we did't talk, he just kissed me. And, let me tell you he is an AMAZING kisser, like…really good. So, there was this door, I don't know what it was, we got in, and locked the door of course. And we just kept kissing and kissing-"

Harry's POV

"And we were kissing, and kissing" Niall was explaining his night with Leena to me. No one else listened because we were alone "And she started to unbutton my shirt, and I was so turned on. I took her dress off, and there we were, half naked…I didn't know if she was a virgin or not so I, you know, asked her if she was sure, she didn't answer, just kept on kissing me."

"And?" I asked taking a sip from my coffee.

"And well…we did it. I feel a little uncomfortable talking to you about it…But at the end, when we were done…she said…she said 'Thank you'. " I raised my eyebrows "Who says 'thank you' after that…and this morning she was like nothing happened…I don't get her…" He said confused.

"Do you want me to talk to her?" I offered.

"No, I don't think she want's anyone to know…" He said disappointed.

"Well, I can talk to Jenna. I'm sure she told her…" I said again.

"Ok…I just…I really like her you know?" He was really cute. I hugged him, and we got back to the others.

It was almost lunch time, and I called Jenna. She was with Leena, and they both came. We were all gathered at a restaurant and we ate our lunches.

"Want to go for a walk?" I asked Jen. She agreed, and we went out, to the park.

"Wow, this is like the most depressing place on Earth" She said, as we got to a little deserted place in the park.

"Did you take your pill?" I asked her. I had to be sure.

"Yes, I did." She said, and smiled.

"So, I've been meaning to talk to you." I said. I didn't know how to start talking about Leena.

"About what?" She asked.

"Well, Niall and Leena. I mean, I heard what happened yesterday…" I said.

"Oh so you do remember?" She said. Yes, yes I did.

"So, what's going on with them? She does like him right? I mean they are meant to be with each other." I said.

"Well…I don't know" She said. What?!

"Well…she lost her virginity to him, that has to count for something…" I said, even though I remember her saying that she wants to lose her virginity to a best friend and not a boyfriend, but I pretended I didn't know that.

"She refers to him as her 'best friend' you know? " She said. I could see that she was a little uncomfortable, because Leena was her sister after all.

"It's just, Niall really likes her. But ok, they'll figure it out" I said, wanting to change the subject.

"I guess" She said, and smiled.

I stopped in front of her and kissed her. I just felt like kissing her. I always felt like kissing her. All the time. We kissed for a while. It was actually maybe half an hour. And we were alone, in the little deserted place in the park. And it was lovely. There were no people passing by, I don't think there wars anyone here because it was very cold. She shivered few times through out the kiss, but that's all she did. She didn't say anything about it. Just enjoyed our kiss. And so did I.

But soon enough, the cold was starting to get unbearable and we decided to go drink hot chocolate somewhere. And we did as planed. We went to a cafe she told me about. She only went there once, and she praised the hot chocolate. She told me that it was the best in the universe. I guess it's really good.

She was right. It was really good. It was a little cafe, wooden and the decoration were still up. There were mistletoes and snowmen and the christmas tree was still there. It was like this little box of warmth and holiday spirit. The people were very nice. As we sat there, and talked for maybe an hour, this little girl came up and asked me for an autograph. She was shy. She was maybe 10 or 9, but not older.

"What's your name?" I asked her, as I was signing her picture.

"Caty" she said shyly. "I love you Harry" She said, and I hugged her.

"I love you too" I said to her, and she had the biggest smile on her face. She then turned to Jen

"You are Jen?" She asked her. Jen didn't expect that, and just nodded confused. "I love Jerry, you guys are perfect" She said, and blushed. Jen's eyebrows were raised in a pleasant surprise and thanked her. After that, the girl left, and we got back to our talk.

"What's Jerry?" Jen asked.

"Our ship name" I said, and smiled. She smiled too and laughed. "You are really beautiful" I said. She was. The sun was in her eyes, which made them a slightly lighter color of brown, and her hair looked dyed. She blushed. And I wanted her now, more then ever. I realized something that day. I don't say that enough. I don't tell her that she's beautiful, or pretty, or lovely. I don't shower her with compliments, and I think I should. Not because I feel obligated to, but because I always think those things. And I want to tell her all my thoughts, including those. So from now on, I will tell her that she is beautiful. And pretty, and lovely. And this way, she will never forget it.


Crave you - Flight Facilities ft. Giselle


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