-Leigha-



I woke up to Harry cuddling me, He was fast asleep. I loved being in my brothers arms, i missed his cuddles. I shook him and he opened his eyes and kissed my forehead.

''I'm sorry Harry'' i mumbled into his chest

''Hey, Hey, don't say that you've been through loads of stress its understandable'' he stated, i nodded.

''you're not leaving me are you?'' i questioned, he shook his head

''I'm staying home for a couple of weeks, we have free time till the 2013 tour'' he exclaimed; he smiled at me and kissed my forehead once again before standing up. ''I'm gonna take a shower, then we're going out for lunch, get ready!'' he grinned before opening the door and walking out. I heard the shower in his room going off.


i giggled to myself, i missed spending time with Harry, brother and sister bonding time, i walked over to my laptop and switched it on, i waited till it was done and put in the password and opened up twitter, i put in my username and password and logged in, i clicked on my mentions.


@WeLoveHarry @LeighaStyles is such a slut she sleeps around with EVERYONE, i'd be ashamed if she was my sister

@EllieStyles can't believe @LeighaStyles killed her own boyfriend, what a twat

@MiaHales @LeighaStyles ugly shit, go and kill yourself, no one wants you here

@LillyPeters @LeighaStyles fat slag, go and cut yourself.

@WeHateLeighaStyles @LeighaStyles what a fucking slut, its your fault James is dead.

i closed my laptop, tears rolling down my cheek. I didn't cheat on him, i loved him. I wiped the tears away and walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower, i got a blade out from my tampon box, and put in against my skin



this is for being worthless

this is being a ugly slut

this one is being fat

this one is making my boyfriend come to the concert with me


that's when everything went black

Notes

*please note, cutting is serious, and people don't do it for attention, so don't call people attention seekers because there far from it and they may need help, if you see someone with scars on her arms, help them don't laugh at them* thank you. abi x