Charlie's P.O.V.

It's been about a week since me and Harry got in our fight. I text and call him everyday hoping that maybe he'll just listen to me and things can go back to normal. At first I thought I could handle all this and still be fine and go on with my daily routine but I was wrong I cant even bring myself to get out of bed. The only time I leave my bed is when I need to go to the bathroom. I haven't even been eating Erins been forcing me to eat every chance she gets. To make matters even worse Louis hasn't been returning any of my calls of texts. I feel like everyone I cared about the most abandoned me.
"Hey sleepy head how about we get up?" Erin says sweetly while opening my blinds.
"I'm not going anywhere" I mumble and pull my covers over my head.
"Come on you haven't showered in a week. You're stinky" She jokes and nudges me in the side
"HA-HA so funny" I laugh sarcasticly
"Can you hand me my phone please I need to call Harry" I ask her while wiping my nose from crying
"You know what. No. I think its best that you guys ended things. Because it obviously wasn't meant to be if you guys could end with such a little thing. And he wasn't good enough for you" She says getting a little upset
"Its been a week and ive been really patient with you. He isn't worth all this grief your acting like someone died its about time you got up and faced the world. Im going to go buy us some coffee and some cookie from starbucks when I get back you better be in the shower or just be getting out.Now get to it" She says yanking the covers off me and walking out of my room. I feel kind of bad Erins been worried sick about me and waiting on me all week straight. Its about time I pretend to be fine for her. I walk over to the mirror and wow I look terrible my hair is greasy and sticking in all different directions, my nose and eyes are all red from crying and I have huge bags under my eyes from lack of sleep. Ive obviously lost some weight but its not too bad I guess. I need to improve my self and be worthy of Harry if I ever want to get him back I have to make myself irresistible.

Erin's P.O.V.

I really hope Charlies okay. I cant believe Harry would freak out at her like that. He was the one that cheated on her she never did anything wrong. I think she just needs to get back out there and have a good time with friends without worrying about boys period. Once I finish ordering our drinks and cookies they tell me to just have a seat because the machine is acting up and its only going to take a minute.
"Hey Erin umm hows charlie doing"Harry asks sitting down across from me
"Shes doing fantastic now that she doesn't have a lying cheating boyfriend in her life" I scoff and cross my arms over my chest.
"Oh um has she said anything about me.... Does she miss me?" He asks shyly. Wait why should he be shy its not like he actually likes her. Hes just been using her. Hes probably hooking up with El constantly now.
"You idiot of course she misses you! You know how much that girl loves you! Everyone does! I dont even know why you would freak out on her like that. YOU'RE the one that cheated she did nothing wrong." I stand up and start yelling at him.
"I know but I swear I stopped with all the cheating and everything. I lov-" He starts saying but I cut him off.
"You dont know the meaning of love Harry. If you truly love her you should just let her go she deserves a lot better than you" I interrupt him than grab mine and Charlies stuff and storm out.

Charlie's P.O.V.

I finished my shower and got dressed into this
"Hey look who smells amazing and looks even better than she smells" Erin says smiling and handing me my drink as she walks into the apartment.
"Thanks" I say taking the drink. We just sit there and make small chit chat for a couple minutes till my phone goes off signalling I have a text.

"Thinking about you- Harry

"I miss you. I overreacted Im willing to listen now.- Harry

"Oh my god Erin he texted me" I squeal with exitment.
"Charlie I really dont think hes good for you" She says back softly
"Honestly whats your problem with Harry anyways. He's been nothing but good to me since we've been together I think maybe youre just jealous that me and Harry have a loving and Happy realtionship while your off to the side doing who knows what" I snap at Erin while texting Harry back.
"Jealous? You seriously think i'm jealous? Oh honey you need to open your eyes. I'm nothing but good to you and you gonna burn a lot of bridges with people that really matter while you sitting there putting all your faith into Harry"She says while laughing. Which infuriates me even more.
"Why are you laughing im not kidding. I trust Harry if anything I'm the one that messed up I've been focusing to much time on Louis and not enough time on Harry. I shouldve known Harry would be there for me and not Louis. Louis doesnt even answer my texts some friend huh?" I say than start grabbing my headphones and keys.
"What are you talking about? So what if he doesnt answer your texts. Hes come to the apartment everyday and everytime you tell me to make a excuse saying your not here or youre sleeping. He's trying Charlie and your just not letting him be your friend"She says back annoyed
"Where are you going anyway?" She asks while standing up and walking towards me
"Im going to Harry's hes texting me and hes willing to listen so he told me to just come over" I explain to her. I open the door about to walk out when she grabs my wrist.
"Please Charlie we've been friends for a very long time and ive never lied or steered you wrong. I love you like a sister heck. I consider you my sister. Just please be careful and dont let all your walls down right away" She says looking sincere.
"I cant fight with you. Your right I'll be careful I wont let him get to me fully until I know I truly love him and he loves me" I say back while giving her a hug. I feel kind of bad about lying to her but I had to tell her something to make her feel better. The truth is I already let Harry in a long time ago. I know I love him but im just not positive his feelings are as stong as mine.
"Im sorry for snapping at you I'm just really nervous about seeing him" I apologize and smile slightly. She accepts and I leave and start on my way to Harrys.

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