Login with:

Facebook

Twitter

Tumblr

Google

Yahoo

Aol.

Mibba

Your info will not be visible on the site. After logging in for the first time you'll be able to choose your display name.

Fame

Chapter 48

“That was so fucking awesome!” I beamed, as Kendall and I removed the plugs and wires that were attached to our clothing.
“Now I know what Niall is talking about when he comes off stage so happy all the time. The atmosphere out there was..” Kendall began.
“Indescribable” we both said in unison, making us both laugh.
Being on stage in front of all of those people was absolutely incredible. Hands down, that was the best half hour of my life. Kendall and I walked hand in hand down the hallway towards the guys' dressing room, but noticed no one was in any of the rooms.
“Hey, do you wanna go outside for a..” Kendall said but stopped mid-sentence.
She pouted and put two fingers to her lips. I knew exactly what she meant.
“Do you have any?” I asked.
“Yeah in my bag back on the bus. But we'll have to leave the arena and walk like way down the street so no one sees” Kendall said, and I nodded in agreement.
As Kendall and I continued walking past the dressing rooms down the hallway towards the exit, a wolf whistle from behind stopped us both in our tracks. We turned around to see Harry, Niall, Lou, Eleanor, Louis, Liam, Sophia, Zayn, Perrie, and a bunch of security people. Kendall and I let go of each other hands and began walking back towards everyone that was approaching us. The smile on Harry's face grew as I became closer to him. He walked towards me until the gap between us was a mere few centimeters. He wrapped one around my waist and pulled me to him. His other hand made it's way up to my face and landed on my jaw. He tilted my head and forcefully kissed my lips.
“If you weren't wearing lipstick, I wouldn't be able to control myself” Harry said, as he placed his forehead against mine. He licked his lips and I wiped the little bit of lipstick off them with my thumb.
“Why did you never tell me you could sing? Or dance?” he asked, unable to hold back his smile.
“It's not something I advertise. I'm not one to get up in front of a crowd and just sing” I explained.
“Well, I'm extremely proud of you” he smiled, and gently placed a kiss on my forehead.
“Thanks baby” I said, resting my head on his chest and giving him a little squeeze.


After pretty much everyone telling me how great I did on stage, I caught eye contact with Perrie. I hadn't spoken to her since the whole diet pills thing, so it felt a little awkward. She smiled at me and tilted her head towards the door. I assumed she meant for us to go outside the dressing room that we were all now in so we could talk, so I nodded and followed her out the door.
“I just wanna say I'm really sorry about the whole diet pills thing. I guess I was just a little shocked that you were talking them. Like, you're so perfect and your body is amazing, I was kinda baffled that you feel you need to lose weight, and I was a little concerned and I'm sorry. It wasn't my business to get involved in” Perrie said, pouring out of her fast, like word vomit.
“It's fine honestly. I get you were worried. I should be thanking you for caring about me enough to be concerned. You don't need to apologize. Let's just forget the whole thing” I smiled, and Perrie smiled back.
We exchanged a quick hug and she told me how great she thought I did on stage. We went back inside the dressing room to see the guys preparing to go on stage. I noticed Harry standing by himself with no shirt on. I couldn't help but stare at his body. I'm so in love with his tattoos. I walked up to him and hugged him from behind. He glanced at me over his shoulder and I felt him chuckle.
“You look so sexy” I whispered in his ear, knowing what it would do to him. He quickly turned around, grabbed my face and kissed me.
“Don't make me hard before I go on stage. Save your dirty talk for later.. When we're alone” he said, quietly and seductively into my ear. I couldn't help but laugh.


Shortly after, us girls were all kicked out of the guys dressing room because we were causing “too much of a distraction”, according to Paul. I gave Harry the usual kiss goodbye before parting with him for the next 2 hours or so. Ashton suggested us girls, Luke and him go out for something to eat, but Kendall quickly declined on mine and her behalf. She said we wanted to watch a movie on the bus instead. Once everyone left, Kendall and I returned to our journey towards the bus. The both of us changed into more comfortable clothes. I wore a pair of black leggings and a vibrant red off-the-shoulder sweater. I slipped on a pair of red Toms, grabbed my phone and some Ray Bans and lead the way off the bus with Kendall following behind me. We told the gate guards of the arena that we were going for a walk and would be back in an hour or so and they let us out an entrance that wasn't surrounded by fans.


We were walking and talking for about 40minutes until we came to a little river. Kendall took a packet of Marlboro and a lighter out of her pocket before holding one between her lips and sparking it up.
“Here” she said, hanging me the packet and lighter as she breathed out a puff of air.
I did the same and took a deep inhaling in. I felt the nicotine fill my lungs and I slowly exhaled. Although I find smoking disgusting, it was extremely helpful at relaxing me when Gigi was in hospital. I guess it's become a bit of a bad habit now, but I don't do it very often and I'm definitely not addicted. I was simply distressing after the nervousness of being on stage.
“How's things with Niall?” I asked, before inhaling the cigarette again and tapping the excess ash off the end of it as I exhaled.
“Good. Great actually. I'm just so in love with everything about him. I want to spend every waking moment with him. I've been thinking.. I want your honest opinion on this” Kendall began, and I nodded for her to continue.
“Well, we've been together like 4 months now and I know that seems kinda soon and everything, but I've been wanting to move out of my moms house for quite a while now, and I've been looking at penthouses to buy, and I was thinking that if I find a really great one, I was thinking of asking Niall to like come live with me” she finished.
I nodded, processing what she just said.
“Okay honestly, yeah I think it's a little soon. But then again, it could take you a month or two to find the perfect apartment, and by then you'll have been together for half a year. That's a really long time! So I say, if he makes you happy and you truly love him and want to do this, then go for it. Fuck what anyone else thinks” I said, completely truthfully.
“Like, we're in Europe for another what? 10 days or so? And when we all go back to L.A he's just gonna be in his average size apartment alone and I'll be at my house yearning for the day I move out, so why not just be together?” Kendall replied.
“Yeah exactly! I say do it. Find a place you both love and move in together” I suggested.
“Thanks Jess. You're the only person I could ever feel comfortable talking to this stuff about. I feel you're going through what I'm going through, you know?” Kendall said, making me feel quite loved.
“No problem. That's what best friends are for” I smiled.
We both took the last drag of our cigarettes before dropping them on the ground and standing on them to put them out.
“Another as we walk back?” Kendall asked, raising an eyebrow. I nodded before pulling another cigarette from the pack.

Notes

Hiiiiiii sorry for my lack of updates! My wifi has been broken, but I've been writing chapters on my phone. Expect the next update in a few hours.

Comment, rate, subscribe! Xx

Comments

@jstyles uptade please!

JessiLauren21 JessiLauren21
10/9/14

Hi!!! Can you put me in the story plz, plz plz!!!!!!!! :)

JessiLauren21 JessiLauren21
10/5/14

Aww

JessiLauren21 JessiLauren21
10/5/14

I miss your updates! x

update please

ritumavadia ritumavadia
8/25/14