It Takes Patience
Chapter 23: Inappropriate
*Reagan’s POV*
As we made our way back to Louis and Zayn’s house Harry had a smug grin on his face that I wanted to slap off. I’m definitely not obvious. I’m complicated in every sense of the word, almost as much as he is. What did he mean he already knew that I was a virgin?
“Whatever Styles! You only knew because I just told you.”
“Whatever helps you sleep at night glasses. It’s really not a big deal, it’s adorable really. Your breed is dying out at fast rates. Like I told you when we were in the commons room, there’s nothing to be embarrassed about. You should be proud...Now that’s not saying that you haven’t done other things, because clearly you ha-”
“And now you’re insulting me. First I’m an ‘adorable virgin’ and now I’m a whore. How long does it take for your medication to kick in?” I spat back at him. I can’t understand why I feel so insulted by this but I am.
“I don’t know why you’re getting so offended by the truth. You might need my medication more than I do so don’t ask me about it again! You’re the one who chose to share and now you can’t handle what I have to say about it. You come on to me every chance you get and-”
“Oh, how quickly you forget that it was you who came on to me last night Harold!”
“And how quickly you forget that you never stop me Reagan!”
The rest of the walk back to Louis and Zayn’s house was silent. Even though I was pissed at what Harry said, I knew he was right. I allowed our mistakes to go as far as they did and I’m supposed to be the professional. I’m no better than that nurse who Harry flirted with and that’s the worst part. When we entered the house everyone was sitting in the living room watching TV clearly hung-over.
“There you are! Where did you go?” Laurie asked me. As she stood from the couch Niall tried to take a peek beneath her skirt from his position on the floor and Laurie playfully swatted at him.
“I was shadowing Harry he had to go get his medication from his house. Are you ready to go I really need a shower.” Laurie nodded and went to get her shoes when Louis asked me a question.
“Did you enjoy the party Reagan? Me and Zayn went through a lot of trouble getting all that alcohol from work. You should acknowledge said work.” I laughed and saw Laurie kiss Niall before walking back towards me.
“It was great guys. Thanks for having us. Harry make sure you get to Dr. Bakers office by at least 4:45.” Harry looked at me with a stern expression then stared back at the television and I couldn't help but feel to blame for causing mood swing number five today, however, from now on I will be nothing but professional with him.
On our way home, Laurie told me that she and Niall had danced all night and that she thought his Irish accent was charming. When I brought it to her attention what Harry told me, she blushed and closed her eyes to revel in the memory the way I do when I think about Harry, but all of that has to stop. Peyton is what I need and realized this today when Harry brought my mistake to my attention. Peyton is a sweetheart who has himself together and Harry is a patient. It almost had to become a mantra in my head. It’s not right to use Harry for my sexual releases and I’m sure if I keep it up I will lose Peyton and that’s not what I want. I’m not sure if I want to be in a relationship with Peyton, but I surely don’t want to not have him around. But, if he asks me I don’t think I would be totally opposed to the matter...maybe. I shake away my indecisive thoughts when we reach our apartment complex and hop into the shower to get ready for my sit in session with Harry and Dr. Baker.
When I arrived at Maudsley it was 4:35 so I sent Peyton a text to see if he was free to visit before my sit in started. He texted back and told me to meet him in the cafeteria and we began to talk about our date for the night.
“So what should I wear for this date tonight?”
“It’s a more casual one today. I hope you like roller coasters.” Peyton replied and I got instantly excited.
“I love them. I get on every ride at 6 Flags at least twice!”
“That’s such a relief. I had already bought the tickets and was hoping it would be a bit of fun for us since we work so much.” I looked at my watch and then gave Peyton a small kiss on the cheek before telling him how excited I was and that I would be ready by seven.
I entered Dr. Bakers office and Harry walked in shortly after seemingly in a better mood than earlier. I began to record the session as Dr. Baker and Harry talked about his first night being back at home. Harry once again omitted the fact that the ‘small get together’ included at least 60 people and endless supplies of alcohol and weed that he indulged in.
“Reagan you were able to go to this get together with Harry. What did you record as far as his behavior and surroundings?” Dr. B asked bringing me back to reality. I glanced at Harry and I could see a silent plea in his eyes begging me not to tell her the truth.
“It was a nice quiet gathering with some of his closest friends. Everything seemed in order to me.” This is the second time today that Harry dragged me into his lie. When Dr. Baker dismissed us, Harry thanked me for again not telling.
“It’s fine but tomorrow I want more answers Harold. You owe me. I’ll be by your house early tomorrow morning. Give me your number so I can text you before I get there” Harry took my phone to put his number in and handed it back to me.
“You didn’t have to make an excuse to get my number you know. You could have just asked for it yesterday. You can come over around nine. I’m sure that I will be in a giving mood by then. See you later glasses.” Harry said to me with a mischievous undertone. I dismissed the comment and went home to get ready for my date with Peyton.
I dressed casual but cute with the help of Laurie again before my date. When Peyton got to my apartment he gave me another pink rose and some chocolate before we left. We arrived at Alton Towers and Peyton had the whole date planned out. We rode every ride at least twice and then went for a mini picnic he set up in a park not too far away from the amusement park. We talked and laughed, but I still didn’t get a butterfly stomach affect the way that I did when I was around Harry.
“I had a great time again tonight Reagan. I hope you enjoyed yourself as well.”
“I definitely did.”
“So is it possible for a third date in the near future?”
“I wouldn't have it any other way.” I kissed Peyton again and turned to go inside my house. When I took off my clothes and got in bed I found myself texting Harry. I couldn’t stop the stupid grin in my face when I found out what he listed himself in my phone as.
To: Harry! Pleassssse?!
Really H.? Set an alarm for yourself so I won’t have to wake you when I get there.
Two minutes later I received a text back.
From: Harry! Pleassssse?!
What? ... Who’s this?
To: Harry! Pleassssse?!
Harold I don’t have time for games just set the alarm
From: Harry! Pleassssse?!
Oh the boring demeanor I pick up through reading the text tells me this must be glasses... Hiiiiii :D
To: Harry! Pleassssse?!
I’m changing your name in my phone to Idiot! You’re so inappropriate
From: Harry! Pleassssse?!
Heyyyy, words hurt...and you’re the one who says it. How does that put me in the wrong?
To: Harry! Pleassssse?!
P.s. today is the last time I will lie for you!
From: Harry! Pleassssse?!
Well then, today is the last day I tell you anything. You help me I help you. It’s simple Reagan.
I flinched when I saw my actual name and remembered earlier when he called me by it when he was angry. This is the sixth mood change I caused him today.
To: Harry! Pleassssse?!
Is that a threat H? :0
From: Harry! Pleassssse?!
No. It’s a promise. Goodnight I’m tired and bored with this discussion.
To: Harry! Pleassssse?!
Wait!... .. How did you know?... about what we talked about earlier...
From: Harry! Pleassssse?!
Because when I put my fingers in there they damn near got stuck ;) Goodnight glasses.
I blushed at the last text from Harry and put my phone on my nightstand. Though I didn't want to admit it to myself, I knew that I was excited to see him tomorrow and with him I was everything but professional.
As we made our way back to Louis and Zayn’s house Harry had a smug grin on his face that I wanted to slap off. I’m definitely not obvious. I’m complicated in every sense of the word, almost as much as he is. What did he mean he already knew that I was a virgin?
“Whatever Styles! You only knew because I just told you.”
“Whatever helps you sleep at night glasses. It’s really not a big deal, it’s adorable really. Your breed is dying out at fast rates. Like I told you when we were in the commons room, there’s nothing to be embarrassed about. You should be proud...Now that’s not saying that you haven’t done other things, because clearly you ha-”
“And now you’re insulting me. First I’m an ‘adorable virgin’ and now I’m a whore. How long does it take for your medication to kick in?” I spat back at him. I can’t understand why I feel so insulted by this but I am.
“I don’t know why you’re getting so offended by the truth. You might need my medication more than I do so don’t ask me about it again! You’re the one who chose to share and now you can’t handle what I have to say about it. You come on to me every chance you get and-”
“Oh, how quickly you forget that it was you who came on to me last night Harold!”
“And how quickly you forget that you never stop me Reagan!”
The rest of the walk back to Louis and Zayn’s house was silent. Even though I was pissed at what Harry said, I knew he was right. I allowed our mistakes to go as far as they did and I’m supposed to be the professional. I’m no better than that nurse who Harry flirted with and that’s the worst part. When we entered the house everyone was sitting in the living room watching TV clearly hung-over.
“There you are! Where did you go?” Laurie asked me. As she stood from the couch Niall tried to take a peek beneath her skirt from his position on the floor and Laurie playfully swatted at him.
“I was shadowing Harry he had to go get his medication from his house. Are you ready to go I really need a shower.” Laurie nodded and went to get her shoes when Louis asked me a question.
“Did you enjoy the party Reagan? Me and Zayn went through a lot of trouble getting all that alcohol from work. You should acknowledge said work.” I laughed and saw Laurie kiss Niall before walking back towards me.
“It was great guys. Thanks for having us. Harry make sure you get to Dr. Bakers office by at least 4:45.” Harry looked at me with a stern expression then stared back at the television and I couldn't help but feel to blame for causing mood swing number five today, however, from now on I will be nothing but professional with him.
On our way home, Laurie told me that she and Niall had danced all night and that she thought his Irish accent was charming. When I brought it to her attention what Harry told me, she blushed and closed her eyes to revel in the memory the way I do when I think about Harry, but all of that has to stop. Peyton is what I need and realized this today when Harry brought my mistake to my attention. Peyton is a sweetheart who has himself together and Harry is a patient. It almost had to become a mantra in my head. It’s not right to use Harry for my sexual releases and I’m sure if I keep it up I will lose Peyton and that’s not what I want. I’m not sure if I want to be in a relationship with Peyton, but I surely don’t want to not have him around. But, if he asks me I don’t think I would be totally opposed to the matter...maybe. I shake away my indecisive thoughts when we reach our apartment complex and hop into the shower to get ready for my sit in session with Harry and Dr. Baker.
When I arrived at Maudsley it was 4:35 so I sent Peyton a text to see if he was free to visit before my sit in started. He texted back and told me to meet him in the cafeteria and we began to talk about our date for the night.
“So what should I wear for this date tonight?”
“It’s a more casual one today. I hope you like roller coasters.” Peyton replied and I got instantly excited.
“I love them. I get on every ride at 6 Flags at least twice!”
“That’s such a relief. I had already bought the tickets and was hoping it would be a bit of fun for us since we work so much.” I looked at my watch and then gave Peyton a small kiss on the cheek before telling him how excited I was and that I would be ready by seven.
I entered Dr. Bakers office and Harry walked in shortly after seemingly in a better mood than earlier. I began to record the session as Dr. Baker and Harry talked about his first night being back at home. Harry once again omitted the fact that the ‘small get together’ included at least 60 people and endless supplies of alcohol and weed that he indulged in.
“Reagan you were able to go to this get together with Harry. What did you record as far as his behavior and surroundings?” Dr. B asked bringing me back to reality. I glanced at Harry and I could see a silent plea in his eyes begging me not to tell her the truth.
“It was a nice quiet gathering with some of his closest friends. Everything seemed in order to me.” This is the second time today that Harry dragged me into his lie. When Dr. Baker dismissed us, Harry thanked me for again not telling.
“It’s fine but tomorrow I want more answers Harold. You owe me. I’ll be by your house early tomorrow morning. Give me your number so I can text you before I get there” Harry took my phone to put his number in and handed it back to me.
“You didn’t have to make an excuse to get my number you know. You could have just asked for it yesterday. You can come over around nine. I’m sure that I will be in a giving mood by then. See you later glasses.” Harry said to me with a mischievous undertone. I dismissed the comment and went home to get ready for my date with Peyton.
I dressed casual but cute with the help of Laurie again before my date. When Peyton got to my apartment he gave me another pink rose and some chocolate before we left. We arrived at Alton Towers and Peyton had the whole date planned out. We rode every ride at least twice and then went for a mini picnic he set up in a park not too far away from the amusement park. We talked and laughed, but I still didn’t get a butterfly stomach affect the way that I did when I was around Harry.
“I had a great time again tonight Reagan. I hope you enjoyed yourself as well.”
“I definitely did.”
“So is it possible for a third date in the near future?”
“I wouldn't have it any other way.” I kissed Peyton again and turned to go inside my house. When I took off my clothes and got in bed I found myself texting Harry. I couldn’t stop the stupid grin in my face when I found out what he listed himself in my phone as.
To: Harry! Pleassssse?!
Really H.? Set an alarm for yourself so I won’t have to wake you when I get there.
Two minutes later I received a text back.
From: Harry! Pleassssse?!
What? ... Who’s this?
To: Harry! Pleassssse?!
Harold I don’t have time for games just set the alarm
From: Harry! Pleassssse?!
Oh the boring demeanor I pick up through reading the text tells me this must be glasses... Hiiiiii :D
To: Harry! Pleassssse?!
I’m changing your name in my phone to Idiot! You’re so inappropriate
From: Harry! Pleassssse?!
Heyyyy, words hurt...and you’re the one who says it. How does that put me in the wrong?
To: Harry! Pleassssse?!
P.s. today is the last time I will lie for you!
From: Harry! Pleassssse?!
Well then, today is the last day I tell you anything. You help me I help you. It’s simple Reagan.
I flinched when I saw my actual name and remembered earlier when he called me by it when he was angry. This is the sixth mood change I caused him today.
To: Harry! Pleassssse?!
Is that a threat H? :0
From: Harry! Pleassssse?!
No. It’s a promise. Goodnight I’m tired and bored with this discussion.
To: Harry! Pleassssse?!
Wait!... .. How did you know?... about what we talked about earlier...
From: Harry! Pleassssse?!
Because when I put my fingers in there they damn near got stuck ;) Goodnight glasses.
I blushed at the last text from Harry and put my phone on my nightstand. Though I didn't want to admit it to myself, I knew that I was excited to see him tomorrow and with him I was everything but professional.
Notes
Hey guys I wanted to give a quick shout out to Cheey for the support and comments. Things like that make me want to keep on writing! I wanted to give you guys one more chapter, and who knows maybe one more later. Thank you all for the comments, subscriptions, views, and votes and keep them coming (I am seriously desperate for them!). Absolutely love you for reading! xx :)
I have read this story loads of times just wish you had finished it it is absolutely amazing. So so good
8/18/18