Louis PoV
I ran out the door with Bella holding on tightly. She was extremely light. As the paparazzi fired their usual questions at us we just ran through them.

"SUUUPERMAAAAAAAAN!!" I screamed and ran extra fast. Once we were well and truly past all of them I stopped and Bella hopped off my back. We took one look at each other and burst out laughing.

"Oh my god that was so much fun!" She said through giggles.

"That's probably the most fun I've ever had where paparazzi are involved." I laughed as we started to walk towards the Chinese shop which was already in view.



Bellas PoV
As Louis went into the Chinese store I told him I was going to go get some ice cream from Coles ((A/N sort of an Australian Walmart)). I got a few tubs and then payed for them. When I went to leave the store I almost had a heart attack when about 50 girls screamed in sync.

"WE LOVE YOU BELLA!" I stood frozen, in shock. Probably looking like a dumb idiot, I pointed to myself in a questioning way.

"I love you Bella!"

"You're so beautiful!"

"I wish I was you!"

"I would turn lesbian for you!"

The last one startled me a bit. I stepped forwards a little bit, were these girls actually here for me?

"Bella can you please sign this! You are like my idol!" Still confused, I smiled and walked over to the girl who was practically bouncing.

"Can I ask you something?" I asked her. She eagerly nodded. "Why are you all here for me?" She looked at me like it was the dumbest question ever.

"Because you are so amazing! Your so beautiful and confident and you're so nice and perfect." She started to ramble.

"Oh...um. Thanks." I laughed. Then I heard someone from about ten meters away scream.

"You fat ugly whore you don't deserve to be speaking to Bella!" I realised she was talking to the girl I was speaking to. I turned to the girl I was next to who now had watery eyes.

"Hey, don't listen to her, your beautiful." I smiled and gave her a hug, obviously both surprising and pleasing her. I gave her one lat smile before walking off in the direction of the Chinese shop where Louis was waiting outside, practically unnoticed by everyone. When I passed the girl who had made that rude comment to the other sweet girl, I stopped and turned to her practically giving her a heart attack. She looked like she was about to say something but I spoke first.

"Unless you would like One Direction to think your a rude selfish prick, I suggest you apologise to that lovely girl who never did anything to you, okay?" I spoke sternly. She nodded panicked and looked for the girl, quickly spotting her and going to her.

"Wait!" I called out and she turned back around. "No hard feelings." I gave her a sweet smile before turning away and going back to Louis.

"Oh my God its Bella! Can I have an autograph." Louis squealed.

"Aww u jeleous you're not in the spotlight?" I joked. He rolled his eyes.

"Okay all those girls.....That was a little weird." I admitted. He then turned the screen of his phone to me.

"Look what's trending on twitter," He smiled. I looked at the screen.

#I'maBellanora

"What?" I laughed, confused.

"Seems like your getting yourself a little fan club." I scrunched my eyebrows.

"Uh------" I didnt really know what to say. "Lets just go home," I laughed awkwardly. Louis smiled and we started walking back home. I heard flashes and voices. My god do these boys get followed everywhere. After a few seconds the mob of paparazzi caught up to us.

"Bella, are you pregnant?" I sighed. I'm not gonna put up with this shit, maybe the boys have to but I'm not some famous singer with a reputation to uphold, I havn't signed any contracts. I can do whatever the fuck I want. I pursed my lips and turned to the guy.

"You calling me fat?" I accused, narrowing my eyes at him. He immediately backed off, obviously not used to being answered.

"What are you doing?" Louis asked, not sounding angry, just cautious. I smiled.

"Answering them," I giggled.

"Bella are you being payed to have sex with the boys," Oh hell no he did not just call me a whore.

"Are you saying I'm a prostitute?" I spoke with disgust, the man took the hint and stepped back.

"Bella are you just with Harry for the money?" Bitch I ain't no gold digger. I looked at the woman.

"I really hope your not calling me a gold digger, besides I have enough of my own money," I spoke with a warning tone.

"Are you just with Harry to hide your relationship with this woman?" I looked at the picture; me and Eliza. I couldn't help it, I burst out laughing. Looking over to Louis he was clutching his stomach gasping for breath.

"Oh my god no!" I squeeled still laughing my arse off. Unfortunately my stopping walking had allowed the mob to surround us.

"Umm...Lou?" Still fighting back giggles I pointed around us. He shrugged.

"Since we're all about trying new things with the pap, lets try just running through them." He suggested smiling. I shrugged and nodded.

"Lets do it!" We both took off in a sprint, startling everyone who all jumped out of our way. We ran the rest of the way to the apartment building.

"Well." He said. "I think if we've learned one thing today it's that you are are awesome with paparazzi," He winked and stepped onto the elevator. I followed him on, smiling.

"I'll agree with that." When we got in the apartment the boys were all on the floor laughing like lunatics. When Liam noticed us he sat up.

"Oh god Bella we need to take you out more. This, is hilarious." He pointed to his phone. Playing was the video of me responding to the paparazzi. Underneath were hundreds of thousands of comments (going up by the second) about how awesome I was. I smiled, happy with the way this evening was going. My day had gone from calm to terrifying to awesome.

"I'd be happy to do that again," I smirked before sitting down on the floor next to Harry who immediately put his arm around me, making me blush.

"Anybody hungry?" Louis held up the food. He passed the containers to everyone and we started to eat. After eating most of the rice I placed it down on the coffee table. Harry looked at me.

"Your not going to finish." He asked. I shrugged.

"Not really that hungry," I smiled. He opened his mouth to say something but closed it, instead tightening the grip his arm had around my waist and pulling me a little closer to him.

"I love you Bella," He whispered, I blushed.

"I love you too." My phone buzzed and I shifted to get it out of my pocket.

From Elizaxoxo: Hey bitch, so apparently we r lesbian lovers now? Interesting.....

I giggled before replying.

To Elizaxoxo: Very, you know I've been thinking. I don't think our relationship is working out. Im breaking up with you.

I hit send and got a reply about 5 seconds later.

From Elizaxoxo: its because of Harry, isn't it? I knew he was trouble when he walked in. Shame on me now. I'm gonna go lie down on a cold hard ground...

I laughed out loud at her response and Harry leaned over, reading the texts. He laughed before taking my phone out of my hands and typing a response.

To Elizaxoxo: 'scuse me bi-atch. I ain't no trouble. You and Bella are never ever ever getting back together. You can talk to her friends, talk to my friends or talk to me. But you-u are never ever ever getting back together. Maybe loving you was red...but loving me is the fricken rainbow. ~Hazza

I laughed at the sent text before kissing Harry lightly and taking my phone back when it buzzed again.

From Elizaxoxo: haha >__< He's a keeper love xo

To Elizaxoxo: yeah, I know ^__^

I smiled, setting my phone in my lap and looking up at Harry.

"Your awesome," I smiled. He laughed.

"Yeah I am, I guess your okay too." He replied nonchalantly. I swatted his arm.

"Fine fine, your awesome too." Satisfied, I smiled and kissed the top of his nose.

"Ugh you two are so cute I think I'm gonna barf. Having your little quiet conversations all giggly n shit." Niall rolled his eyes at us and I threw a pillow at him.

"At least I'm with someone," I replied with attitude. A chorus of 'ohh's came from all the boys. Niall huffed.

"Whatever." He mumbled.

"Naww I still love you," I smiled at him, he still didnt look at me. I sighed. "Wanna watch some more greys anatomy?" He shot up instantly, I knew that would work.

"Okay!" He smiled while Harry groaned.

"What's so great about that show that all you want to do is watch it." He whined.

"Dude, don't question the greatness of greys anatomy." I spoke with seriousness. He laughed.

"Whatever, as long as your happy." I blushed and leaned into him.

After two episodes the boys had fallen asleep scattered around the couch. I felt my phone buzz for like the tenth time in two minutes and picked it up. Twitter, of course.

@LoveYouLouis: OHMYGOD @AussieBellaRamos why the fuck are the boys friends with you? And why is Harry dating you, he can do Sooo much better. #pissoffbella

I rolled my eyes before noticing someone had replied to that comment.

@Lillian_Loves_Ya: Oh god @LoveYouLouis your a little fucker arnt ya. What did Bella ever do to you? She is so amazing in every way so back the fuck off. The boys should be honoured that they know her #I'maBellanora

I smiled at the tweet, but my smile dropped when I scrolled down.

@LoveYouLouis: Ok @Lilian_Loves_Ya are you blind, deaf and mentally impared? Because that's the only reason I can think of as why you think Bella slut-mos is worth using up air on this planet.

Ouch.

@Lilian_Loves_Ya: You little bitch @LoveYouLouis your the one who is wasting space on Earth. fuck off. Bella is beautiful and amazing. #Bellasbeautiful

@LoveYouLouis: @Lilian_Loves_Ya okay you r definitely blind. Bells is the ugliest girl I have ever seen. Put her next to a hippos arse and I wouldn't be able to tell the difference. Her hair and face are a crime to let others see. And my god her body. Jesus woman, would it kill her to loose some weight. It'd do us all a massive favour. I look at her and all I see is fat fat fat. #dietwouldbenice

I quickly clicked the screen off and put my phone face down. That's enough twitter for tonight. Carefully, I removed myself from Harry's grip and stood up. I quietly made my way to the bathroom, locking the door behind me. I took a deep breath in front of the mirror and turned to the side, lifting my top up and exposing my stomach side on. I'm not fat, am I? I thought I was a good weight, people even say I'm skinny....maybe I'm wrong. Am I fat? Maybe I should loose a bit of weight. Who am I kidding, I am fat. I know I am. I'm so ugly, that girl was just telling the truth. I put in the pass code for the lock on a draw, the only one with a lock. It clicked green and opened.

I stared and the draw of razors and various sharp objects and anti-depressence pills. I jumped, shutting the draw quickly. No, I can't go back to that. I've come so far. I can't do that again. I looked in the mirror again, before tying up my hair and washing my hands. I shook of the drops off my hands, keeping eye contact with myself in the mirror. I felt like I was like looking at two cars driving head on to each other. You want to stop them, you want to help, but there's nothing you can do, you know what's about to happen, and as much as you want to deny it, you know it's going to be a bad crash, you know people will be hurt.
Every sensible voice in my head was screaming at me, telling me to stop as I lifted the lid of the toilet and kneeled down in front of it. No matter how much I wanted to stop myself, I couldn't. All I could do was close my eyes, as I stuck two fingers down my throat and kept them there, throwing up, until I knew there was no food left in my stomach. Just I used to do all the time.

Notes

PLEASE READ: REALLY REALLY IMPORTANT

I think its important I address what just happened. Some of these 'themes' or whatever you want to call them are extremely overused in fanfics, often by people who have no clue what they are writing about.

Firstly, I'm not adding in these new 'themes' just because I can, they were actually the first ideas I had about this fic. Before I even read my first fanfiction I new if I ever wrote one I would put this in there, I have had Bella, a formerly nameless character, in my head how she is, planned for ages.

Secondly, I can assure you. When I'm writing about these 'themes' I know exactly what I'm writing about, I'm not just some person writing what I think it would might be like, or writing based on what I have read in other fics, I know what I'm writing about, its not just random shit to add in just 'because I can'

Thirdly, if your not understanding something to do with these 'themes' comment and I will explain further, unless your actually not meant to know yet. If you have any questions/concerns please let me know.

Finally and most importantly, I can't stress this enough, if you have a problem with me using these 'themes' and writing about them in my story, and you have valid reasons for it. Please please private message me so I know and...I don't know by please if you genuinely have a problem with is please message me.


Okay, so...was anyone expecting that? Did anyone notice the hint's I added about part of it a few chapters back. Do you think the boys will find out? D you think Bella will continue or it was a one time thing? Lemme know your thoughts xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo comment. Vote. Subscribe. I love you guys xo