Graffiti
Chapter 9
You never really notice what you got before you lose it.
You never know how much a dog means to you enless it's there time to go.
You never noticed how much your mom went through until you have your own child.
You never noticed how lovely everything is and how wonderful everything is until you loose your sight.
"Kaitlyn I'm happy to say were letting you go" the dr.s voice cheered through my head. I didn't say a word still laying on my back on my hospital bed I have been in sense day one. Less wires in me then when I woke up.
"Kaitlyn what's wrong?"
I breathed the medicine sickly air.
"It's just how am I going to..." I said trailing off looking at who knows what.
"get around" I finished In a whisper.
"Kaitlyn..." He started
"you know what thank you doc. You can leave now." I said harshly he sighed at my response.
"Kait-"
"I said you can leave" with a humph I felt the tubes taken out of my skin as I sat up. Clothes were shoved into my hands as I heard the pads of he's steps walk towards the door.
"Good bye Kaitlyn and good luck" he said then there was a click of a door I sighed getting dressed which I became good at. I packed up my stuff quietly. Swinging my purse around my shoulder.
"Can you stop staring at me like that?" I asked harshly.
"Staring at you like what?" Liam's voice came through.
With a humph I grabbed my stick that lead me to the door.
"Some ones a stick in the mud today" I heard Niall laugh. I rolled my eyes and countinued walking. I knew my way around sense mister parinoed zayn made me study the halls.
"Louis and Eleanor are finishing the paper work" Niall said to my left.
"so were taking you home" Liam said to my right.
"okay" I mumbled as they linged there arms with mine.
"Is this her?" A unknown woman's voice asked.
Great another gossiped like I haven't had those... Sarcasm intended.
Suddenly Niall and Liam stopped in there tracks causing me to be yanked back.
"Kaitlyn this is Lou, Lou this is the famouse Kaitlyn" I heard Harry's voice ring. I slowly stuck out my hand not really knowing who I was meeting.
"hi I'm there hair stylists" she said she sounded nice a. Smile played my face. As heat rose up my cheeks.
"I'm sorry but may I ask what you look like?" I said feeling more embaresd. There were chuckles that I knew only Harold could muster.
"Well how about I tell you on the way to the apartment I heard its the uh first time you get to..." She trailed off
"be there" I finished. I could feel her weak smile as long as everybody else.
"lets go" Liam said with a hint of edgeness in he's voice.
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"Liam" I said leaning to my right in the car onto Liam whispering as others had conversations.
"Yes?"
"I'm sorry"
"about what?"
"You know the first day I meet you I was a total bitch." I said
"it's not your fault. I was moody to."
"Are you and dani-"
"no" he said with a little anger that caught me off guard.
"Sorry" he said he must have noticed.
A lot has happened in the last two weeks. Like now I have hunter.
Hunter Louis and Eleanor gave me. A seeing eye dog a golden retriever. A old one at that. 6 years old which is old in dog years.
.
"hi" she said I heard Harry chuckle. I sat on the couch in the living room... Which I have felt in ever. I heard my door was brand new Eleanor described it as purple which now makes my room unforgettable. They moved all the furniture around. Goody for me I know zayns going to make me study and walk for a million times. I felt a small figure in my arms. Little arms wrapped around my torso. My back stiffened as warmth spread through my body. Warmth I never felt before.
I felt a reassuring squeeze on my hand telling me it was ok. I gently relaxed feeling everyone's eyes on me. I wrapped my arms around the small figure that snuggled into my chest.
"Someone's sleepy" Lou said causing me to smile I couldn't care less when I heard the shutter of a camera lens go off.
"Kait" she murmured her small voice as she couldn't pronounce my full name.
"Come on sleepy head lets get to bed." Lou said I could feel her presence in front of me. I know she's holding out her hands for Lux they were staying the night here.
"Kait." She said holding onto me tighter.
"Do you mind if you help?" I heard Lou said I stood up carrying sleepy lux in my arms. Lou lead me to the room by my arms.
"Just stay in here until she falls asleep." Lou instructed I heard the door click. I bent my head over the crib. Knowing LUXs body was laying there. I imagined her blond hair and her as Harry described her. I rember seeing little kids at the park pulling there moms to the swings sets. Me envying them at every moment. I felt a warm tear go down my cheek that was quikley wiped away by little fingers. Lux put her hands on my eyes I closed my eye kid letting her pat my head.
The good thing about baby's is that they seem to know. Know when people are sad mad happy. They seem to know what wrong. And the best thing they don't judge. Well not now... Not until their old enough to learn what that is. I heard the soft breaths of LUXs sleeping body signaling she was asleep. I lead my self out of the door closing it with a soft click. I felt some more tears slip down my cheeks I quikley wiped them away. I retraced my footsteps to the living room.
"And last but not least." I heard loud voice ring through the living room. "What kind of clothes do you want for the tour." I stepped out from the corner of the hallway.
"Tour?" My voice croaked
You never know how much a dog means to you enless it's there time to go.
You never noticed how much your mom went through until you have your own child.
You never noticed how lovely everything is and how wonderful everything is until you loose your sight.
"Kaitlyn I'm happy to say were letting you go" the dr.s voice cheered through my head. I didn't say a word still laying on my back on my hospital bed I have been in sense day one. Less wires in me then when I woke up.
"Kaitlyn what's wrong?"
I breathed the medicine sickly air.
"It's just how am I going to..." I said trailing off looking at who knows what.
"get around" I finished In a whisper.
"Kaitlyn..." He started
"you know what thank you doc. You can leave now." I said harshly he sighed at my response.
"Kait-"
"I said you can leave" with a humph I felt the tubes taken out of my skin as I sat up. Clothes were shoved into my hands as I heard the pads of he's steps walk towards the door.
"Good bye Kaitlyn and good luck" he said then there was a click of a door I sighed getting dressed which I became good at. I packed up my stuff quietly. Swinging my purse around my shoulder.
"Can you stop staring at me like that?" I asked harshly.
"Staring at you like what?" Liam's voice came through.
With a humph I grabbed my stick that lead me to the door.
"Some ones a stick in the mud today" I heard Niall laugh. I rolled my eyes and countinued walking. I knew my way around sense mister parinoed zayn made me study the halls.
"Louis and Eleanor are finishing the paper work" Niall said to my left.
"so were taking you home" Liam said to my right.
"okay" I mumbled as they linged there arms with mine.
"Is this her?" A unknown woman's voice asked.
Great another gossiped like I haven't had those... Sarcasm intended.
Suddenly Niall and Liam stopped in there tracks causing me to be yanked back.
"Kaitlyn this is Lou, Lou this is the famouse Kaitlyn" I heard Harry's voice ring. I slowly stuck out my hand not really knowing who I was meeting.
"hi I'm there hair stylists" she said she sounded nice a. Smile played my face. As heat rose up my cheeks.
"I'm sorry but may I ask what you look like?" I said feeling more embaresd. There were chuckles that I knew only Harold could muster.
"Well how about I tell you on the way to the apartment I heard its the uh first time you get to..." She trailed off
"be there" I finished. I could feel her weak smile as long as everybody else.
"lets go" Liam said with a hint of edgeness in he's voice.
~<~<~~<~<~<~<~<~<~<~<~
"Liam" I said leaning to my right in the car onto Liam whispering as others had conversations.
"Yes?"
"I'm sorry"
"about what?"
"You know the first day I meet you I was a total bitch." I said
"it's not your fault. I was moody to."
"Are you and dani-"
"no" he said with a little anger that caught me off guard.
"Sorry" he said he must have noticed.
A lot has happened in the last two weeks. Like now I have hunter.
Hunter Louis and Eleanor gave me. A seeing eye dog a golden retriever. A old one at that. 6 years old which is old in dog years.
.
"hi" she said I heard Harry chuckle. I sat on the couch in the living room... Which I have felt in ever. I heard my door was brand new Eleanor described it as purple which now makes my room unforgettable. They moved all the furniture around. Goody for me I know zayns going to make me study and walk for a million times. I felt a small figure in my arms. Little arms wrapped around my torso. My back stiffened as warmth spread through my body. Warmth I never felt before.
I felt a reassuring squeeze on my hand telling me it was ok. I gently relaxed feeling everyone's eyes on me. I wrapped my arms around the small figure that snuggled into my chest.
"Someone's sleepy" Lou said causing me to smile I couldn't care less when I heard the shutter of a camera lens go off.
"Kait" she murmured her small voice as she couldn't pronounce my full name.
"Come on sleepy head lets get to bed." Lou said I could feel her presence in front of me. I know she's holding out her hands for Lux they were staying the night here.
"Kait." She said holding onto me tighter.
"Do you mind if you help?" I heard Lou said I stood up carrying sleepy lux in my arms. Lou lead me to the room by my arms.
"Just stay in here until she falls asleep." Lou instructed I heard the door click. I bent my head over the crib. Knowing LUXs body was laying there. I imagined her blond hair and her as Harry described her. I rember seeing little kids at the park pulling there moms to the swings sets. Me envying them at every moment. I felt a warm tear go down my cheek that was quikley wiped away by little fingers. Lux put her hands on my eyes I closed my eye kid letting her pat my head.
The good thing about baby's is that they seem to know. Know when people are sad mad happy. They seem to know what wrong. And the best thing they don't judge. Well not now... Not until their old enough to learn what that is. I heard the soft breaths of LUXs sleeping body signaling she was asleep. I lead my self out of the door closing it with a soft click. I felt some more tears slip down my cheeks I quikley wiped them away. I retraced my footsteps to the living room.
"And last but not least." I heard loud voice ring through the living room. "What kind of clothes do you want for the tour." I stepped out from the corner of the hallway.
"Tour?" My voice croaked
Notes
Rate comment subscribe sorry I haven't updated I had school ugh. But anyways HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUX 2 YEARS!
Also happy early birthday to Niall. 20..... No I'm not fine don't touch me.
Update please
11/30/14