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Take Away My Fears

What a happy family

I sat down on the floor watching Alex and Azi cuddle behind me, Alice is their lap. Azi, Alex, Alice. A family of A's. How stupid. El was sitting next to me, cooing about how absolutely adorable they are.

I pulled El into my lap, burying my face in her neck, blocking out he sound of the laughing "family" with her giggles. "Louis! Stop!" She said pushing away, a smile on her face. "Well you're sure in a mood today!" She said laughing and kissing me on the cheek.

Nothing felt right anymore.

I shrugged my shoulders, trying to keep my eyes off of Azi, sitting on the couch laughing with Alex. The thought that I was stringing El along came into my mind and I mentally cringed. I didn't want to hurt her, but this wasn't good for either of us.
I'd have to find the perfect time to let her down. Gently of course, I just hope she'll take it good.

I laid back on the floor, spreading my arms out. I felt El lay down on one and watched as Alex and Azi lead Alice outside, waving goodbye to us. I blinked for a moment and opened my eyes to see the front door closing, their laughter ringing through the hallway.

God I wanted that to be me. I wanted Azi, and Alice and everything he had.


They came home a while later, El had left in a huff because I told her I just wasn't feeling well. Alice jumped on me to ay hello, giggling when I tickled her sides, a smile on my face.

"Guess what me and mommy and daddy did?" She asked, now completely reffering to the other A's as her parents.

"What that love?" I asked and she wagged her eyebrows.

"Shopping for...... CANDY! They went into another store that I couldn't go in. They won't show me the bag." She huffed, pulling a lollipop out of an overflowing candy bag. I winked at her, understanding what was happening.

"I think you'll find out soon!" I said picking her up and twirling her around before setting her on the floor. Azi shooed her to her room to go take a bath and get ready for dinner.

She left the room moping and I laughed as Azi waited excitedly until she left before pulling out three huge bags. "Look at all her presents!" She practically screamed, bringing out clothes and shoes and dolls, a doll stroller, and a little nail polish kit. "Isn't it great? I got her everything she asked about!" She said and pushed everything into the back of the hall closet.

"Great, so are you guys going to be over here for christmas?" I asked and Alex shook his head.

"Alice and Azinilia are, but my band has a huge gig, so we'll be out of town. Hate to miss our first christmas as a family." He said looking down at a smiling Azi.

"Swell. That's much too bad." I said, a dryness in my mouth. God he was a prick


?fbvuwfgwgvrjhwlkvh What do you think about Alex?




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msindietomlinson msindietomlinson
That's terrible!! And that was the last chapter or are there five left?
LovingCurls LovingCurls

she is indeed...
msindietomlinson msindietomlinson
Noooo!! Alice.... is dead??
LovingCurls LovingCurls
Alex and Cotey are actually really good friends of mine, they always come up in like, all my stories. And Alice was just kinda my imagination. I don't believe we can become creative. We are born with it, and we can choose to make it grow or to supress it until it vanishes.
msindietomlinson msindietomlinson