"What the f**k?!" Someone yelled. I looked up. My vision was blurry from tears and I had a slight hangover. My vision cleared and I saw a angry Niall.
"You slept with him?!" Niall exclaimed. I looked down. The covers were on us, and we were still dressed, but he couldn't see.
"No, he comforted me." I snapped.
"Comforted you? Why, Love?' Niall asked.
"Don't you Love me!" I yelled.
"Why are you mad?" He asked.
"Why do you care?" I snapped.
"Cuz I love you." He said.
"Well, according to you, I'm a s**t and you never loved me, it was fake." I said. I pushed him out of the room. I saw Louis was up confused.
"What happened?" Louis asked.
"Niall has the guts to pretend nothing happened last night." I said. Louis nodded. He opened his arms. He can tell I'm about to cry. I climbed into his arms and cried. He kissed my head.
"It's okay Love." He said.
"But it isn't. I trusted him. I-I shouldn't have chose him, but I did and you have Eleanor right?" I asked.
"What makes you say that?" Louis asked.
"She likes you and I can tell you like her." I said.
"But I still love you Clarissa." Louis said. I sighed.
"I love you too Louis but I don't know. You and Eleanor should be together. I need to take a rest from things, I need to relax. I need to get away for awhile." I said. He nodded.
"Where are you going?" He asked.
"I'm gonna find my Mom. I'm not really sure she's a h****r. I just guessed. I need to visit her. I had the plan before. I already know where she is. And by what I think, she may be straight now, not a w***e. I have to. She lives in Ireland. It's gonna be weird, going there because Niall is Irish and all, but I have to. And what's worst is she lives in Mullingar. But I have to." I said. Louis nodded.
"I'll buy you a ticket, get packed. I'll go with you, to keep you safe." Louis said.
"Louis, I may be gone for awhile and you need to go on tour soon. If you stop in Mullingar I'll try to see you guys, but don't tell them where I am, I'll surprise them." I said.
"Okay, but get packed and I'll buy you a ticket for the next plane." Louis said. I nodded. I grabbed a suitcase and filled it up with clothes. I grabbed a bear that Niall gave to me on our first month anniversary. I started to pack.
I finished packing an hour later. I took a shower and got dressed. I grabbed my stuff and walked down stairs. I got breakfast. I walked in the living room. Everyone was there.
"Where are you going Clarissa?" Liam asked.
"Away for awhile." I replied.
"Where?' Harry asked.
"I'm not saying......Girls, take care of my apartment while I'm gone. I'll be away for a month or two." I said.
"Can we speak to you?" The girls asked. I nodded. We walked into a private room I had that blocked sounds so no one could hear us.
"Where are you going?" Eleanor asked.
"I'm not saying." I said.
"Hint then?" Perrie asked.
"I'm going to the place filled with green." I said. They gave me a confused look. I shrugged. We walked out and into the living room.
"Come on Lou, it's time for you to drop me off. Bye everyone." I said. Louis and I walked outside and got in the car.
We arrived at the airport. He walked me to the terminal. I hugged him goodbye. "I'll see you soon Lou. Don't tell them. And I told the girls a hint. I said it's the land of green." I said.
"Bye Rissa." Louis said. I pulled from the hug and walked into the airplane tube thing. I'm on an adventure to meet my Mom, to take a rest. To get away from Niall. I need this. I need to get away from the one I love that cheated and pretended nothing happened. But he was drunk. But I still need to go. I need to meet my Mom.

Notes

There will be a sequel soon, IDK when, maybe a few months.