"Clarissa needs a punishment." Harry said. I backed up. They all step forward. "Umm." I said. I turned around and ran into my studio. I locked the door. They didn't see where I went. Knock Knock. I was silent. "Rissa, I know you're in there." Louis said. I didn't reply "Please open up. They're looking for you, I'm not apart of them. They're gonna see me here." Louis said. I opened the door, pulled him in, then locked the door. He laughed. "What?" I asked. "We're locked in a room alone." He said. "So?" I asked. "Nevermind." He said. "Do you know what Harry meant by punishment?" I asked. "Probably tickling you, why?" He asked. "No reason." I said. Should I tell him? "You're lying." He said. "It's nothing." I said. "Please tell me." He said. Should I? "I won't tell anyone." Louis said. I nodded and sat on a bean bag in the corner. He sat on the other.
"Well, it's just something that happened as a child. My parents, well they used to beat me. My mom was a well I'm not saying it's bad. My Dad and her accidently had me and my Mom left when I was three, cuz she hated us. My Dad married Jessica when I was five. He still beated me cuz he said that he didn't want me. He got sent to jail for that and for grand theft auto. Jessica took care of me until I was 16 and said she'll pay for an apartment and all the stuff I need. She loves my Dad and just doesn't know that he did that to me. He has a year left in jail. And the last I heard from my Mom, was that she was a well you know, and she hates my guts. And I've cut before. Yes, you can't see my scars cuz of foundation. There's only four scars on my wrist cuz of cutting. I've only done it for a year all in the same scar, when I was sixteen. The rest of the scars are from my Dad and they are all over, some on my stomach, legs, face, arms, and back. So, when Harry said punishment I thought he meant that." I said.
"No, Love. He didn't mean it that way. And I'm sorry about your life." Louis said. He came over and hugged me. I was crying in his shoulder. "Shhh. Don't cry." Louis said. I looked up and into his eyes. I smiled. I think I'm in love with Louis.... He stared back in my eyes. Next thing I knew we were leaning in and we were kissing. The door opened. I thought I locked it? I don't care, I'm lost in this kiss that was amazing. Someone cleared their throat. I looked up, the boys were staring at us. Niall and Harry looked... jealous and sad? "Um, sorry." I said blushing. Louis was blushing too. "So you and Louis, eh?" Liam asked. "I don't know." I said. I ran away. I ran up to my room. I slammed the door. And jumped on my bed.
What to do? I felt a spark with Harry and Louis? I don't like Harry. I like Louis. But I think Niall likes me. I'm confused. Knock knock. "Go away!" I yelled crying. Whoever it was didn't listen and opened the door and closed it. "Clarissa." Zayn said. "Yes?" I asked. "Tell me what's wrong and why you're crying." Zayn said. "I'm confused." I said. "About?" Zayn asked. "I kissed Harry before and I felt a spark, at least I think I did. But when I kissed Louis for the second time now, I felt a spark. But I think I like Niall and Louis. I don't like Harry. But those two I'm stuck on. It's like Twilight, but not with supernatural stuff and its three boys, but two I like." I explained. "Follow your heart." Zayn replied. "But that's it, my heart can't choose." I said. "Then see who has the most in common with you." Zayn said. "They're equal." I replied. "Have a contest?" He said. "I don't know. I've only kissed Louis not Niall. I don't know who to choose." I said crying. "Kiss Niall and see if it sparks." He said. "If it does then what?" I asked. "I don't know." Zayn said. "And I don't want to kiss Louis then Niall, it'll look weird." I said. "Who do you like the most?" He asked. "I told you, they're tied at everything. It's like they're both meant for me, but I don't know." I said. "I think Niall is perfect for you, and Liam thinks Louis, Harry thinks himself, and I don't know what Louis and Niall think." Zayn said.
"I need to talk to them." I said. Zayn nodded. He left my room. Soon Niall and Louis came in. "What's wrong?" They asked. "I need the truth, do you guys like me?" I asked. They both nodded. "Same as Harry, but I don't care about him. But you two. I don't know. I like both of you. I can't choose." I said. "Is that why your crying?" Louis asked. I nodded. "I was talking to Zayn and he doesn't know. He just said follow my heart, which doesn't help cuz my heart can't choose. I haven't kissed you Niall, I kissed you Louis, I felt a spark, but when Harry kissed me I think I felt a spark, and I'm scared that if I ever happen to kiss you, Niall, that it'll spark and that would be very confusing." I said. They nodded. "I can't choose, cuz I l-love both of you, and it's hard to choose, plus it might ruin your friendship." I said. "We're too close to have our friendship ruined cuz of a girl we both like." Louis said. "That doesn't help though, I can't choose, and I might nevr be able to choose." I said. They nodded.
"Like I have a lot in common with you Niall, and same as Louis. Zayn said have a contest, but I don't want to. He said he says you, Niall, and me are good, then he said Liam says you, Louis, and me, then Harry wants himself, and you guys probably want your self so I could ask Harry, but it'll hurt me about whoever doesn't get me's sadness. I don't know why I can't choose. I told Zayn somehow it feels like both of you are meant for me." I said. "Ask Harry. I'll understand if it isn't me." Louis said. "Same as me, I'll understand." Niall said. "But that's it, this might seem weird, but I wished it could be both of you, but one girl two guys, god it sounds like The Vampire Diaries, but Elena ends up with Damon right? I haven't watch the new season so I don't know. But, back to what I was saying, it would be weird and especially since for you guys it would be like my best bandmate is also dating my girlfriend. So, I'm messed up." I said. "Ask Harry." They said. I nodded. "I'll be back." I said.
I walked to Harry's 'room', I knocked on the door. "Come in." I heard. I opened the door. I closed it. "Harry, I need to talk to you." I said. "Yes?" Harry asked. "I know you like me, but it's not the same for me. But, I need your help. If you could choose who I should date out of Niall and Louis, who would you choose?" I asked.