All Because Of Her Birthday
You never really can fix a heart
Chaianne’s P.O.V
Once we got outside we separated into two different cars. Me,Gemma,and Jessie were in one while Kirsten,Pressly,and Kaitlin were in the other.Paul was in a car in front of us and the other body guard was in a car behind us.We arrived at the mall and I practically jumped out of the front seat and nearly ran into a wall.
“Whoa slow down there girly!If anything happens to you my brother will kill me.”Gemma said in between laughter.Everyone else started to laugh.
“Whatever!It’s time to SHOPPPPPPP let’s go!!!” I shouted and started to skip.
“Wait for us!!!”Shouted Pressly while running to catch up with me.The rest started to run to catch up with us.
“So Gemma do you have a boyfriend?”I asked her after linking our arms together.
“Nope.Not yet.”She replied with a slight frown
“Don’t worry we’ll find you one!”I said giving her an encouraging smile.We walked into the mall and went to the first store we saw.When we walked in everyone separated except Gemma and I.
“So will you help me pick something out Gemma?”I asked.
“Sure I would love to!” She replied with a smile.We were walking when I saw his and her sweatshirts.I pointed them out to Gemma.
“Do you think Harry would wear that if I bought them for us?” I asked her.
“Are you serious?He would do anything for you!”She replied laughing.
“Ok,I’m getting them.” I said.We were walking when Gemma stopped and started to laugh.
“What are you laughing at?” I asked her while looking at her like she was crazy.
“Turn around and look at the sweatshirt behind you.” She told me.I did and I saw a sweatshirt that said “Future Mrs. Styles.” I started to laugh also.
“Omg!You should sooo get it Harry would love it!.”Gemma exclaimed.
“Are you sure?I don’t want the fans to hate me even more than they already do.”I said
“Who cares what the fans think?I know my brother would laugh but love that you have that.”She said gently squeezing my arm.
“I’m still not sure about this.”I said biting my lip.
“Well if you won’t get it I’m getting it for you.” Gemma replied while grabbing it.
“Shouldn’t we find you something also?”I asked her.
“Yea..Will you help me?” She asked me.
“Of Course!!” I said.I was about to show Gemma when I heard someone shout,”Omg!It’s Harry’s sister and the boys’ girlfriends!”. That was time we knew it was time to pay and got to a different store.
“The next store will be all about shopping for Gemma.I promise.”I told her.
I actually felt bad for not helping her look for clothes at the last store.We went to a store a couple of stores away.
“What do you think of this?” asked Gemma holding up a shirt that was pink and black stripes.
“It’s fine if you are going for the Louis look.”I told her honestly.We both started to laugh then.Gemma has honestly became like my sister like the other girls.
“Hey,You can call me Gem.Only Harry,Mum,and Robin call me Gem.I hate it when anyone else calls me Gem,but you’re like family and like the little sister I never had.”She told me giving me a hug.
Gemma’s P.O.V
After I pulled away from Chaianne’s hug I saw cute best friend shirts that I thought Chai and I should get.
“Hey look at those!”I said while pointing at the shirts.
“Omg!Those are so cute!We should get them!” She said.
“I was thinking the same thing!”I replied with a smile.
She is honestly like a little sister to me.I can tell she make Harry happy.They are also cute together.I hope I get a relationship like theirs.
“Hey Gem, look at these phone cases that would look cute with the shirts.”Chai said holding two cases.
“I love them!Hey there are necklaces that go with them also!.”I said.
“We should get them.”Chai said.I nodded my head in agreement.By the time we left that store we basically had matching outfits which was ok with me.We shopped for a little while longer before Chai wanted to go home.So we left when we got back the boys weren’t there and neither were mum and Robin.I saw a post-it note from mum. It said :
Dear girls,
The boys have decided to go out and do whatever and Robin and I went out to dinner then we are going to see a movie. Will be back later.Order pizza or whatever. Have fun
Love,
Anne/Mum
I read the note to the girls.
“I say we have a movie/pizza/gossip/beauty night!” suggested Chaianne.
We all agreed. We went upstairs and changed into our Pj’s When everyone was done changing we went down stairs. We moved to table from the middle of the room and pushed the couches back against the walls then we laid out our blankets making a big blanket.
“I’ll order the pizza. So I know Chai and I only want pepperoni,Kirsten and Pressly want cheese, and Jessie doesn’t really care because she likes food like her boyfriend.What do you want Gemma?” asked Kaitlin.
“It doesn’t matter to me.”I said.
“So Two pepperoni and two cheese it is.”Kaitlin said before grabbing the phone and walking out of the room.
“So what movie do you want to watch?” I asked the girls.
“Don’t even say it!” Pressly said to Chaianne.
Chai gave her a smirk then said,”I want to watch Love Actually!”.
“I told you not to say it!” Pressly said before going and tickling Chai.
“B…uuu….ttt, It’s….my….favorite….movie!”Chaianne said in between laughs.
Wow her and Harry have the same favorite movie.All of a sudden Chaianne’s phone notified her that she was mentioned in a tweet. She opened her twitter app and looked at the tweet.As soon as she saw it she dropped her phone and ran upstairs to Harry’s room then the bathroom.I picked up her phone and looked at the tweet.
@1D’sGirlyGirl:Look I Knew Harry was just using @Dreamergirl193
And under it was a picture of Harry kissing Taylor Swift. I can’t believe he would do this to her.He knows what she is going through right now with her dad and everything.(A/N: Go to youtube and search To build a home by the cinematic orchestra. Then when that’s over search breathe me by Sia for this .)
“I’ll go check on her.”I said while standing up.
I walked upstairs to the restroom and heard Chaianne crying Inside I tried to open the door but it was locked.
“Chai, it’s Gem.I saw the tweet.Will you please let me in.”I asked in a soft and gentle.
I didn’t get an answer.Oh! I almost forgot mum has a key above the door. I felt above the door until I felt the key.I opened the door to see Chaianne with a razor in on hand and cuts on her other arm.There was blood everywhere.She was still crying.
“Pressly Call 911!Now!”I shouted almost in tears.I thought I should call my mum but first I ran to our linen closet and got a couple of towels then I went back and wrapped them around her arm to try to stop the bleeding.I then called my mum.She picked up on the fourth ring.
*Phone Call*(G=Gemma,M=Anne)
M-Hey gem what’s going on?
G-It’s….it’s Chaianne.We have to take her to the hospital.
M-Why what happened? Is she ok
G-No she’s not.She cut her self and lost a lot of blood.
M-Did she do it on purpose?
G-Yes.It was because of my idiotic brother!
M-What did he do?
G-I’ll tell you when you get to the hospital. The ambulance is here I’m going to ride with her and the girls are going to wait for the boys to get back then they are going to come
*End of Phone Call*
They put Chai on a stretcher. And started to carry her out.
“Don’t leave me Gem!”Shouted a hysterical Chaianne.
“I won’t I’m right here” I said as I was grabbing her hand.
As we were about to pull off I saw the boys pull into the drive way. I hate my brother right now!
Kirsten’s P.O.V
We watched them take Chai out on a stretcher and went back inside.We all sat on the ground and cried together.
“I don’t want her to die!”Pres said.
“She won’t….at least I don’t think so.”Jes said.
“What if it’s worse than last time?”Asked Kait
“I hope not.I’m going to kill Harry when I see him.As soon as I finished my sentence the door came banging open and the boys came running in.We all ran to our boyfriends.
“What happened?Why was there and ambulance?Where are Chai and Gem?”asked a very nervous Harry.
“Why would you care?You didn’t care about her when you were kissing Taylor Swift.”I said
“You kissed Taylor Swift?!!?!?”All the boys shouted in unison.
Harry shook his head yes then looked at the ground.
“We were with you all….wait you went to the bathroom.You didn’t really go.did you?” asked a really pissed looking Louis.
Harry shook his head no then began to start crying.
“What happened?”Harry asked through his tears.
“That doesn’t matter right now.All that does is if she will survive this time.If she dies I will hate you for the rest of my life”Shouted Pressly.Pres never said she hated anyone but when it comes to one of us she doesn’t care.Espically Chaianne.She is all of our little sister.We wouldn’t be complete without her.
“One of the girl’s will ride with you guys and I’ll drive the rest since none of them are in the state to drive.”Louis said.
We all got into the cars and drove to the hospital.When we walked in we saw Gemma crying into Anne’s shoulder and Robin rubbing her back.Gemma looked up and saw us. She stood up and hugged all of us except Harry.
“I hate you!She could die because of you and that dumb blonde!”She shouted at Harry.
“Honey you don’t really mean that you hate him.He is your brother.”Anne said while pulling a now sobbing Gemma.
“Is anyone going to tell me what the heck happened to my girlfriend?” shouted Harry while crying.
“Do you really want to know? She cut her self because of you! It just wasn’t onecut!No! There were many cuts!She lost a ton of blood and they aren’t sure if she’ll make it!All of this happened because of you and that dump blonde!” shouted Gemma from her spot in Anne’s arms.
“You guys should know that this isn’t the first time this has happened.It happened when she was 15.She started to feel depressed because she believed her dad killed her mom because if her.So she started to cut then one day when Jessie and I went back to Jes’s house We found her in her room with blood around her and she was unconscious.We called 911 and when we got to the hospital the doctor said she would be fine but if she ever did that again she may not make it.She knew that also.”I said Crying into Zayn’s shoulder.Zayn was crying as well as the other guys and Anne and Robin.Robin was trying to calm down Anne and Gemma.I sat on Zayns lap and just cried into his shoulder and her criend into mine.Harry stood up from his chair and just left the hospital.
“So it’s his girlfriend and it’s his fault she’s in here and he leaves?!!? What is his problem?”Asked Kaitlin.
“He’s just greaving babe.”Liam said to her rubbing her back.
Harry’s P.O.V
How could I be so stupid to cheat on Chaianne.I love her and I even told her that today.If she dies I have nothing else to live for.I walked to the car and got in and started it.Someone knocked on the window.It was Louis.I rolled down the window
“Can I come in?” he asked. I just nodded my head and unlocked the door.I was about to drive off but Louis said,”I don’t think you should drive like this.I’ll drive.”. So we go out and switched places.
“Why did you do it man?” Louis asked.
“I honestly don’t know.”I said looking down at my hands.
“Look I’m not going to lecture you.I know you love Chaianne.She may die now.Was it worth kissing Taylor.”He asked.
“No”I said. I started to cry even harder.
“You don’t know this because Chaianne didn’t want you to worry about it but fans send her the most hate out of all the girls.I have found her in the middle of the night crying and thinking about killing herself.I have talked her out of it.You must of pushed her over the edge.”Louis said as he pulled into the parking lot to a park.
“Trust me come on.”He said.We walked to the swings and each sat on one.
“I don’t know what I’ll do if I lose her.”I said looking up at the sky.
“I think you’re going to lose her either way.As much as I hate to say that it’s true.”He said
“I messed up big time!I may be the reason my girlfriend dies.My sister hates me.The girls hate me.i bet you guys hate me.Mum and Robin won’t even look me in the eyes.”I said starting to cry even harder.
“Can’t you see?!This is not about you!It’s about your girlfriend who is lying in the hospital bed fighting for her life.Why can’t you see that?”He shouted.Right then my phone started to ring.It was Taylor.Louis saw who it was and just shook his head.
“I’m going to the car. Are you coming?” He asked.
“Yea hold on.”I said.I answered.
“Hey Hazza bear.” Taylor said.
“Listen Taylor.I can’t do this anymore.Me and you are over.I can’t hurt the one person I love above anyone or thing anymore.Bye.”I said and then I hung up.I’m going to change my number tomorrow so she can’t call me.I wish I would’ve realized what this would do to Chai before I did it.
“Lets go to the hospital.”I said.Louis just nodded and drove.The whole ride was silent.When we walked back into the hospital I saw my mum talking to a doctor.When he walked away my mum turned around and saw me.She walked towards me and pulled me to the side.
“She is fine just very weak because of all the blood she lost.She only wants to see you right now.You were “man” enough to cheat on her you are man enough to go face what you did to her and try to make it right.” She told me.
“I know.What’s her room number?” I aksed.
“Room 213.Make things right with her first then worry about everyone else.Robin and I aren’t mad at you just disappointed.Gemma doesn’t Hate you and neither do the guys or girls they are just hurting also and they trusted you with her.Now go make things right son.”She said before giving me a hug and going to sit next to Robin.I walked down the hall way…room 209…room 210…room 211…room 212…and then finally room 213. I can’t do this.NO!I have to! I knocked on the door. I heard a faint “come in” after I did.I slowly opened the door……
Once we got outside we separated into two different cars. Me,Gemma,and Jessie were in one while Kirsten,Pressly,and Kaitlin were in the other.Paul was in a car in front of us and the other body guard was in a car behind us.We arrived at the mall and I practically jumped out of the front seat and nearly ran into a wall.
“Whoa slow down there girly!If anything happens to you my brother will kill me.”Gemma said in between laughter.Everyone else started to laugh.
“Whatever!It’s time to SHOPPPPPPP let’s go!!!” I shouted and started to skip.
“Wait for us!!!”Shouted Pressly while running to catch up with me.The rest started to run to catch up with us.
“So Gemma do you have a boyfriend?”I asked her after linking our arms together.
“Nope.Not yet.”She replied with a slight frown
“Don’t worry we’ll find you one!”I said giving her an encouraging smile.We walked into the mall and went to the first store we saw.When we walked in everyone separated except Gemma and I.
“So will you help me pick something out Gemma?”I asked.
“Sure I would love to!” She replied with a smile.We were walking when I saw his and her sweatshirts.I pointed them out to Gemma.
“Do you think Harry would wear that if I bought them for us?” I asked her.
“Are you serious?He would do anything for you!”She replied laughing.
“Ok,I’m getting them.” I said.We were walking when Gemma stopped and started to laugh.
“What are you laughing at?” I asked her while looking at her like she was crazy.
“Turn around and look at the sweatshirt behind you.” She told me.I did and I saw a sweatshirt that said “Future Mrs. Styles.” I started to laugh also.
“Omg!You should sooo get it Harry would love it!.”Gemma exclaimed.
“Are you sure?I don’t want the fans to hate me even more than they already do.”I said
“Who cares what the fans think?I know my brother would laugh but love that you have that.”She said gently squeezing my arm.
“I’m still not sure about this.”I said biting my lip.
“Well if you won’t get it I’m getting it for you.” Gemma replied while grabbing it.
“Shouldn’t we find you something also?”I asked her.
“Yea..Will you help me?” She asked me.
“Of Course!!” I said.I was about to show Gemma when I heard someone shout,”Omg!It’s Harry’s sister and the boys’ girlfriends!”. That was time we knew it was time to pay and got to a different store.
“The next store will be all about shopping for Gemma.I promise.”I told her.
I actually felt bad for not helping her look for clothes at the last store.We went to a store a couple of stores away.
“What do you think of this?” asked Gemma holding up a shirt that was pink and black stripes.
“It’s fine if you are going for the Louis look.”I told her honestly.We both started to laugh then.Gemma has honestly became like my sister like the other girls.
“Hey,You can call me Gem.Only Harry,Mum,and Robin call me Gem.I hate it when anyone else calls me Gem,but you’re like family and like the little sister I never had.”She told me giving me a hug.
Gemma’s P.O.V
After I pulled away from Chaianne’s hug I saw cute best friend shirts that I thought Chai and I should get.
“Hey look at those!”I said while pointing at the shirts.
“Omg!Those are so cute!We should get them!” She said.
“I was thinking the same thing!”I replied with a smile.
She is honestly like a little sister to me.I can tell she make Harry happy.They are also cute together.I hope I get a relationship like theirs.
“Hey Gem, look at these phone cases that would look cute with the shirts.”Chai said holding two cases.
“I love them!Hey there are necklaces that go with them also!.”I said.
“We should get them.”Chai said.I nodded my head in agreement.By the time we left that store we basically had matching outfits which was ok with me.We shopped for a little while longer before Chai wanted to go home.So we left when we got back the boys weren’t there and neither were mum and Robin.I saw a post-it note from mum. It said :
Dear girls,
The boys have decided to go out and do whatever and Robin and I went out to dinner then we are going to see a movie. Will be back later.Order pizza or whatever. Have fun
Love,
Anne/Mum
I read the note to the girls.
“I say we have a movie/pizza/gossip/beauty night!” suggested Chaianne.
We all agreed. We went upstairs and changed into our Pj’s When everyone was done changing we went down stairs. We moved to table from the middle of the room and pushed the couches back against the walls then we laid out our blankets making a big blanket.
“I’ll order the pizza. So I know Chai and I only want pepperoni,Kirsten and Pressly want cheese, and Jessie doesn’t really care because she likes food like her boyfriend.What do you want Gemma?” asked Kaitlin.
“It doesn’t matter to me.”I said.
“So Two pepperoni and two cheese it is.”Kaitlin said before grabbing the phone and walking out of the room.
“So what movie do you want to watch?” I asked the girls.
“Don’t even say it!” Pressly said to Chaianne.
Chai gave her a smirk then said,”I want to watch Love Actually!”.
“I told you not to say it!” Pressly said before going and tickling Chai.
“B…uuu….ttt, It’s….my….favorite….movie!”Chaianne said in between laughs.
Wow her and Harry have the same favorite movie.All of a sudden Chaianne’s phone notified her that she was mentioned in a tweet. She opened her twitter app and looked at the tweet.As soon as she saw it she dropped her phone and ran upstairs to Harry’s room then the bathroom.I picked up her phone and looked at the tweet.
@1D’sGirlyGirl:Look I Knew Harry was just using @Dreamergirl193
And under it was a picture of Harry kissing Taylor Swift. I can’t believe he would do this to her.He knows what she is going through right now with her dad and everything.(A/N: Go to youtube and search To build a home by the cinematic orchestra. Then when that’s over search breathe me by Sia for this .)
“I’ll go check on her.”I said while standing up.
I walked upstairs to the restroom and heard Chaianne crying Inside I tried to open the door but it was locked.
“Chai, it’s Gem.I saw the tweet.Will you please let me in.”I asked in a soft and gentle.
I didn’t get an answer.Oh! I almost forgot mum has a key above the door. I felt above the door until I felt the key.I opened the door to see Chaianne with a razor in on hand and cuts on her other arm.There was blood everywhere.She was still crying.
“Pressly Call 911!Now!”I shouted almost in tears.I thought I should call my mum but first I ran to our linen closet and got a couple of towels then I went back and wrapped them around her arm to try to stop the bleeding.I then called my mum.She picked up on the fourth ring.
*Phone Call*(G=Gemma,M=Anne)
M-Hey gem what’s going on?
G-It’s….it’s Chaianne.We have to take her to the hospital.
M-Why what happened? Is she ok
G-No she’s not.She cut her self and lost a lot of blood.
M-Did she do it on purpose?
G-Yes.It was because of my idiotic brother!
M-What did he do?
G-I’ll tell you when you get to the hospital. The ambulance is here I’m going to ride with her and the girls are going to wait for the boys to get back then they are going to come
*End of Phone Call*
They put Chai on a stretcher. And started to carry her out.
“Don’t leave me Gem!”Shouted a hysterical Chaianne.
“I won’t I’m right here” I said as I was grabbing her hand.
As we were about to pull off I saw the boys pull into the drive way. I hate my brother right now!
Kirsten’s P.O.V
We watched them take Chai out on a stretcher and went back inside.We all sat on the ground and cried together.
“I don’t want her to die!”Pres said.
“She won’t….at least I don’t think so.”Jes said.
“What if it’s worse than last time?”Asked Kait
“I hope not.I’m going to kill Harry when I see him.As soon as I finished my sentence the door came banging open and the boys came running in.We all ran to our boyfriends.
“What happened?Why was there and ambulance?Where are Chai and Gem?”asked a very nervous Harry.
“Why would you care?You didn’t care about her when you were kissing Taylor Swift.”I said
“You kissed Taylor Swift?!!?!?”All the boys shouted in unison.
Harry shook his head yes then looked at the ground.
“We were with you all….wait you went to the bathroom.You didn’t really go.did you?” asked a really pissed looking Louis.
Harry shook his head no then began to start crying.
“What happened?”Harry asked through his tears.
“That doesn’t matter right now.All that does is if she will survive this time.If she dies I will hate you for the rest of my life”Shouted Pressly.Pres never said she hated anyone but when it comes to one of us she doesn’t care.Espically Chaianne.She is all of our little sister.We wouldn’t be complete without her.
“One of the girl’s will ride with you guys and I’ll drive the rest since none of them are in the state to drive.”Louis said.
We all got into the cars and drove to the hospital.When we walked in we saw Gemma crying into Anne’s shoulder and Robin rubbing her back.Gemma looked up and saw us. She stood up and hugged all of us except Harry.
“I hate you!She could die because of you and that dumb blonde!”She shouted at Harry.
“Honey you don’t really mean that you hate him.He is your brother.”Anne said while pulling a now sobbing Gemma.
“Is anyone going to tell me what the heck happened to my girlfriend?” shouted Harry while crying.
“Do you really want to know? She cut her self because of you! It just wasn’t onecut!No! There were many cuts!She lost a ton of blood and they aren’t sure if she’ll make it!All of this happened because of you and that dump blonde!” shouted Gemma from her spot in Anne’s arms.
“You guys should know that this isn’t the first time this has happened.It happened when she was 15.She started to feel depressed because she believed her dad killed her mom because if her.So she started to cut then one day when Jessie and I went back to Jes’s house We found her in her room with blood around her and she was unconscious.We called 911 and when we got to the hospital the doctor said she would be fine but if she ever did that again she may not make it.She knew that also.”I said Crying into Zayn’s shoulder.Zayn was crying as well as the other guys and Anne and Robin.Robin was trying to calm down Anne and Gemma.I sat on Zayns lap and just cried into his shoulder and her criend into mine.Harry stood up from his chair and just left the hospital.
“So it’s his girlfriend and it’s his fault she’s in here and he leaves?!!? What is his problem?”Asked Kaitlin.
“He’s just greaving babe.”Liam said to her rubbing her back.
Harry’s P.O.V
How could I be so stupid to cheat on Chaianne.I love her and I even told her that today.If she dies I have nothing else to live for.I walked to the car and got in and started it.Someone knocked on the window.It was Louis.I rolled down the window
“Can I come in?” he asked. I just nodded my head and unlocked the door.I was about to drive off but Louis said,”I don’t think you should drive like this.I’ll drive.”. So we go out and switched places.
“Why did you do it man?” Louis asked.
“I honestly don’t know.”I said looking down at my hands.
“Look I’m not going to lecture you.I know you love Chaianne.She may die now.Was it worth kissing Taylor.”He asked.
“No”I said. I started to cry even harder.
“You don’t know this because Chaianne didn’t want you to worry about it but fans send her the most hate out of all the girls.I have found her in the middle of the night crying and thinking about killing herself.I have talked her out of it.You must of pushed her over the edge.”Louis said as he pulled into the parking lot to a park.
“Trust me come on.”He said.We walked to the swings and each sat on one.
“I don’t know what I’ll do if I lose her.”I said looking up at the sky.
“I think you’re going to lose her either way.As much as I hate to say that it’s true.”He said
“I messed up big time!I may be the reason my girlfriend dies.My sister hates me.The girls hate me.i bet you guys hate me.Mum and Robin won’t even look me in the eyes.”I said starting to cry even harder.
“Can’t you see?!This is not about you!It’s about your girlfriend who is lying in the hospital bed fighting for her life.Why can’t you see that?”He shouted.Right then my phone started to ring.It was Taylor.Louis saw who it was and just shook his head.
“I’m going to the car. Are you coming?” He asked.
“Yea hold on.”I said.I answered.
“Hey Hazza bear.” Taylor said.
“Listen Taylor.I can’t do this anymore.Me and you are over.I can’t hurt the one person I love above anyone or thing anymore.Bye.”I said and then I hung up.I’m going to change my number tomorrow so she can’t call me.I wish I would’ve realized what this would do to Chai before I did it.
“Lets go to the hospital.”I said.Louis just nodded and drove.The whole ride was silent.When we walked back into the hospital I saw my mum talking to a doctor.When he walked away my mum turned around and saw me.She walked towards me and pulled me to the side.
“She is fine just very weak because of all the blood she lost.She only wants to see you right now.You were “man” enough to cheat on her you are man enough to go face what you did to her and try to make it right.” She told me.
“I know.What’s her room number?” I aksed.
“Room 213.Make things right with her first then worry about everyone else.Robin and I aren’t mad at you just disappointed.Gemma doesn’t Hate you and neither do the guys or girls they are just hurting also and they trusted you with her.Now go make things right son.”She said before giving me a hug and going to sit next to Robin.I walked down the hall way…room 209…room 210…room 211…room 212…and then finally room 213. I can’t do this.NO!I have to! I knocked on the door. I heard a faint “come in” after I did.I slowly opened the door……
9/24/13