The Old You
The Ball.
SYDNEYS POV
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I Was Currently At dinner in my ' appropriate attire ' . i still didnt understand the reason of getting fancied up for dinner! . the six year old me wouldve known i silently thought. I Always remember back and think i am living the dream, my own dream. And Yet im Still unhappy. Today Mom told Us at dinner an announcement was to be made
" Okay Girls, In 2 Days We Will Be Having a Ball. Here at the palace. Royalty from Across the globe will be here for the ball. And i Expect you to behave your best! Especially You Sydney, no outfit mishaps or mood swings! " He scolded as i nodded. i wondered if the Royals were snobs.
I Wondered if any were cute, or if any felt the way i did about royal life. Mom Said I Could Invite one person to attend the ball. I Didnt have anyone to invite. All my ' friends ' only asked about jewels and other royals or the palace. None about Me. All About what They would do if they had My position as Princess. I Had never spoken to any again after they had mentioned just a speck of royalty without me having to bring it up myself.
i Finished Eating and excused myself while changing into A Oversized tee and leggings. I remember these leggings from High School. The first time i wore them was in high school
* flashback *
It was lunchtime and me Olivia, And Gianna were picking at our salads. suddenly Gianna spoke
" Hey! I saw this thing online and you have to stand, your feet together and straight tall, if you have a gap between your thighs your perfectly skinny. " She exclaimed, and us being the calorie-counting sixteen year olds we were did exactly what Gianna described. Olivia was distraught that the space in between her thighs , infact did touch. Gianna had barely an inch of space but claimed ' She was perfect, ' and that ' She will never be fat thanks to her thigh gap ' I quote. But as for me, Little old me I Had a huge amount of space from thigh to thigh, To wich Olivia and Gianna were surprised, Gianna was Jeaolous her eyes turning red with fury as she made an excuse about having a family emergency, even though everyone could hear her screaming and pounding from the bathroom stalls loud and clear.
* flashback over *
i quickly got in bed and scrolled through my twitter feed
@BraveryAndTears : @PrincessSydneyAdams_ Why are you so perf?? #JellyOfYou
@pinktapeee : @PrincessSydneyAdams_ I Would Rather @PrincessJuliaAdams whos 6 take over the throne than a slut like you #JuliaForQueen #FuckSydney
@narryjelly : @PrincessSydneyAdams_ Is My Thinspo : ) #ThinspoThursday #Thinspo #AmericasSweetheart
@Gianna_Varney : @PrincessSydneyAdams_ Miss Me? ; ) I Bet im skinnier than you : only 98.7 lbs. Beat That B I T C H. #Skinnier #Perfection
@FetchCats____ : @PrincessSyndeyAdams_ Is it true your dating Duke Of Arizona Jake Thomas Fertest ?? #IHopeNot #IWantHimToSitOnMyFace @TheDukeJake
Gianna's tweet got me edged on so much! Ugh! She knows i have self weight issues, and not to brag but im only 95 lbs.
i TYped replies to the few out of millions i have read.
@PrincessSydneyAdams_ : @narryjelly Thanks Hun : ) Stay Strong #StayStrong #DoItForYou
@PrincessSydneyAdams_ : @Gianna_Varney I'm Sorry But Im to Classy To Flaunt My Weight to Millions of People. #ClassyNotTrashy
@PrincessSydneyAdams_ : @FetchCats____ Not sure where that came from but hes all yours! have fun! #SinglePringle
@PrincessSydneyAdams_ : @BraveryAndTears Aww, Thanks Sweetie <3 #LoveYa!
@PrincessSydneyAdams_ : @pinktapeee Your Opinion : ) I'm just fine as Princess :) #IReallyDontCare #TryingNotToFlipMyShit
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I Was Currently At dinner in my ' appropriate attire ' . i still didnt understand the reason of getting fancied up for dinner! . the six year old me wouldve known i silently thought. I Always remember back and think i am living the dream, my own dream. And Yet im Still unhappy. Today Mom told Us at dinner an announcement was to be made
" Okay Girls, In 2 Days We Will Be Having a Ball. Here at the palace. Royalty from Across the globe will be here for the ball. And i Expect you to behave your best! Especially You Sydney, no outfit mishaps or mood swings! " He scolded as i nodded. i wondered if the Royals were snobs.
I Wondered if any were cute, or if any felt the way i did about royal life. Mom Said I Could Invite one person to attend the ball. I Didnt have anyone to invite. All my ' friends ' only asked about jewels and other royals or the palace. None about Me. All About what They would do if they had My position as Princess. I Had never spoken to any again after they had mentioned just a speck of royalty without me having to bring it up myself.
i Finished Eating and excused myself while changing into A Oversized tee and leggings. I remember these leggings from High School. The first time i wore them was in high school
* flashback *
It was lunchtime and me Olivia, And Gianna were picking at our salads. suddenly Gianna spoke
" Hey! I saw this thing online and you have to stand, your feet together and straight tall, if you have a gap between your thighs your perfectly skinny. " She exclaimed, and us being the calorie-counting sixteen year olds we were did exactly what Gianna described. Olivia was distraught that the space in between her thighs , infact did touch. Gianna had barely an inch of space but claimed ' She was perfect, ' and that ' She will never be fat thanks to her thigh gap ' I quote. But as for me, Little old me I Had a huge amount of space from thigh to thigh, To wich Olivia and Gianna were surprised, Gianna was Jeaolous her eyes turning red with fury as she made an excuse about having a family emergency, even though everyone could hear her screaming and pounding from the bathroom stalls loud and clear.
* flashback over *
i quickly got in bed and scrolled through my twitter feed
@BraveryAndTears : @PrincessSydneyAdams_ Why are you so perf?? #JellyOfYou
@pinktapeee : @PrincessSydneyAdams_ I Would Rather @PrincessJuliaAdams whos 6 take over the throne than a slut like you #JuliaForQueen #FuckSydney
@narryjelly : @PrincessSydneyAdams_ Is My Thinspo : ) #ThinspoThursday #Thinspo #AmericasSweetheart
@Gianna_Varney : @PrincessSydneyAdams_ Miss Me? ; ) I Bet im skinnier than you : only 98.7 lbs. Beat That B I T C H. #Skinnier #Perfection
@FetchCats____ : @PrincessSyndeyAdams_ Is it true your dating Duke Of Arizona Jake Thomas Fertest ?? #IHopeNot #IWantHimToSitOnMyFace @TheDukeJake
Gianna's tweet got me edged on so much! Ugh! She knows i have self weight issues, and not to brag but im only 95 lbs.
i TYped replies to the few out of millions i have read.
@PrincessSydneyAdams_ : @narryjelly Thanks Hun : ) Stay Strong #StayStrong #DoItForYou
@PrincessSydneyAdams_ : @Gianna_Varney I'm Sorry But Im to Classy To Flaunt My Weight to Millions of People. #ClassyNotTrashy
@PrincessSydneyAdams_ : @FetchCats____ Not sure where that came from but hes all yours! have fun! #SinglePringle
@PrincessSydneyAdams_ : @BraveryAndTears Aww, Thanks Sweetie <3 #LoveYa!
@PrincessSydneyAdams_ : @pinktapeee Your Opinion : ) I'm just fine as Princess :) #IReallyDontCare #TryingNotToFlipMyShit
update
2/10/14