Marcels' P.O.V

My heartbeat started beating faster than it had ever beated. Now what am I supposed to say and how will she forgive me? I threw my thoughts away and focused on her looks, shocked. Her hand covering her mouth in disbelief, her looking up and down the other side of me.

"Cathie?" I repeated placing my hand on her arm, she yanked it away and hurt welled up in me.

"You..your..I um.. why..I don't.. why Marcel?" she stuttered. I was paralyzed, I had nothing to say, and I didn't do anything. She took a huge gulp before looking at me again.

"You didn't even.. tell me this before." she barely yelled and her eyes glared at me, almost looking like she was looking into my soul. What do I even say?

"I didn't want anyone to know.. I.." I said.

"Why though? This isn't anything bad! I thought you trusted me enough to tell me anything, but I guess you couldn't give a damn!" Cathie turned around and crossed her arms. I've really gotten to her.

"Cathie, this doesn't mean I couldn't give-"

"Forget it Marcel. Forget that I've ever given you a chance okay? Continue with your life and I'll live mines." she stated, going to her table and picking up her bags before going to the store exit.

"Cathie! Wait!" I shouted and ran after her. I'm pretty sure that I saw her going faster and I swear I saw a tear go down.

Did she really care for a 'nerd' like me?

"Stop Cathie, wait!" I said and she left the mall, pulling out her phone and placing it on her shoulder.

Cathies' P.O.V

Forget it Marcel. Forget that I've ever given you a chance okay?

Did I really just tell that to him? I ran out of the mall without Marcel besides me and pulled out my phone, to call Xandra.

"Helloo bear? Where are you? I just got out and the bags and you are missing!" she said, almost panicking. I sniffed.

"Are you crying? Cathie! What's going on!" she continued.

"I'm in the parking lot okay? Just go out and find me," I replied and hung up before my voice cracked on her. I sat down, next to a small tree and hugged myself with the bags next to me.

I just feel alone somehow.

Xandra was right. I shouldn't get involved with nerds, but is Marcel even a nerd?!

To. Many. Things. To. Figure. Out.

A little while later, Xandra came running out huffing and taking breaks for air. She found me, while I was still on my breakdown. I covered my face with my sleeves and freely cried.

"Bear!" Xandra called out and sat down besides me. She placed her arm on my back and I laid my head on her shoulder.

"I wasn't gone for that long, right? What happened anyways?" she asked and I wiped my tears.

"W-well.. it was.. M-ma-Marcel.." I admitted to her.

"Marcel wasn't here today," she said, "but was it in a text or call or something?"

"Yep. But I don't wanna talk about it." I lied.

If Marcel wouldn't tell me, then I can't tell someone else..

"Oh.." she replied and hugged me.

Marcels' P.O.V

I sneaked out of the mall, and hid behind cars until I found Cathie and Xandra near a tree. Cathie was crying, my heart was receiving massive cuts right now. I frowned and listened to them, like a stalker would. Not like I am.. but still.

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I feel awful now. Once they left, I started carrying my sad self back, heavy footsteps along the way. I was at the point where my tears were making my vision blurry. I blinked and a tear fell instantly. What about texting her?

- Look! I'm really sorry and I should've told you before.. please forgive me.

On the way home, she never replied.

Notes

I just overcame a case of writers block lol. If I don't update, I'm on writers block :(

- xStylish