Love At First Sight (Louis Tomlinson)
Leaving for good
Today I will leave this hellhole I call home! Not only that but I also get to go to a One Direction concert!! I have saved up 2 years for front row tickets and backstage passes! Something else the devils i call my parents dont know is that i have a pretty good paying job! As im packing my stuff i hear a car pull into the driveway!
"Shit," I say cause they are supposed to be out. As in them i mean the devils!
The beat me up on some occasions but i still look like a normal girl in everybodys eyes. I dont have friends and thats because i dont want them. Luckily i dont get bullied. Ive learned to block out some of the things my parents say. Im mostly verbally abused but every other week or so i get "punished" for basically nothing which means i get slapped punched kicked stuff like that.
Thats why i call it the hellhole because thats what it is. I absolutely hate pity thats why no one knows what goes on in my home and exactly why im leaving. I used to think what the Devils would say was true. But i never cut or tried to commit suicide. i have wanted to though because i would think of what it was like for all the pain to just go away.
The money i saved for the concert was from side jobs. I have worked my real job for 4 years. I have a car and it came from the devils. Its actually nice its Dodge Charger they wanted to keep my appearance good.
We moved to London when i was 10. Now Im twenty yeah i know what youre thinking. 20 well i stayed until i had enough money to buy a flat here.
I throw my extra things that arent already in my car and they are already in the house. I go to my flat that is fully furnished and take my suitcases in. I bought my flat about two weeks ago and waited to move in when i had it furnished and painted. New life without the Devils here i come oh and One Direction.
"Shit," I say cause they are supposed to be out. As in them i mean the devils!
The beat me up on some occasions but i still look like a normal girl in everybodys eyes. I dont have friends and thats because i dont want them. Luckily i dont get bullied. Ive learned to block out some of the things my parents say. Im mostly verbally abused but every other week or so i get "punished" for basically nothing which means i get slapped punched kicked stuff like that.
Thats why i call it the hellhole because thats what it is. I absolutely hate pity thats why no one knows what goes on in my home and exactly why im leaving. I used to think what the Devils would say was true. But i never cut or tried to commit suicide. i have wanted to though because i would think of what it was like for all the pain to just go away.
The money i saved for the concert was from side jobs. I have worked my real job for 4 years. I have a car and it came from the devils. Its actually nice its Dodge Charger they wanted to keep my appearance good.
We moved to London when i was 10. Now Im twenty yeah i know what youre thinking. 20 well i stayed until i had enough money to buy a flat here.
I throw my extra things that arent already in my car and they are already in the house. I go to my flat that is fully furnished and take my suitcases in. I bought my flat about two weeks ago and waited to move in when i had it furnished and painted. New life without the Devils here i come oh and One Direction.
7/27/13