The Foster
So Close But Yet So Fair
I was sitting on the couch walking to Zayn. "Can I tell you something?" I said looking down. "Sure anything you want" Zayn said. "Before Niall started to bully me, I had a crush on him" I blushed looking down. Zayn burst out laughing.
I pushed him. "SHUT UP!" I growled and we both fell back. I landed on Zayn and he wrapped his arms around me. We where on the floor.
Once I realized what had happened I pushing away and jumped back on the couch. He laughed and got up. "No its just Niall has always licked you, and I mean LICKED you!" Zayn said. I looked down.
"He used to go off how HOURS! talking about you,till one of us started to beat him" Zayn said. I smiled and blushed."You should really talk to him, I mean like now" He said. "Isn't he at home?" I asked. "Yea but I can call him" Zayn said.
I looked down. "I really don't want to" I said. Zayn moved closer to me putting a hand on my knee. "Come on, please!" Zayn said. I looking into his brown eyes and melted. "I hate you" I growled. He smiled and got him phone out. "I'll be up stairs!" I yelled as he started talking.
I hate him! I don't want to talk to him! Not now not ever! But I might as well make good with him now that I have to hang out with his for the next 2 weeks. I walked into my bed room and sat on my bed. I looked around and realized I was in the same spot where he attacked me.
I moved over to the middle of my bed then got up. I took off my cloths leaving myself in a bra and panties then put of my dark gray sweat pants and darker gray hoody. I climbed into my bed and sat their on my phone. I knew Niall was going to bring Ally over so I wasn't serprized when I heard Colton's name being called then running up the stairs.
I sat on my bed and waited for Niall to come to the door. I took out my book and started to draw a little. A plush pony outline with my pencil. I smiled looking at it. I knew I was going to draw this a lot more! "New OC!" I laughed quite.
I looked up and as I was about to get up to go see if Niall was even here there was a gently knock at my room. I looked at my door a froze. "Here we go" I whispered. "C-Come in!" I called looking back to my drawing.
The door opened then closed. I looked up to see Niall standing there slowly swinging his arms. "Are you just going to stand there?" I spat giving him a look. He looked down and walked over sitting at the end of my bed.
"Liv, I'm so sorry! For every thing I have every done to you! I didn't mean it I thought it was just all a joke! I was just playing around" He said. I wanted to flip. I saw him get up and walk over to me. He sat next to me. "My parents died and you still treated my badly" I whispered. "But the only thing that matters anymore is Colton and he hates you" I whispered looking at my drawing.
He put a hand on my knee. "All I'm asking for if forgiveness, maybe we could be friends?" He asked. "I can't be your friend though! Colton couldn't like it knowing all the pain you put me through" I whispered. "So why does that matter? Can you be happy?" He asked. "Because I'm only happy when Colton's happy, and Colton's happiness is every thing, its the only thing that matters any more" I said.
I felt a finger gently on my chin. Niall moved my face up. I didn't know how close he was till this. I blushed looking into his beautiful eyes.
(old photo I know I know)
I went to look down again but Niall kept my face to him. "Your happiness matter also" He whispered. "What makes you happy?" Niall asked. I looked into his eyes and was lost. I didn't know what to think anymore.
I could feel his breath on my lips when he spoke and that make me shiver. Luckily I was in a sweat shirt and sweatpants. Niall looked into my eyes and I did the same to his. I looked down at his lips. He started to lean in. I put my arm on his shoulder. I could feel his breath on my lips now. I looked into his eyes and smiled a little. "So what makes you happy?" He asked. His lip just missing mine as he spoke.
"I really don't know anymore" I whispered. "Can I help?" he asked. I nodded a little. He bit his lip and lent in. Just as I could feel a speck of his lip on mine there was a knock on my door. I froze and opened my eyes. I quickly pulled away and looked down. "I....I don't think I need that help after all" I said jumping up and running to my door. "Come in Zayn" I said
I walked back and sat down in and same spot. Niall moved and Zayn sat next to him. "Did you 2 make up?" He asked. "I guess you could say that" I said. "Good because we have school tomorrow!" He joked. Niall's phone went off and I looked at him. "I have to go now, bye Zayn" He said walking to my door. He turned around. 'Bye Brady" I smiled and blushed. "Bye Horan" I said and with that he was gone.
I pushed him. "SHUT UP!" I growled and we both fell back. I landed on Zayn and he wrapped his arms around me. We where on the floor.
Once I realized what had happened I pushing away and jumped back on the couch. He laughed and got up. "No its just Niall has always licked you, and I mean LICKED you!" Zayn said. I looked down.
"He used to go off how HOURS! talking about you,till one of us started to beat him" Zayn said. I smiled and blushed."You should really talk to him, I mean like now" He said. "Isn't he at home?" I asked. "Yea but I can call him" Zayn said.
I looked down. "I really don't want to" I said. Zayn moved closer to me putting a hand on my knee. "Come on, please!" Zayn said. I looking into his brown eyes and melted. "I hate you" I growled. He smiled and got him phone out. "I'll be up stairs!" I yelled as he started talking.
I hate him! I don't want to talk to him! Not now not ever! But I might as well make good with him now that I have to hang out with his for the next 2 weeks. I walked into my bed room and sat on my bed. I looked around and realized I was in the same spot where he attacked me.
I moved over to the middle of my bed then got up. I took off my cloths leaving myself in a bra and panties then put of my dark gray sweat pants and darker gray hoody. I climbed into my bed and sat their on my phone. I knew Niall was going to bring Ally over so I wasn't serprized when I heard Colton's name being called then running up the stairs.
I sat on my bed and waited for Niall to come to the door. I took out my book and started to draw a little. A plush pony outline with my pencil. I smiled looking at it. I knew I was going to draw this a lot more! "New OC!" I laughed quite.
I looked up and as I was about to get up to go see if Niall was even here there was a gently knock at my room. I looked at my door a froze. "Here we go" I whispered. "C-Come in!" I called looking back to my drawing.
The door opened then closed. I looked up to see Niall standing there slowly swinging his arms. "Are you just going to stand there?" I spat giving him a look. He looked down and walked over sitting at the end of my bed.
"Liv, I'm so sorry! For every thing I have every done to you! I didn't mean it I thought it was just all a joke! I was just playing around" He said. I wanted to flip. I saw him get up and walk over to me. He sat next to me. "My parents died and you still treated my badly" I whispered. "But the only thing that matters anymore is Colton and he hates you" I whispered looking at my drawing.
He put a hand on my knee. "All I'm asking for if forgiveness, maybe we could be friends?" He asked. "I can't be your friend though! Colton couldn't like it knowing all the pain you put me through" I whispered. "So why does that matter? Can you be happy?" He asked. "Because I'm only happy when Colton's happy, and Colton's happiness is every thing, its the only thing that matters any more" I said.
I felt a finger gently on my chin. Niall moved my face up. I didn't know how close he was till this. I blushed looking into his beautiful eyes.
(old photo I know I know)
I went to look down again but Niall kept my face to him. "Your happiness matter also" He whispered. "What makes you happy?" Niall asked. I looked into his eyes and was lost. I didn't know what to think anymore.
I could feel his breath on my lips when he spoke and that make me shiver. Luckily I was in a sweat shirt and sweatpants. Niall looked into my eyes and I did the same to his. I looked down at his lips. He started to lean in. I put my arm on his shoulder. I could feel his breath on my lips now. I looked into his eyes and smiled a little. "So what makes you happy?" He asked. His lip just missing mine as he spoke.
"I really don't know anymore" I whispered. "Can I help?" he asked. I nodded a little. He bit his lip and lent in. Just as I could feel a speck of his lip on mine there was a knock on my door. I froze and opened my eyes. I quickly pulled away and looked down. "I....I don't think I need that help after all" I said jumping up and running to my door. "Come in Zayn" I said
I walked back and sat down in and same spot. Niall moved and Zayn sat next to him. "Did you 2 make up?" He asked. "I guess you could say that" I said. "Good because we have school tomorrow!" He joked. Niall's phone went off and I looked at him. "I have to go now, bye Zayn" He said walking to my door. He turned around. 'Bye Brady" I smiled and blushed. "Bye Horan" I said and with that he was gone.
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