The Right Road to Love
Chapter 40
Alyssa's P.O.V.
I went back to the room with Zayn, of course he was still sleeping. A tear slid down my face, I felt extremely bad for Jenna. But at the same time, I don't know how I feel about last night. Was it good? Was it bad? I don't know.
I shook Zayn's shoulder and he looked at me, I was in his shirt and he smiled. "Hi Alyssa." Zayn mumbled. I forced a fake smile and waved. I quickly took that smile off my face and shouted loudly.
"Jenna found out what happened! Zayn, I am so fucking upset! She knows what happened and I just wanna die right now. I feel horrible." Zayn sat up a little straighter and I sat down next to him. I didn't know but he was shirtless but was also wearing some sweats again.
"You two just need to work things out, I know okay?" Zayn suggested. I nodded but remembered of what was happening.
"Zayn, Jenna is arguing with Harry right now. She doesn't want to talk." I noted, losing contact with him.
Zayn stood up and told me "Why don't you go to her then." I nodded and walked downstairs to where Jenna and Harry were sitting. From my point of view, it looked like Harry was persuading her to be with talk.
I walked up next to Jenna, when I faced her, she quickly turned her head the other way. I rolled my eyes and started to talk, ignoring the fact that she was being stubborn and rude.
"Jenna, I'm sorry about what happened. I was drunk. I don't want you to be mad at me, so I'm apologizing. I should've just done the dare which was sleep with him. So, I'm sorry." I blurted.
Harry smiled and Jenna turned to face me. She grinned and replied "I guess I am sorry too, I kind of overreacted, I mean I had sex with Liam!" I laughed and she walked to Zayn's room with me.
Zayn was of course, laying on the bed. I sat on the bed next to him and motioned for Jenna to sit down as well. Jenna, Zayn and I exchanged our feelings about the whole situation.
When we were done talking, Jenna took me out into the hall and whispered "Did you like last night? Tell me the truth, I hate being lied to."
How was I going to say this. If I told Jenna, she would be mad at me forever and would never talk to me, like ever. "I'm not going to lie, what happened last night. Wow, I have never felt that way before in my entire life. Zayn made me feel, I don't know how to explain it. I have never been in a true relationship before, so just making out with someone felt good. I guess."
Jenna looked shocked, I saw tears in her eyes but she held them back. "Hey, you told me to tell the truth." I reminded her, holding her shoulders.
Jenna nodded and I hugged her. "Now why don't you go talk to Zayn." I added.
Jenna went into Zayn's room and stayed in their for a little while. When she came back out, she was half smiling.
"We agreed that if anything like this happened again, we would break up. But I guess things are working out right now." Jenna told me. I smiled and nodded.
I walked into the living room where Liam and Louis were sitting on the couch watching T.V. "What do you guys want to do today?" I asked them.
Liam was quiet but Louis shouted "Let's go to a amusement park!" I nodded and ran out of the room to tell the others. Everyone agreed since it was around 11:00, the boys would be dropping us off at home now so we could get changed.
I went back to the room with Zayn, of course he was still sleeping. A tear slid down my face, I felt extremely bad for Jenna. But at the same time, I don't know how I feel about last night. Was it good? Was it bad? I don't know.
I shook Zayn's shoulder and he looked at me, I was in his shirt and he smiled. "Hi Alyssa." Zayn mumbled. I forced a fake smile and waved. I quickly took that smile off my face and shouted loudly.
"Jenna found out what happened! Zayn, I am so fucking upset! She knows what happened and I just wanna die right now. I feel horrible." Zayn sat up a little straighter and I sat down next to him. I didn't know but he was shirtless but was also wearing some sweats again.
"You two just need to work things out, I know okay?" Zayn suggested. I nodded but remembered of what was happening.
"Zayn, Jenna is arguing with Harry right now. She doesn't want to talk." I noted, losing contact with him.
Zayn stood up and told me "Why don't you go to her then." I nodded and walked downstairs to where Jenna and Harry were sitting. From my point of view, it looked like Harry was persuading her to be with talk.
I walked up next to Jenna, when I faced her, she quickly turned her head the other way. I rolled my eyes and started to talk, ignoring the fact that she was being stubborn and rude.
"Jenna, I'm sorry about what happened. I was drunk. I don't want you to be mad at me, so I'm apologizing. I should've just done the dare which was sleep with him. So, I'm sorry." I blurted.
Harry smiled and Jenna turned to face me. She grinned and replied "I guess I am sorry too, I kind of overreacted, I mean I had sex with Liam!" I laughed and she walked to Zayn's room with me.
Zayn was of course, laying on the bed. I sat on the bed next to him and motioned for Jenna to sit down as well. Jenna, Zayn and I exchanged our feelings about the whole situation.
When we were done talking, Jenna took me out into the hall and whispered "Did you like last night? Tell me the truth, I hate being lied to."
How was I going to say this. If I told Jenna, she would be mad at me forever and would never talk to me, like ever. "I'm not going to lie, what happened last night. Wow, I have never felt that way before in my entire life. Zayn made me feel, I don't know how to explain it. I have never been in a true relationship before, so just making out with someone felt good. I guess."
Jenna looked shocked, I saw tears in her eyes but she held them back. "Hey, you told me to tell the truth." I reminded her, holding her shoulders.
Jenna nodded and I hugged her. "Now why don't you go talk to Zayn." I added.
Jenna went into Zayn's room and stayed in their for a little while. When she came back out, she was half smiling.
"We agreed that if anything like this happened again, we would break up. But I guess things are working out right now." Jenna told me. I smiled and nodded.
I walked into the living room where Liam and Louis were sitting on the couch watching T.V. "What do you guys want to do today?" I asked them.
Liam was quiet but Louis shouted "Let's go to a amusement park!" I nodded and ran out of the room to tell the others. Everyone agreed since it was around 11:00, the boys would be dropping us off at home now so we could get changed.
Notes
I'll write one more update tonight. :) Just because I love my readers. I better get comments though.-MrsMalik
12/11/13