The Right Road to Love
Chapter 11
Jenna P.O.V
I was fully awake by 8:00 PM. I sat up but I got put back down by Zayn, whom who was under me. He was naked. I immediately shot back up and realized I was naked too. I shivered at the cold air and Zayn was smiling dreamily at me.
"Do you have an idea what we did last night Zayn?" I asked running for my underwear. I didn't hear any response for a while.
"Yeah. But you love me and I know it." he replied and memories flew back in my mind. Did I..? Did I say that? I didn't mean it, I think I was pretty much drunk. I looked at him with a painful expression on my face, how would he feel if I told him I actually did not? I got on my underwear and started looking for my bra.
"Bathroom?" I asked and he pointed to a door on the right corner. I nodded and darted in with my clothing.
Doesn't he realize we've only met each other for about what? Half a week. Does he fully know what we did last night? What the hell was I thinking? I should've listened to Alyssa. I barfed all of the wine in my system in the sink and opened the water. I started cleaning my mouth. I still can't believe I made a stupid mistake. I opened the bathroom door with Zayn in front of me.
"Good morning beautiful." Zayn said and leaned to kiss me full on the lips. My body welled up in shock. Zayn.
"I love you." I shivered at the three words. Is he sure.. that he meant it? I didn't know what to say.
"Do you love me?" he continued. My eyes widened and I backed from him shutting the bathroom door locking it and sitting down next to the door. I didn't want to hurt him.
"Jenna love. Open the door." Zayn said nearly pounding on it. I panted and didn't say anything. I'm always like that. Quiet if I'm afraid, angry, or any other emotion than happy, okay, or pleasured.
"Are you okay?" he asked. I tried saying something, but my mouth quivered. I shook my head and kept silent.
"Answer me!" Zayn said. He pounded on the door now. I backed away from the door and went next to the sink. I closed my eyes. I got enough time to think. Instead, I fell asleep.
I then heard more than Zayns' voice. It was Alyssas', Harrys', Zayns', and Liam. The door lock twisted with Alyssa coming in immediately started to look down at me, my head in her lap. Liam had the keys, dang it. Zayn came right next to Alyssa, looking at me worried.
"After I thought things were going nice between you two." Alyssa started glaring at Zayn.
"What did you do?" Liam asked.
"Nothing! I said good morning when she left the bathroom and she got back in and locked it! I told her to open the door but she was quiet." Zayn explained, with Liam nodding his head.
"That's how Jenna is." Alyssa said brushing the hair from my face.
"What is?" Zayn said.
"Jenna is quiet if she's angry, or afraid." she replied. She revealed me, god damnit.
"She is angry at me?" Zayn asked hurt.
"I'm not sure of that. Probably afraid." Alyssa continued. This girl knew me to well. There are advantages and disadvantages to this, right now, this is a disadvantage.
"Afraid? I scared her?" Zayn softly asked confused. Alyssa barely nodded and held onto my wrist.
"Take her to the bed." Harry said. Alyssa nodded and let Liam carry me into his arms and setting me carefully on.. Zayns' bed.
I was fully awake by 8:00 PM. I sat up but I got put back down by Zayn, whom who was under me. He was naked. I immediately shot back up and realized I was naked too. I shivered at the cold air and Zayn was smiling dreamily at me.
"Do you have an idea what we did last night Zayn?" I asked running for my underwear. I didn't hear any response for a while.
"Yeah. But you love me and I know it." he replied and memories flew back in my mind. Did I..? Did I say that? I didn't mean it, I think I was pretty much drunk. I looked at him with a painful expression on my face, how would he feel if I told him I actually did not? I got on my underwear and started looking for my bra.
"Bathroom?" I asked and he pointed to a door on the right corner. I nodded and darted in with my clothing.
Doesn't he realize we've only met each other for about what? Half a week. Does he fully know what we did last night? What the hell was I thinking? I should've listened to Alyssa. I barfed all of the wine in my system in the sink and opened the water. I started cleaning my mouth. I still can't believe I made a stupid mistake. I opened the bathroom door with Zayn in front of me.
"Good morning beautiful." Zayn said and leaned to kiss me full on the lips. My body welled up in shock. Zayn.
"I love you." I shivered at the three words. Is he sure.. that he meant it? I didn't know what to say.
"Do you love me?" he continued. My eyes widened and I backed from him shutting the bathroom door locking it and sitting down next to the door. I didn't want to hurt him.
"Jenna love. Open the door." Zayn said nearly pounding on it. I panted and didn't say anything. I'm always like that. Quiet if I'm afraid, angry, or any other emotion than happy, okay, or pleasured.
"Are you okay?" he asked. I tried saying something, but my mouth quivered. I shook my head and kept silent.
"Answer me!" Zayn said. He pounded on the door now. I backed away from the door and went next to the sink. I closed my eyes. I got enough time to think. Instead, I fell asleep.
I then heard more than Zayns' voice. It was Alyssas', Harrys', Zayns', and Liam. The door lock twisted with Alyssa coming in immediately started to look down at me, my head in her lap. Liam had the keys, dang it. Zayn came right next to Alyssa, looking at me worried.
"After I thought things were going nice between you two." Alyssa started glaring at Zayn.
"What did you do?" Liam asked.
"Nothing! I said good morning when she left the bathroom and she got back in and locked it! I told her to open the door but she was quiet." Zayn explained, with Liam nodding his head.
"That's how Jenna is." Alyssa said brushing the hair from my face.
"What is?" Zayn said.
"Jenna is quiet if she's angry, or afraid." she replied. She revealed me, god damnit.
"She is angry at me?" Zayn asked hurt.
"I'm not sure of that. Probably afraid." Alyssa continued. This girl knew me to well. There are advantages and disadvantages to this, right now, this is a disadvantage.
"Afraid? I scared her?" Zayn softly asked confused. Alyssa barely nodded and held onto my wrist.
"Take her to the bed." Harry said. Alyssa nodded and let Liam carry me into his arms and setting me carefully on.. Zayns' bed.
Notes
Sorry everyone. We know that this story has the majority of Jennas' P.O.V. It is because MrsMalik is extremely busy with her schedule and she can't update with her plans. We're so sorry :cWe love you.
- xStylish
Personal Update: I'm addicted to Best Song Ever! My name is officially Georgia Rose. Hehe :) Georgia Rose kind of reminded me of Mallory Rose from abducted. The last name is the same. Woke up at 10:00 AM as usual. I'm not a morning person unlike Jenna, lol.
12/11/13