Broken
Chapter eight:
"Liam, I give up... I can't find you" I walk through my apartment. "Boo" Liam yells, jumping out of the closet. I scream and clutch my chest. Liam throws his head back and laughs at me. "That wasn't funny at all."
"It was too... you should have seen your face, babe" He follows me into the living room. "Well your it now" I put my hands on my hips. "Fine... fine. Go hide, I'll count" Liam covers his eyes and starts to count. Honestly my little place I call home seems so much smaller now after how many rounds of hide & seek. When I hear Liam say 20 I jump into the shower and lean against the cold shower wall. Liam's footsteps could be heard as he walks around.
"I'm going to find you" He warns, his voice getting closer.
I back up, in hopes my spot will be less noticeable. Liam walks in the bathroom and opens the closet door and then leaves. A sigh of relief escapes from my mouth and he comes back in. Liam pokes his head in the shower and smiles. I pout and cross my arms over my chest. He enters the shower and walks over to me "It's okay your not good at this game." I back away from him and hit the faucet, turning the water on. Liam gasps, since he was standing under the shower head. I cover my mouth and giggle.
"You think it's funny?" Liam pulls me into the water. I gasp and try to cover myself by burying my head into Liam's chest. He pushes me into the water and I stop fighting and let the water soak through my clothes. Liam pulls me into a kiss and I wrap my arms around his neck. This is so cheesy, kissing in the shower with our clothes on, almost like kissing in the rain. Liam pulls away and stares at me, a smile pulling at his lips. "What?" I ask. "I love you" His hands fall onto my waist. My heart stops beating for a moment before I repeat the words back to him, "I love you too." Liam reaches behind me and turns the water off. Our wet feet leaves trails of water behind us as we walk to my room to change into dry clothing. Liam helps me peel off my wet shirt that is clinging to my body and I help him. He kisses my shoulder and then looks for a dry shirt for himself. When Liam isn't looking I take one of his shirts and slip it over my head. My over sized pajama pants hang on my waist, so I tie them tighter. My hair falls messily on my head and it's put up in a big messy bun.
Liam pushes me back onto my bed, which is turning into ours. "I love you, I love you, I love you" He says over and over kissing my face. Happiness. That's what Liam brings into my life. A reason to smile.
"What do you want to do tomorrow?" Liam falls next to me. "Anything with you" I poke my tongue out of my mouth at him. He grabs it before I can put it back in my mouth, "That's what I said this morning."
I laugh and slap his hand away. He pouts his lip and I peck his lips quickly. His fingers lace around mine. We sit in my room talking, our legs tangled together, until it starts to get dark out. "Do you want to go out to eat?" Liam asks out of nowhere. I shrug, "Why not?" "Let's get ready" He helps me out of bed. I get dressed and do my hair, adding some make-up to my tired eyes. Satisfied with my look I turn around and wait for Liam( http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_20/set?id=87708527). "Don't you look beautiful" Liam looks at me.
I blush, "Thank you... you look very handsome if I say so myself." He hugs me and I sigh into his chest. When we get to my car we end up arguing for ten minutes of who's driving. "Fine, you drive" I give up. He smiles and kisses my nose, "Love you." "Shut up" I sigh getting into the passenger seat, annoyed that I can't stay mad at him. He pulls into a the parking lot of a cute little restaurant and we hold hands going inside. "Amanda" The hostess drops the menus she was holding. Liam helps her picks them up and jealously runs through my blood as she fixes her hair and winks. His arm is draped on my shoulder and he kisses my temple. "How are you?" she asks me. "Good... how are you?" I ask politely, not knowing who she is. "Oh, silly me! You probably don't remember who I am. It's Ashley, we were in the same science and gym class" She smiles big. Then I know who she is. She bullied me every single day. "Oh, hi! I didn't recognize you" I exclaim, pretending to be happy. "So how are you doing? I'm so happy your okay" Ashley writes down something on the paper in front of her. "I'm doing really well" I smile up at Liam and he rubs my arm.
"Who's this?" She asks, talking about Liam. "Uh... this is Liam... my boyfriend." The word rolls off my tongue and feels foreign. "How nice... well follow me this way to your table" she leads us to the back and we sit down. "You are soooo the jealous type" Liam mumbles. I kick him under the table, "Shut up, if only you knew her." "What do you mean?" He asks. "She was one of those popular girls in high school and lets just say I was one of her targets." Liam reaches for my hand and rubs it with his thumb.
"Can we just forget about that? I want to have a great night with my amazing boyfriend" I smile. "Really, who's that?" Liam teases me. "You, you idiot" I wink at him but it ends up me trying to wink. He laughs and takes a sip of his water before looking at the menu.
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My back hits the wall as soon as the door closes. Liam's lips trail down to my neck leaves kisses all over. I tangle my fingers in his hair and lean my head to the side. His hands find the hem of my shirt and flips it over my head. Liam pulls me towards my bedroom and my heart races.
Flashback
He pulls me out of the trunk and forces me to walk to a house. Once we reach it, my weak body is dragged to the bedroom. Then he proceeds to rip my clothes off my body, my hands try to cover myself. Screams come from my mouth as he slaps me across the face, telling me to shut up or he'll kill me. This seemed to go on for hours.
With my hands tied he then hits me over and over again with a whip. Tears streaming down my face, begging for him to stop, begging for him to kill me right then and there.
After constant pain, my virginity was taken. It was taken from a monster. My childhood was officially gone, over, because of him. his actions.
Flashback over.
I stop in my tracks and start crying, "Babe, baby, what's wrong?" Liam asks worried, wiping my eyes. "I... I can't do this, I'm not ready" I shake my head. "It's okay... you don't need to cry" Liam reassures me. "Liam, I want you. But it's him. He ruined it for me" I sob even harder. "Shhhh" He pulls me into his chest and let's me cry, soaking his shirt and staining it with mascara. He lifts me and carries me to the bedroom. I'm lied down carefully and he takes me clothes off, putting the one I had on, back on me. Liam takes one of my hair ties and carefully puts it in a ponytail for me. "I love you so, so much Liam" I tell him once he has changed and I'm in his arms. "I love you too" He whispers over and over again while rubbing my back.
"It was too... you should have seen your face, babe" He follows me into the living room. "Well your it now" I put my hands on my hips. "Fine... fine. Go hide, I'll count" Liam covers his eyes and starts to count. Honestly my little place I call home seems so much smaller now after how many rounds of hide & seek. When I hear Liam say 20 I jump into the shower and lean against the cold shower wall. Liam's footsteps could be heard as he walks around.
"I'm going to find you" He warns, his voice getting closer.
I back up, in hopes my spot will be less noticeable. Liam walks in the bathroom and opens the closet door and then leaves. A sigh of relief escapes from my mouth and he comes back in. Liam pokes his head in the shower and smiles. I pout and cross my arms over my chest. He enters the shower and walks over to me "It's okay your not good at this game." I back away from him and hit the faucet, turning the water on. Liam gasps, since he was standing under the shower head. I cover my mouth and giggle.
"You think it's funny?" Liam pulls me into the water. I gasp and try to cover myself by burying my head into Liam's chest. He pushes me into the water and I stop fighting and let the water soak through my clothes. Liam pulls me into a kiss and I wrap my arms around his neck. This is so cheesy, kissing in the shower with our clothes on, almost like kissing in the rain. Liam pulls away and stares at me, a smile pulling at his lips. "What?" I ask. "I love you" His hands fall onto my waist. My heart stops beating for a moment before I repeat the words back to him, "I love you too." Liam reaches behind me and turns the water off. Our wet feet leaves trails of water behind us as we walk to my room to change into dry clothing. Liam helps me peel off my wet shirt that is clinging to my body and I help him. He kisses my shoulder and then looks for a dry shirt for himself. When Liam isn't looking I take one of his shirts and slip it over my head. My over sized pajama pants hang on my waist, so I tie them tighter. My hair falls messily on my head and it's put up in a big messy bun.
Liam pushes me back onto my bed, which is turning into ours. "I love you, I love you, I love you" He says over and over kissing my face. Happiness. That's what Liam brings into my life. A reason to smile.
"What do you want to do tomorrow?" Liam falls next to me. "Anything with you" I poke my tongue out of my mouth at him. He grabs it before I can put it back in my mouth, "That's what I said this morning."
I laugh and slap his hand away. He pouts his lip and I peck his lips quickly. His fingers lace around mine. We sit in my room talking, our legs tangled together, until it starts to get dark out. "Do you want to go out to eat?" Liam asks out of nowhere. I shrug, "Why not?" "Let's get ready" He helps me out of bed. I get dressed and do my hair, adding some make-up to my tired eyes. Satisfied with my look I turn around and wait for Liam( http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_20/set?id=87708527). "Don't you look beautiful" Liam looks at me.
I blush, "Thank you... you look very handsome if I say so myself." He hugs me and I sigh into his chest. When we get to my car we end up arguing for ten minutes of who's driving. "Fine, you drive" I give up. He smiles and kisses my nose, "Love you." "Shut up" I sigh getting into the passenger seat, annoyed that I can't stay mad at him. He pulls into a the parking lot of a cute little restaurant and we hold hands going inside. "Amanda" The hostess drops the menus she was holding. Liam helps her picks them up and jealously runs through my blood as she fixes her hair and winks. His arm is draped on my shoulder and he kisses my temple. "How are you?" she asks me. "Good... how are you?" I ask politely, not knowing who she is. "Oh, silly me! You probably don't remember who I am. It's Ashley, we were in the same science and gym class" She smiles big. Then I know who she is. She bullied me every single day. "Oh, hi! I didn't recognize you" I exclaim, pretending to be happy. "So how are you doing? I'm so happy your okay" Ashley writes down something on the paper in front of her. "I'm doing really well" I smile up at Liam and he rubs my arm.
"Who's this?" She asks, talking about Liam. "Uh... this is Liam... my boyfriend." The word rolls off my tongue and feels foreign. "How nice... well follow me this way to your table" she leads us to the back and we sit down. "You are soooo the jealous type" Liam mumbles. I kick him under the table, "Shut up, if only you knew her." "What do you mean?" He asks. "She was one of those popular girls in high school and lets just say I was one of her targets." Liam reaches for my hand and rubs it with his thumb.
"Can we just forget about that? I want to have a great night with my amazing boyfriend" I smile. "Really, who's that?" Liam teases me. "You, you idiot" I wink at him but it ends up me trying to wink. He laughs and takes a sip of his water before looking at the menu.
~
My back hits the wall as soon as the door closes. Liam's lips trail down to my neck leaves kisses all over. I tangle my fingers in his hair and lean my head to the side. His hands find the hem of my shirt and flips it over my head. Liam pulls me towards my bedroom and my heart races.
Flashback
He pulls me out of the trunk and forces me to walk to a house. Once we reach it, my weak body is dragged to the bedroom. Then he proceeds to rip my clothes off my body, my hands try to cover myself. Screams come from my mouth as he slaps me across the face, telling me to shut up or he'll kill me. This seemed to go on for hours.
With my hands tied he then hits me over and over again with a whip. Tears streaming down my face, begging for him to stop, begging for him to kill me right then and there.
After constant pain, my virginity was taken. It was taken from a monster. My childhood was officially gone, over, because of him. his actions.
Flashback over.
I stop in my tracks and start crying, "Babe, baby, what's wrong?" Liam asks worried, wiping my eyes. "I... I can't do this, I'm not ready" I shake my head. "It's okay... you don't need to cry" Liam reassures me. "Liam, I want you. But it's him. He ruined it for me" I sob even harder. "Shhhh" He pulls me into his chest and let's me cry, soaking his shirt and staining it with mascara. He lifts me and carries me to the bedroom. I'm lied down carefully and he takes me clothes off, putting the one I had on, back on me. Liam takes one of my hair ties and carefully puts it in a ponytail for me. "I love you so, so much Liam" I tell him once he has changed and I'm in his arms. "I love you too" He whispers over and over again while rubbing my back.
THANKS BABE
8/28/13