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Broken

Chapter four:

It's been about two weeks since I've escaped. My mum has allowed me to get my own flat, after constant begging. Liam and I exchanged number and he has texted me many times seeing how I was. Another day being interviewed has worn me out. My life seems to be normal, as normal as being kidnapped and finally getting away is. At first my slumber is peaceful until his face appears. The first assault replays in my dream and I wake up sweating. The first thing my brain tells me to do is call Liam. "Hello?" He answers. "I'm sorry, did I wake you?" I ask while putting my hair up. "Kind of...but it's okay. What's wrong?" He asks. "I had a nightmare" I confess. After saying it out loud it seems stupid. The other line is quiet. "What was it about?" Liam asks nicely. "Him... I feel so alone. The reason I wanted to be alone is because my parents gave up, Liam" I sigh. "Your not alone" His voice tells me. "As much as I want to believe that I can't because I'm sitting on my bed in the dark afraid to step onto the floor. and I have to wee" I complain. "Maybe living on your own wasn't a good idea..." Liam says. He's right. How was I so stupid to believe I was ready? "Amanda?" Liam makes sure I'm still there. "I'm here" I sigh, wishing I wasn't. My life sucks so much. "What?" He asks me. "What?" I ask him confused. "You said your life sucks so much..." Liam tells me. "I'm not going to lie and say it isn't." "Amanda... I'm in the car now. I'll be at your place in two hours" Liam hangs up. A smile forms on my lips and I tap away on my new IPhone my mum bought me. Many songs that are popular today connect to me, becoming my favorite songs. Liam sends me a text saying 'I'm almost there, I just stop for some ice cream :D xx' My lips form into a smile. About a half hour later, the doorbell rings. I jump off my bed and sprint to the door squealing. Liam laughs when I open the door, holding a brown paper bag and a duffel bag slung over his shoulder. "Hold on, I have to go to the bathroom" I say and shut the door behind him. "I'll be here" Liam smiles. Once I finish doing my business I walk out to the living room. "Do you want to watch a movie?" I ask Liam. He was looking at the pictures I had on the wall of me and my family and friends. "Sure..." He goes to sit on the couch. "The DVR is in my room." Liam nods and I can swear he was blushing. "Amanda, what's the matter?" Liam asks as I crawl into my bed. "I missed you... I haven't left my flat without my mother because I'm scared he'll find me, but I'm also scared to be here alone" I tell him. "I'm here now" Liam comforts me and takes out the ice cream he got. "Can you stay with me for a while?" I pout. "I.... don't know" Liam looks upset. "C'mon we can have sleepovers and watch movies and..." I trail off. "And what?" Liam asks me, his eyes shine. "We can cuddle" I blurt out and then cover my mouth, embarrassed. "Amanda, we can cuddle now" Liam moves closer to me. "If you don't want to that's completely okay, I understand if I'm not cuddle type" I say quickly.
"I want to" Liam reassures me. His arms wrap around me and I feel his biceps flex. His body heat warms me up and makes me feel safe, a feeling that I haven't felt in a long time. My eyes close and I let this moment sink in. For two year I thought if I ever did get my life back no guy would want to step near me after they found out what happened to me. "Liam" I look up at him. "Yes?" His face seems closer to mine than before. "I need to ask you a question... but first I want to tell you something" I fiddle with my fingers. "Shoot." "I've been pregnant three times." His mouth falls open. "Even after I told you that... do you still want to be my friend?" I ask worried. "Of course I do" Liam hugs me.

Notes

okayyy getting somewhere with these two I guess haha:)

Comments

@PeacockLovingDirectioner
THANKS BABE
tommotomlinson3 tommotomlinson3
8/28/13
love it
@PeacockLovingDirectioner
Aw yeah look at me
tommotomlinson3 tommotomlinson3
8/26/13
awe;) look at you promoting me
@tommotomlinson3

:)
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8/19/13