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between the raindrops

Chapter 12

I’ve been back in Southport for about a day now. In case you can’t piece things together, that means I went home. I was a fucking coward and went home when the rest of them were at sound check. I know I’m a pussy but I just…. I couldn’t fucking face them because they’d just try and convince me to stay and I knew I would have caved. But In my defense I never should have gone on that tour. It was a bad idea.


You could guess how surprised my mom was when I walked through the front door. I hadn’t called. I’d simply just shown up… I did leave a note on the door of my hotel room for the guys though. But when I got home my mom tried to get the reason why I was back early from me. But she had no such luck. She was pushing so hard that she almost made me cry. But then my dad came home and told her to stop it because obviously she wasn’t helping things… This is why I’m a daddy’s girl not a mommy’s girl. I’ve always preferred my dad over my mom. And if I’m being honest, if they ever split I’d go live with him. He gets me better than my mom ever will.


Anyway once my mom backed off, I went up to my room and that’s where I’ve been ever since. Fortunately for me I have a bathroom connected to my room so I didn’t even have to leave to go to the toilet. Sure both of my parents have come to my door and tried to get me to talk and eat but nothings worked. I’ve just been curled up under my blankets either sleeping or thinking about how I’m such a fuck up.


And yeah for your information my phone has been going off ever since this morning. And yes so has the house phone and every time my parents have answered and whenever they get off, they come up to my door and tell me who it was. It was either Beth or Harry. No surprises there. But no matter how hard they tried, I wasn’t budging. I refused to give in and talk to either of them. Simply because both of them had a big hold over my heart that would get me to cave and go back to them.


And I refused to let that happen.


Harry’s POV

“Fuck!” I yelled, slamming my hand down on the kitchen counter.


All of us were in Kim’s old hotel room’s kitchen. We’d been there since this morning. Me and Beth looked at each other and knew that this was going to be a challenge. I instantly regretted go off at Kim last night but I was just so hurt and frustrated with her that I couldn’t help it. All I wanted was to be there for Kim. To help her through this hard time but she was making it extremely difficult. She was playing with my heart and I didn’t like it. Not one fucking bit.


“Dude maybe just give her a couple days and then try-“


“No. You don’t get it Liam. If I give up Kim will think I don’t care and that can’t happen.” I told him.


I wasn’t going to let Kim put any doubt in her mind about my feelings for her. If it wasn’t for the stupid tour, I’d be on a flight to Southport right now. But I couldn’t let my fans down and I couldn’t piss off our management. Which was why me and Beth had decided to keep ringing Kim’s place every half hour. We’d take turns to call and we could tell her parents were getting irritated with us but we didn’t care. This was something that had to be done.


Louis placed his hand gently on my shoulder, making me jump because I was so caught up in my own thoughts. I reluctantly turned my green eyes to meet Louis’s blue ones. He had concern written all over his face and I knew he was more worried about me than Kim but I didn’t care. I just needed to speak to her, to make things better and then I’m sure I could get some sleep tonight.


“Come on you two just give her some time. Liam’s right. Pushing her to talk won’t help anything. I mean… we’ve all seen how she has a temper on her… Maybe just lay off calling her for a couple of hours… At least you’d be giving her parents a break too.” He tried to make a joke to lighten the mood but it wasn’t working. I was too worried about Kim to even attempt a fake laugh.


My eyes darted over to Beth’s and connected with them. She looked about as worried as I felt. I knew if anyone was feeling even as close to what I was feeling, it’d be her. Licking my lips, I turned to look at the boys and knew they all agreed with Louis and Liam.


Turning my head back to Beth I raised an eyebrow at her. I knew my next idea wouldn’t be the best but it was the only way I knew would help us let loose and relax a bit.


“Wanna get drunk?” I asked.


Beth hesitated but a couple of seconds later she nodded her head. She was obviously thinking on the same lines as me and I was grateful for that. I was grateful to have someone around me that understood what it felt like to be worried about someone, more than you worried about yourself.


“You gonna come to the club with us lads?” I turned my attention to the boys and they all agreed in unison.


“Alright let’s go then.” I said, forcing a smile on my face as we all headed towards the door.


One thing I knew for sure was I was going to get fucking wasted tonight.


Notes

Omg this really really sucks, but I just wanted to update some more for you. So here you guys go and I hope you like it.

Comments

I see you did @misssari. And IT WAS AWESOME!!!!! They're soooooo cute!!! I wish she was going on tour with them :(
@fascinated

I updated love c:
@Shell

I should be updating in like an hour or so, since I'm literally just sitting on my bed eating food.
yay!! So happy you updated! Can't wait for more! :)
Loved it!!! Please update again soon!!!!!!!!!