Tonight the house was having it's 'Two weeks in celebrations'.
Pretty much everyone was just drinking and hanging out, they had music blasting and free alcohol and everyone got quite drunk.
Including me.
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The more I drank, the more I realised how badly I wanted Harry.
I didn't care that he wasn't my boyfriend or that we'd only known each other for two weeks.
I wanted him.
Bad.
The way his green orbs sparkled and how his dimples would show when he saw me walk in the room.
I couldn't handle it anymore.



Harry said he was going to bed, so I followed him and took this as my chance.



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I pushed Harry to the bed, and jumped on him. I straddled him, almost instantly feeling his erection. I began to make out with him, distracting him as much as I possibly could as I reached into his pants and pulled his hard length into my hand.
"Phe." He breathed. I continued.
"Phe, stop. You're drunk." Harry was moaning into my lips, making it obvious that he enjoyed the work I was doing with my hands.
I broke our kiss and began to move my head towards his crotch.
"PHEONIX!" Harry gently pushed me away from me.
"It's quite obvious that you want it, Harry." I smirked and bit my bottom lip whilst looking at his erection and back to his eyes.
"No, Pheonix, you're drunk.
I can't."

Harry zipped his pants back up and lifted me back onto the bed.
He could tell I was too drunk to change myself so he helped me. He took my dress off, leaving me in my underwear.
"Like what you see?" I gave him a flirtatious smile and winked.
"Come on Phe, stop it. You can wear my shirt to sleep."
Harry put his shirt over my head and placed me under the covers.
"It's like a blanket on you." Harry laughed at his comment. Talking about the way his much larger shirt fit my tiny body.




Harry's POV:




I couldn't deny how badly I wanted Pheonix, but I couldn't take advantage of her drunk state. She'd hate me forever.
It almost seemed like the hardest thing I've ever had to do, pushing her off me like that.

She looked so peaceful sleeping in my shirt, but I knew that come morning, she'll be quite embarrassed of her previous actions.




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Pheonix left our room before I woke up this morning, and I couldn't help but feel guilty knowing she was avoiding me. I haven't seen her all day and it was definitely getting to me.

I walked to our room after a shower, ready for bed.
As I opened the door, I once again walked in on Phoenix changing.
She was listening to music and didn't notice me,
Her back was facing me as she had her hands behind her head and was wiggling her butt to the music, with just her underwear and socks on, with a shirt in her hand.
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I giggled and she quickly turned around,
The instant she saw me she blushed a deep shade of red as she quickly pulled her top over her slim, toned stomach.
"Don't be embarrassed, babe."
"This is the third time you've managed to see me in my underwear... Little hard to not be embarrassed, Harry."
"Well I honestly don't mind the sight at all, love."
Pheonix climbed into bed, making sure she was far away from me. Lately we've been comfortable with each other in bed, but now things seem tense as ever.

Pheonix didn't talk.

I knew she was deep in thought about last nights actions and probably regretting them.

I decided I'd be the one to break the silence.

"I'm sorry about last night, Phe. I didn't want to take advantage of your drunk state.
I'm also sorry that things got a little bit further than they should've before I pushed you off.
I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable."

"It's not your fault, Harry.
This is the reason that I don't often drink that much. It turns me into an animal..."

"Well, there must have been something about me that you wanted. Could've picked any other guy in the room." I winked in her direction and she let out a small giggle.

"Right. Well either way, I'm glad I chose you.
Anyone else might not have said no, like you did."

"I honestly probably wouldn't have thought about saying no if you hadn't have told me how you are once drunk."

"Hm. Sorry about everything Harry. I'll make sure it doesn't ever happen again.
For mine and your sake."

I wondered what she meant by that. When sober, Pheonix acted as though she wanted nothing more than a friendship with me... But once drunk, she clearly wanted more.

I was becoming frustrated by everything. I've known this girl for two weeks and I've already developed strong feelings for her.
I'm not sure how to show a person like Pheonix that I like her. Especially considering her last boyfriend abused her which ended with her getting raped by a stranger.

I need to get to know her more before I move any further.

I pulled her into my arms to comfort her as she fell asleep straight away, holding onto my arm which was placed around her small waist.

Notes

This chapter seems a bit shitty but I'm stressed today because I have a job interview. Argh.