I gathered my book from my desk before following my friends out the door. fortunately, Emily has most of my classes. So, I don't completely feel like I want to hit myself over the head,when I come to school. Yet,I was feeling crazily nervous, I walked into maths class, only to find the same boy I had been thinking about all summer. Harry.
I don't know what it was about him. To be honest, I didn't even know him. I just knew that he was intriguing to me...That's all. I sat down in the back, as usual. Emily and my other friends weren't in this class, so I tried my best to keep a low profile. I picked up my book, flipping to the page I left off on. 'The vampire Diaries. Volume 6' Ok! so I had a bit of an obsession. I just loved the passion the characters in this story gave to each other. It was quite the inspiring novel.
"Gia,nice pants!" Tiffany pulled a fake smile. "where'd you get them? The thrift shop?" she laughed along with her friends before turning around back to face the board. I loved these jeans. No, theyre not from polyvore, but they aren't from a "thrift shop". Plus if they were, Tiffany would probably embarrass me in front of the whole school, and that's at the least. When I realized harry had heard the conversation I sunk back in my seat in embarrassment. I stared down at my desk the whole period of class. Thankfully, math was last period.
I gathered my things from my locker and made my way to my car. I pulled my bag off my shoulder then accidently dropping it on my foot. Followed by all of my things falling out. "shit." I whispered to myself, reaching down to pick up my books and keys, to put back in my bag. I kneeled down to the ground, turning my head to find the one and only, Harry styles. Geez! This boy was everywhere. His right hand was leaning up against a red Ferrari, holding up all his weight. He was whispering something into a girl's ear, literally millimeters away from her body. And, by the shy giggles escaping from her mouth, I had a good understanding on what he was saying....and I sure as hell knew it wasn't about the new episode of the 'wonder pets'
I groaned a sound of disgust. I must admit, I felt attracted to him, but I was aware of the things he did. Sleeping with every girl that meets his eye, starting violent fights, having sexual affairs with taken OLDER women. Honestly, he had more bad things about him than good. If he was anything bad, he was disgusting. I hated guys who treated girls the way he did. I guess that's why I am so confused about my feeling towards him. For almost 4 years now I've drooling over someone who is NOT right for me. But, why does it even matter. It's not like he pays attention to me...he doesn't even know my fucking name. I huffed in annoyance before shuffling in my car seat and starting the engine. I sighed and droved off to Emily's house, which gave me plenty of time to think of the handsome curly haired boy.
*********** Emily and I spent hours of laughing. I'd hoped she wouldn't bring up a certain subject but knwing her, she did. "so, Harry Styles..." she raised one eyebrow, as she took a sip of water from her water bottle. "What about him?" I said obliviously, ignoring eye contact. "OH, come on! I know you like him."
"I do not!"
"do too!"
"do not!"
"do tooo!" Emily said carrying out the 'too'. GI, I've known you for years, a long enough time to know when you like a guy....you've always had a thing for bad boys anyways." she chuckled. "Why don't you just talk to him!"
He doesn't even know I exist" I mumbled "I saw him talking to what looked like tiffany close up and personal, whispering things in her ear. Plus, I bumped into him in first period then ran off like some shy freak. He probably doesn't even like me." I whispered at the last sentence, then looking down at my hands.
Emily sighed then came over to me, rubbing my back. she sat up then encouraged me to do something about my "crush" .
"look, you'll never know whether he likes you or not, unless you try to talk to him. You deserve this Gia, you deserve to be happy."
I smiled up with her nodding slowly. I let a tear escape the corner of my eye, letting the drop of liquid race down my cheek. After everything id been through, Emily was right. I do deserve happiness. But, I wasn't convinced that harry would be the one to offer it.

Notes

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