Niall’s p.o.v
We sat around in silence for half an hour thinking about tonight Rachel, Harry and Louis can eat human food fine Louis still doesn’t like the taste but Harry is completely fine with most food there are a few types of food that he doesn’t like.
“come on Niall we will try and get you to each some normal food we need you to get used to some of it before we have diner.” Rachel said she ran out of the room at vampire speed and within 5 minutes she was back she had a few sandwiches a pack of biscuits a packet of crisps and a few more types of foods like mac Donald’s she says I don’t have to eat all of them I just have to take a few bites.
The thing is I’m looking at all of this food and none of it looks appetising it disgusts me once I would have ate it with no hesitation but now I feel like I’m going to be sick with the smell.
“ ok Niall just pick at some of the food I don’t care what, but you need to get used to this food.” Rachel said I looked at her then Louis and Harry who just nodded for me to eat something so I picked up a chicken nugget from the mac Donald’s she brought I smelt it and almost threw up because of it. I put it in my mouth and chewed it had no flavour at all it was bland and I used to love these but now I feel nothing for them.
I swallowed and I ran over to the bathroom and fell to the floor in front of the toilet and started to be sick once I finished I looked up at Rachel who was rubbing circles on my back.
“you were right I did puke up blood.” I said and she laughed.
“are you ok Niall, how was the chicken nugget.” Rachel said.
“do I have to go to dinner, I can’t eat any more I think I will just be sick again.” I said.
“yes Niall you do remember it’s a discussion on you guys and the shows.” Rachel said.
“fine let’s get on with it.” I said.
*Dinner with Paul*
We were getting ready to go for dinner, but Rach wasn’t allowed to come neither was Emma so they were staying here the food testing didn’t go well I threw up every time I ate I really don’t know how I’m going to be able to handle tonight.
“SOMEBODY COME HERE” I shouted and Liam came into the room.
“what’s wrong?” Liam said.
“does that look ok and what does my hair look like.” I said.
“it looks fine why?” Liam asked.
“remember no reflection.” I said standing in front of the mirror and I sighed.
“look everything will be fine tonight.” Liam said.
“you better be right.” I said I breathed in and I could smell blood.
“Liam.” I said.
“yeah Niall.” He said.
“have you cut yourself.” I said.
“I don’t think so why.” Liam said.
“I can smell blood.” I said Liam rolled up his sleeve and there was a small cut.
“maybe I did, Niall are you ok.” Liam said I was focused on the blood staring at it I wish I could control this I really do, I’m going to end up killing Liam.
“Liam shout for Rachel or run I can’ keep away any longer.” I said still staring at the blood.
“RACHEL, LOUIS, HARRY COME HERE QUICK” Liam shouted and I pinned Liam against the wall.
“You know I’m going to enjoy this.” I said and sank my teeth into Liam’s neck.
“NIALL NO” Rachel shouted and I felt people pull me away I was pinned to the wall and my head hit of the wall I looked around confused.
“wait what just happened.” I said.
“the blood lust got to you Niall” Rachel said and I started to feel tears fall from my eyes and I sunk to the floor.
“I just attacked Liam.” I said and Rachel nodded.
“oh my god Liam I’m sorry you know I didn’t mean it don’t you.” I said.
“don’t worry Niall it’s not your fault it was the blood lust.” Liam said and he went to come over to me.
“ no stay away Liam I will just hurt you again just please stay away I don’t want to hurt you oh my god I am a monster.” I said.
“Niall calm down. “Louis said.
“Louis or Harry take him out there whilst I clean Liam up.” Rachel said. I felt someone’s hand on my back and It was Louis’.
“come on mate.” Louis said he helped me up and took me into the sitting room.
“don’t worry about attacking Liam remember I’ve done it as well.” Louis said.
“i know you did I-I just don’t want Liam or anyone to think I’m a monster but I am come on I’ve already killed 4 people within two days of being a vampire and I also have attacked Liam one of my closest friends what happens if next time I actually kill him.” I said.
“calm down Niall remember my emotions were switched off I killed tons of people and I mean tons I fucking crushed your hand and then turned against all of you and going along with the vampire.” Louis said.
“that wasn’t your fault you did it because of what happened to Rach you were protecting her and it wasn’t you in control it was someone else.” I said.
“to be honest I haven’t admitted this but when I was killing all those people I’m pretty sure part of it was me in control not just the other guy.” Louis said.
“Lou I’m pretty sure it wasn’t but you saw me there it was all me in control I’m always in control and I can’t stop these cravings they seem worse Lou they seem to be getting worse and worse over today and yesterday I’m getting thirstier yesterday I lasted about 8 hours without blood and today I’ve barely gone 4 hours what happens if tomorrow I can’t go two hours.” I said.
“Niall you will, you can stop the blood lust getting to you.” Louis said.
“NO I CAN’T, CAN’T YOU SEE THAT I JUST ATTACKED HIM AND LOU HOW WOULD YOU KNOW YOU WEREN’T A NORMAL VAMPIRE YOU HAD NO FUCKING CRAVINGS YOU JUST GOT ON WITH IT.” I shouted.
“Niall calm down, here have some blood.” Louis said passing me a blood bag I drank it straight away.
“don’t forget your emotions are all heightened that’s why you are having these mood swings.” Louis said.
“I know I could destroy a town if I felt like it I really need to do something to stop thise stress.” I said.
“harry is releasing stress through boxing, you should box with him it might help just try it the once and if it does nothing do something else.” Louis said
“fine I will try that I might enjoy punching Harry.” I said and smiled and Louis laughed.
“I would love to see you two fight.” Louis said.
“I think I do need to punch someone to release some stress like I said I could destroy a town or maybe even a city.” I said.
“I will tell Harry to take you along ok.” Louis said.
“ok.” I said.
“now clean up you have a bit of blood around your mouth and on your clothes.” Louis said. I cleaned myself up and we all met Paul to eat our lunch. I was sitting across from Liam and he barely spoke and I barely touched my food and Louis gave me a look to say I need to eat something.
“Niall you need to eat.” Paul said.
“yeah I don’t really feel well so I’m not really wanting to eat in case it makes me feel worse.” I said.
“Niall eat .” Paul said.
“ok so boys you need to do all these concerts for the next month you can’t cancel on any of them since you just did that for a week and you need to explain what went on and tomorrow you have an interview and you’re going to publicly announce what happened and why you cancelled the shows and maybe even do a twitcam and Niall you need to go out tomorrow just out and about somewhere public where people can see you since you basically disappeared for over a week.” Paul said.
“ok.” I said I played with some of my food and Louis looked at me again and I put the food in my mouth and swallowed and I ran to the nearest toilets and threw up again.
“why did I have to become this monster?” I whispered.