I woke up next to Louis talking on the phone.

"no I'm not bringing her down stairs and we have to talk!!!!"

"Zayn no if u want to see her u come up here but shes sleeping so come up quietly!!"

A faint knock was heard and a faint "come in" i kept my eyes closed. I felt someone kneel down and kiss my forehead then rub there thumb down my cheek. I heard a Almost unhearable "i love u and i always will ". I then did something i really regretted… opening my eyes. I fluttered them open and saw that Zayn had a swollen lip with stiches on the side of it he had a black eye and his arm was in a cast. He looked like he had been crying and His clothes were ripped up also. He had bruises, cuts and scratches all up his arms and face. He saw me open them up and he smiled lightly. Sadly, i wasn't able to smile back. My best friend and my date fought each other and THEY were best friends!! Im horrible and awful!!! I just turned away into Louis chest and started crying. Hard. I could tell Zayn was upset because he sat down next to me and started to cry along with me. Soon after we got done crying i had to hug him one last time. So i turned around and hugged him lightly he said in a stutterful voice "I'm not broken u can hug tight u know" i nodded and hugged him tighter. He whispered in my ear "I'm so so sorry" that only made me cry harder. I heard the door open and shut a couple times. We both pulled back together and i saw Liam looking rather tired and tearful, My parents, and finally Niall. He was the same as Zayn. I just looked away at Niall. Im to irritated and sad to even look at him or Zayn. I turned away to my new cuddling buddy, Louis and hid my face in his chest. I hugged him. He chuckled lightly and hugged me back. I mumbled against his chest "don't stare at me Niall and Zayn I'm mad at u!!" Niall said "u have every right to be. But not at Zayn." i lifted my head up. My eyes were red and puffy from crying. I asked the boys and my parents to leave. Louis thought i was talking about him to because he got up but i held tight to him he just chuckled and got back in the bed and put his arms around me. I smiled at him and then turned to frown at Niall and Zayn. We then talked for a couple hours. It was now 12:41 pm when we got finished. The rest of the day i was like glued to Louis's side. I even sat on his lap while i ate. And sometimes he sat on my lap. We would switch it up. I didn't talk to anybody else besides Louis. Finally i was in my room with Louis watching TV when my parents came up. They both walked over to my bed and said me "are u ok?" i felt the tears coming again i hid in Louis's chest and cried i said while sobbing "NO!" my dad patted my back while my mom talked to me. They then both got up and my dad said " we're gonna leave again ok? This time he is in charge" he pointed to Louis. My dad then said "now don't hurt my daughter" Louis looked like shocked then said "i would never" "ok then love u bye sweetie!!" "bye love u to" they then left. Louis got up i started whining. He just laughed and said "oh hold on I'm going to the toilets!!" i pouted and he went to the bathroom. After
he got done he got back in the bed. I put my arms around him and snuggled into his chest. He said "are u hungry?" "ya but i was waiting for u to be hungry so i wouldn't be lonely!!" "your such a baby u know it!!?" i smiled and nodded. He just laughed and said "get dressed ill be back in 5" i pouted but listened when he left. I got on comfort clothes. Sweats, a random t-shirt, and boots. I just put my hair up in a messy bun. Someone knocked on my door. I thought it would be Louis but it wasn't. It was Niall. The first words out of my mouth were "get out" he shook his head. I hopped over there to kick him he stood up and said "I'm not leaving we need to talk" "well that should be quick because I'm about ready to leave so good bye!!" i grabbed my phone and went over to the door. I was about to grab the door handle when Niall pulled me back and kissed me on the lips!!!! I tried to get away at first but then i lost control of everything and was like butter in his hands. He took my phone out of my hand and threw it down on the ground and said against my lips "please stay?" i don't know what got into me but i nodded. We both landed on the bed and it just turned into a full make-out session. My hands in his hair while his hands on my waist / hips. That lasted for probably another 5 mins before Zayn came in. His eyes went wide and yelled "WHAT THE F***!!!?" we both pulled away and i fell off the bed in shock. I crawled on my hands to the bathroom and shut the door and locked it. Im so so stupid. I could hear the yelling at each other one that caught my attention "THE F*** NIALL I THOUGHT WE WERE MATES AGAIN!!!!!? HOW COULD U!!!!???" "I DONT KNOW WHAT GOT INTO ME!!!!" "WELL THERE IS SOMETHING THATS GONNA BE IN U!!!!! ITS MY FIST IN YOUR FACE!!!" i couldn't handle it anymore. I unlocked the door silently and grabbed a razor blade i opened it and examined my wrist. I didnt know weather to trust my heart, brain or lips because my Heart tells me to go Louis my brain tells me to go to Zayn and my lips tell me to go to Niall. Im done with it all. They didn't notice i opened the door they were about to hit each other when i started cutting from my wrist all the way up to my elbow. Niall saw me suddenly and yelled "NO KAYLA!!!!!!!" to late. I was already dizzy and bout to fall. Louis came in and saw me about to fall. He ran over to me and caught me just in time. He picked me up and then black…