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its 12:49 am here in Missouri, USA and i cant sleep… i didn't want to write WHAT SO EVER because i feel yucky. I got sick from crying earlier tonight (7/18/13)-(7/19/13) , I'm a new aunt, and i just got a lot of stuff on my plate. So is anybody going to the Kansas City concert?? If so comment and tell me how it was. I wasn't able to go (i got to busy) and so thats why i was/am sad. I also think this chapter might be the last i don't plan my story i wing it. Have fun at the concert whoever's going!!! - Directioner!!

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"ok so Kayla here told me some pretty personal stuff earlier… but i promised i wouldn't tell so i wont" i nodded. "so where were we??" i shrugged "oh ya. Ill be right back" she ran backstage and came back out. I gave her a confused look until i saw her pull out a video camera. Someone suddenly wrapped their arms around me. I giggled when i realized it was Niall. He picked me up from the couch from the behind and then leaned my head back then he kissed me. I smiled into the kiss.


*Niall's POV*

Oh my god im so nervous what if she gets mad? What if she says no? What happens if they ruin the suprise? Im panackin as i boarded the jet. Im going by myself. I wont have any support. It'll all be me… i got on and pulled the little red velet box out. It was the right ring she wanted right? If Louis sent me the wrong one I'm gonna throw one big B**** fit!! Before i knew it i was already at the Ellen show.

*end of Niall's POV*

When he pulled away he seemed nervous. "Ni are u ok?" "ya…wait what… i mean ya why wouldn't i be??" i shrugged my shoulders. He just said "oh screw it!!" he turned me back around towards him. Ellen was already taping from the other side. Niall sighed and took a deep breath. He slowly got down on one knee and got the box out. He slowly and shakily raised the ring box up. He took his other hand to open the lid. I gasped when i saw it… the ring… "the ring…" Niall panicked "whats wrong with it? I knew louis sent the wrong one!!" i cupped my hands on his cheeks and raised them up. "Niall that IS the ring i wanted… I'm shocked. If i known you would've done that i would've picked out a MUCH MUCH MUCH cheaper ring" he looked up at me and said "no anything for u. If u want it ill get it. I love u more than anything. When i about lost u i realized that i was in love with u. I missed my window many many times but now its open and hopefully i closes and stays closed PERMANENTLY. I want to have kids with u some day. I want a family with u. I remember when we used to pretend we were a married couple why not make that reality no will u do me the honor of becoming the new Mrs. Horan? It would make me the happiest boy in the whole wide world!!?? So would u like to? " i really didn't expect all that from him. But he said it loud and clear. I was shocked. I loved him but wasn't ready to marry just quite yet but i was ONLY getting engaged I then trusted my heart and SADLY shook my head 'no' his eyes turned wide And tears ran down his face. I might as well quit torturing him. "Niall?" he looked up at me. I smiled and said " i wouldn't like to… i would LOVE TO!!" the crowd cheered. I smiled and started to cry. Just then 'over again' started playing. Balloons and confetti fell. I looked up at him he looked down at me. He then pushed me against him. He then kissed me with the most passion and love ever. After he pulled away. He rested his forehead against mine and said "i love you future Mrs. Horan!!" "aww i love u to Mr. Horan" i wrapped my arms around him and said "u know what u just did…?" "what" "u made this show have a lot more viewers AND u managed to make me the HAPPIEST little girl alive" he then kissed me. He whispered "happy valentines day!" i totally forgot that it was Valentines day!!! I went to pull away but just then we were squished by other hugs. It was Niall's parents, the Boy's, Eleanor , Ellen (of course lol had to do it), Greg, his wife and my parents. After they all let go. All the boy's went up to the stage and ellen introduced "ladies and gentlemen please welcome One Direction!!!" the crowd roared. I went walking when ever somebody pulled on my hand. I saw that it was Louis. He pulled me over to the front. There they sung for me "they don't know about us" and finally Niall's part came on


"one touch and i was believer, every kiss gets a little sweeter" He looked straight at me when he said that. I then knew that in my heart i was looking at the boy i was going to marry and spend the rest of my life with. And i was all ready for that now. I was ready to have a life with Niall. I just hope my parents wont miss me…