The notebook
Chapter 2- love kills
The next day i walked into the classroom i saw HER i saw Darcy i just stared at her couldn't keep my eyes of her, i was to busy staring at her to watch where i was going, the next thing i faced palmed the floor giving my self a nose bleed, yes it was embarrassing in front of her not a good start to impress her, but as i walked out the class room with a bloody nose i saw he giggling looking at me i just smiled walking away to the bathroom. Blood everywhere....
After i cleaned up i walked back in to the class room seeing her smiling just so god damm perfect. the boys told me to ask her out but i couldn't i was to scared.
for the rest of that day i didn't look at her or think about her the love i felt for her killed me, i just had to move on.
But i couldn't move on the love for her was far to strong i could never let her go never ever ever...i was so stressed over it her hair her eyes her lips her smile her NAME. It' was now 3 pm time to go home, i had to do something my heart was breaking up into tiny pieces my brain filled with darcy darcy darcy my stomach with that strange feeling again it killed me, i saw her leaving the school gates i ran after her pulled her to the side and kissed her, it thought she was going to let go but he never she kissed me back her lips were so soft,they tasted of cherry.' when we let go we just stared into each others eyes smiling. in my head i wanted to screen of happiness, i smiled and said to her "i love you" her smile went she pushed me away she yelled at me telling me you don't know me how can you say that she then ran of crying. I felt so stupid i shouldn't of said it why did i say it why im a stupid person im sooo stupid i didn't know what to do i just walked home with a broken heart.
i was dreading the next day the thought of seeing her. Me being in love with her wanting her but her now hating me wanting to hit me . but when i walked into the class room she wasn't there i ran to the teacher panicking " miss miss where is she where is darcy" she told me she moved school she wouldn't tell me why but i figured it was all my fault i felt so stupid...the worst thing was...she was my first kiss my first love and i cant ever see her again.
After i cleaned up i walked back in to the class room seeing her smiling just so god damm perfect. the boys told me to ask her out but i couldn't i was to scared.
for the rest of that day i didn't look at her or think about her the love i felt for her killed me, i just had to move on.
But i couldn't move on the love for her was far to strong i could never let her go never ever ever...i was so stressed over it her hair her eyes her lips her smile her NAME. It' was now 3 pm time to go home, i had to do something my heart was breaking up into tiny pieces my brain filled with darcy darcy darcy my stomach with that strange feeling again it killed me, i saw her leaving the school gates i ran after her pulled her to the side and kissed her, it thought she was going to let go but he never she kissed me back her lips were so soft,they tasted of cherry.' when we let go we just stared into each others eyes smiling. in my head i wanted to screen of happiness, i smiled and said to her "i love you" her smile went she pushed me away she yelled at me telling me you don't know me how can you say that she then ran of crying. I felt so stupid i shouldn't of said it why did i say it why im a stupid person im sooo stupid i didn't know what to do i just walked home with a broken heart.
i was dreading the next day the thought of seeing her. Me being in love with her wanting her but her now hating me wanting to hit me . but when i walked into the class room she wasn't there i ran to the teacher panicking " miss miss where is she where is darcy" she told me she moved school she wouldn't tell me why but i figured it was all my fault i felt so stupid...the worst thing was...she was my first kiss my first love and i cant ever see her again.
7/11/13