Stand Up
All Over
~~~2 mouths later~~
I was walking down the street with Jade. "Do you ever think about them" She asked."Kobe and Hudson?" I asked. She nodded looking down. "Yea, All the time" I said. "I was thinking about Hudson the other day" She said. "Is that.. like normal?" she asked.
I thought for a moment. "Yea, its healthy to think about them" I said. She nodded again. "Some times it feels like Kobe and Hudson are still with us" I whispered. "It really does" she said. We both took deep breaths and kept walking. "How do you think I should tell Niall?" I asked putting a hand on my belly. Jade shrugged
It was night so it was dark. We weren't going anywhere, just for a walk. I looked up. We where in a park. "Hey isn't that the guys?" I asked. She looked up and I pointed over to them. "Yea, what are they doing here?" I asked
They started to kick something around. I thought it was a ball till I heard yelling. I grabbed Jade and ran over hiding in the little strip of woods that was there. We got close enough to tell it was a guy. Thy stopped when they herd yelling. I looked up and about 4 more guys who looked stronger than them where walking over.
They started to talk then all hell broke loose. Punches where being thrown left and right. I didn't know what to do I panicked. I ran back to the street. Jade following. I started to laugh and got their attention. "Hey ladies" I heard the one guy say. I looked over and rolled my eyes.
"Why don't you come over here?" Another said. We kept walking. I know they where getting mad. They started to run at us. Last second I turned to face one. He slapped me across the face. "I GAVE YOU AN ORDER BITCH!" He spit in my face.
"I don't take orders I give em'!" I spit back in his. He smirked and pulled my up off the ground and over his shoulder. "Someones strong" I joked. I could see the angry in Niall's eyes as the lads ran over to us.
"What are you going to do with her!?" Niall yelled. "Have my way with her! Teach her a lesson on who's the real boss" He snapped. "Yet her go now!" Niall growled. "Why do you want her?" He asked. "Maybe I do!?" Niall growled. "And for what?" One of the guys said. Niall bit his lip. "I can teach her a lessen, or more, hard! I have rope and duck tape!" Niall said. My eyes grow.
The guy put me down. "You win this time" he said pushing me. Just before I could hit the ground Niall grabbed me. I looked up at him, hurt in his eyes. He pulled my up and throw me behind him. "Alright" He said. "Now do you have the stuff?" He said. Nial looked down and reached down into his pocket. "Yea" He said taking out 2 bags. It looked like there was leaves in it. Jade grabbed my arm.
"Cot" She whispered into my ear. "This is the last of it, of what I owe you" Niall said. The guy smiled and took them. "Have a nice night boys" Niall turned and bragged my arm pulling me away.
He pulled me all the way to my house. Every time I tried to talk to his he would cut me off and yell at me. I looked back, Liam had Jade.
When we got to my house Nial throw my of the couch. "What the hell was that!" He yelled. "I was trying to help!" I yelled standing up. He pushed me back down. "No you almost got your self in a hell lot of trouble!" Niall yelled. "Well sorry I didn't want to watch you get beat up!" I yelled standing up. Niall pushed me down again. "Why where you even in the park at night!" He yelled. "I wanted to go for a walk and talk to Jade!" I yelled. I got up one last time
"Well what the hell did you want to talk to her about that you couldn't say in the house!" He yelled. he pushed me down, even harder. Standing above me. "Girl things alright!" I screamed. "Well if your not going to tell me then we should talk at all!" Niall yelled. "Fine we're throw! Im done!" I yelled. I screamed as he slapped me across the face.
I heard his gasp. "You wanna know what I was asking Jade!" I screamed at the top of my voice. "I was fucking asking her how I should tell you I'm pregnant!" I screamed. "BUT NOW IM GETTING AN ABORTION! " I screamed to loud my chest hurt. I kicked his back. I ran over to the stairs and turned. "Get the fuck out of my house! And NEVER come back!" I screamed then ran up stars crying.
My chest hurt. I don't know if it was from the heart brake or the yelling and crying or all of the above. I grabbed my phone and called the doctors office making an appointment for an abortion. About 4 hours of crying and screaming Niall's name into my pillow I walked down stairs.
Louis, Liam and Zayn where sitting on the couch with Jade. I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a water bottle and some meds. I took them eyeing the knifes. I took one of the kitchen knives and walked by the living room hiding it. As I was walking u stairs I pulling it out. "She's got a knife!" I heard Louis yell. I ran up the stairs. I bolted into the bath room and locked the door.
I sat in the bathtub and put the knife to my wrist. I began to let go. Taking deep breaths.
I was walking down the street with Jade. "Do you ever think about them" She asked."Kobe and Hudson?" I asked. She nodded looking down. "Yea, All the time" I said. "I was thinking about Hudson the other day" She said. "Is that.. like normal?" she asked.
I thought for a moment. "Yea, its healthy to think about them" I said. She nodded again. "Some times it feels like Kobe and Hudson are still with us" I whispered. "It really does" she said. We both took deep breaths and kept walking. "How do you think I should tell Niall?" I asked putting a hand on my belly. Jade shrugged
It was night so it was dark. We weren't going anywhere, just for a walk. I looked up. We where in a park. "Hey isn't that the guys?" I asked. She looked up and I pointed over to them. "Yea, what are they doing here?" I asked
They started to kick something around. I thought it was a ball till I heard yelling. I grabbed Jade and ran over hiding in the little strip of woods that was there. We got close enough to tell it was a guy. Thy stopped when they herd yelling. I looked up and about 4 more guys who looked stronger than them where walking over.
They started to talk then all hell broke loose. Punches where being thrown left and right. I didn't know what to do I panicked. I ran back to the street. Jade following. I started to laugh and got their attention. "Hey ladies" I heard the one guy say. I looked over and rolled my eyes.
"Why don't you come over here?" Another said. We kept walking. I know they where getting mad. They started to run at us. Last second I turned to face one. He slapped me across the face. "I GAVE YOU AN ORDER BITCH!" He spit in my face.
"I don't take orders I give em'!" I spit back in his. He smirked and pulled my up off the ground and over his shoulder. "Someones strong" I joked. I could see the angry in Niall's eyes as the lads ran over to us.
"What are you going to do with her!?" Niall yelled. "Have my way with her! Teach her a lesson on who's the real boss" He snapped. "Yet her go now!" Niall growled. "Why do you want her?" He asked. "Maybe I do!?" Niall growled. "And for what?" One of the guys said. Niall bit his lip. "I can teach her a lessen, or more, hard! I have rope and duck tape!" Niall said. My eyes grow.
The guy put me down. "You win this time" he said pushing me. Just before I could hit the ground Niall grabbed me. I looked up at him, hurt in his eyes. He pulled my up and throw me behind him. "Alright" He said. "Now do you have the stuff?" He said. Nial looked down and reached down into his pocket. "Yea" He said taking out 2 bags. It looked like there was leaves in it. Jade grabbed my arm.
"Cot" She whispered into my ear. "This is the last of it, of what I owe you" Niall said. The guy smiled and took them. "Have a nice night boys" Niall turned and bragged my arm pulling me away.
He pulled me all the way to my house. Every time I tried to talk to his he would cut me off and yell at me. I looked back, Liam had Jade.
When we got to my house Nial throw my of the couch. "What the hell was that!" He yelled. "I was trying to help!" I yelled standing up. He pushed me back down. "No you almost got your self in a hell lot of trouble!" Niall yelled. "Well sorry I didn't want to watch you get beat up!" I yelled standing up. Niall pushed me down again. "Why where you even in the park at night!" He yelled. "I wanted to go for a walk and talk to Jade!" I yelled. I got up one last time
"Well what the hell did you want to talk to her about that you couldn't say in the house!" He yelled. he pushed me down, even harder. Standing above me. "Girl things alright!" I screamed. "Well if your not going to tell me then we should talk at all!" Niall yelled. "Fine we're throw! Im done!" I yelled. I screamed as he slapped me across the face.
I heard his gasp. "You wanna know what I was asking Jade!" I screamed at the top of my voice. "I was fucking asking her how I should tell you I'm pregnant!" I screamed. "BUT NOW IM GETTING AN ABORTION! " I screamed to loud my chest hurt. I kicked his back. I ran over to the stairs and turned. "Get the fuck out of my house! And NEVER come back!" I screamed then ran up stars crying.
My chest hurt. I don't know if it was from the heart brake or the yelling and crying or all of the above. I grabbed my phone and called the doctors office making an appointment for an abortion. About 4 hours of crying and screaming Niall's name into my pillow I walked down stairs.
Louis, Liam and Zayn where sitting on the couch with Jade. I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a water bottle and some meds. I took them eyeing the knifes. I took one of the kitchen knives and walked by the living room hiding it. As I was walking u stairs I pulling it out. "She's got a knife!" I heard Louis yell. I ran up the stairs. I bolted into the bath room and locked the door.
I sat in the bathtub and put the knife to my wrist. I began to let go. Taking deep breaths.
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