Loving Him Was Red

Sutton's POV
When I got home all if the girls were in my living room with Kourt-Lynne. " Hey Sutt! Your performance was amazing!" said Kelsey. All the girls nodded in agreement with her as well. " Thanks. So I am really glad all of you are here." I say as I walk towards them and set my purse down on the floor by the stairs. " So, tonight after my performance, I met someone..." They all look at me completely shocked. Then they look at me as to continue. " As I was exiting the stage, I bumped into Austin Mahone and we talked for a while." "Wow. Sutt. I don't know what to say." says Paisley. Why aren't the girls really happy for me? I'm getting over Harry. Isn't this what they wanted? "Why don't you guys look happy for me? I like this guy?" " Sutton. We are happy for you. It is just.. I don't know.. You barely know him. You just met him today. I just don't want to see you get hurt again." said Kourt-Lynne. "Look guys. I'm going out with Austin tomorrow night. Whether you approve or not." I say angrily before I head upstairs to my room. I was pissed off. I pick up a pillow and start beating it against my bed. I'm not the type to throw things and break them when I'm mad or upset. All I need is a pillow. As I'm banging the pillow on the bed, I hear a knock on the door. "Who is it?!" I ask annoyed. "It's me. El. Can I come in?" El. The one person who always has good advice. The one I can always talk to. I needed her so I walked over to the door and let her in. When I opened the door, we both just stood there for a while staring at each other. I could feel the tears starting to fall out of my eyes and El noticed so she grabbed me and pulled me into a tight hug. I lost it. I began to ball. I hate that I am crying all the time. I want to look strong but.. I can't. I can't when I'm broken inside. Part of me is missing and that part is Harry.
When I start to calm down, I walk over to my bed to sit down and El follows shortly after closing the door. "So, tell me. What's really wrong?" she asks as she sits on the bed. "Well. I am trying to move on and I'm really trying but I.. I miss Harry. I just want Harry back and I feel like if I can make him jealous by hanging out with Austin then so be it. When Austin and I were talking, I just kept comparing him to Harry. This is all new to me El. I don't know what to do." "Well, I don't truly think you want to use Austin because you will end up hurting him. I understand that you can only see yourself with Harry and maybe one day you will get back together but tomorrow night when you are with Austin you need to tell him that you aren't ready for a relationship and that you just want to be friends. Okay?" I nod. "But El, what am I going to do about Harry?" "Well I have a plan for that but we are going to need all the girls and guys to help. Are you okay with that?" "Yeah. I am. Let's do whatever is in your crazy brain." I tell her while laughing.

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