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That was then, This is now

So We Can Start It All Over Again


It's been two days since I arrived London and everything has been pretty normal except from Harry, things has been pretty awkward with him.
I don't know what's going on but seems like he's trying to avoid me, everytime I'm with the boys he acts weirdly or excuses himself to go meet Zoey when she's not with us too.
Zoey seems to be a good girl, always sweet and caring and she definitely loves Harry I mean the way she looks at him, her eyes practicallly lit up when he gives her some attention. And she's always holding his hand as if he was desappearing any minute or something.
I'm glad he found a girl who cares about him so much and will treat him right.

Right now I was leaving my dad's house with my rental car to meet El and Dani because we decided to go to a fair tonight but I was picking them up at Louis' where they already were waiting for me.
I dressed some black jeans and a sweater with the England's flag. I also applied some soft red lipstick and tied my hair in a ponytail. After all, we're supposed to be confortable in a fairy.
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I drove carefully throught the streets of London because here we're supposed to drive on the other side of the road, something I'm not used to, till I arrived the complex.
I parked the car outside and texted Eleanor informing her I was already waiting but she texted me asking to enter.
I shrugged and walked out of the car, entering the elevator to their floor which is easy because it's the last one.
Knocking on the door I waited till someone opened it but the person who did was the last one I was expecting to see.

"Oh uh hey." Harry frowned obviously surprised to see me.

"I'm supposed to pick Eleanor and Danielle." I explained bounciong on my feet awkwardly.

"Oh right." He nodded. "Get in." Harry stepped aside so I could walk in.

The appartment was still the same as it was 4 months ago, the same black couches and and the coloured pillows.

"They're upstairs?" I turned to him.

"Yup..." He replied, eyes locked on his phone, not meeting my eyes.

"Humm okay I'll get them.." I directed myself to the stairs but he didn't even reply. Something's gotta change here...

"El?" I knocked on Louis' room where I assumed she'd be.

"Get in!!" She yelled. I'm used to it by now.

"Hello girls." I entered the room greeting them both laying on the bed. "Ready?"

"Actually the boys are coming with us..." Dani informed.

"What? Why?" It was supposed to be just a girls' night.

"Well I told Liam and then he asked if they could come..."

"And then Liam spoke to Louis and of course he was super excited about the carrosels and everything..." El continued.

"He's 21 for God's sake." I rolled my eyes.

"Only in his identity card hon." El patted my arm.

"Well are they ready?" I asked.

"Yeah they're getting ready now. How did you even get in, they were all in their rooms getting dressed.." El frowned.

"Ehm Harry opened the door." I shrugged and they both exchanged a look.

"He was in his room changing." Dani nodded.

"I don't know, maybe he heard the door?"

"His rom is the farthest from the door and you know it better than us..." El eyed me suspiciously.

"Don't look at me, I just know that he opened the door..." I eyed her back. "It's not like he did on purpose anyway..."

"Why do you say that?"

"I don't know, he's weird he doesn't even look at me..." I confessed. "Sometimes I think he despises me..." I looked at my hands.

"And does that hurt you?" Dani asked softly.

"No I just... I feel bad about this athmosphere, I thought we could at least I don't know try to be friends maybe?"

"Why don't yo tell him that?" Dani encouraged.

"Because I don't think he even wants to have anything to do with me..." I shrugged sadly.

Despite everything I've always trusted Harry because he's a good listener and a good friend so I would like if we reconnect and try to be friends. Maybe it could work and group hangouts won't be so awkward.

"I don't believe that at all..." El shook her head. "Once you were the most important person in Harry's life, I'm sure he still cares... Not the same way sure but he cares.."

"Why don't you try talking to him today?" Dani suggested. "At the fair."

"How? I'm sure Zoey's coming, she always does..." I pointed out.

"We'll help!" El clapped excitedly.

"No, please!" I immediatly said. "Please do not get involved." I almost pleaded.

"Well that was no offensive." She brought her hand to her chest fakely.

"Let's go then!" I stood up quickly, excited to go to the fairy.

The three of us descended the stairs to see the boys louging on the living room, probably waiting for us.

"We're ready!" El sang lauching herself on top of Louis who was sat on the couch, his head resting and eyes closed.

"El honey behave please." Liam tried sweetly. I think by now he should know El is a lost cause...

"Yeah save that wild attitude for the room later." Louis whispered too loud for us to hear it.

"Ew gross!" Niall bent down as if he was going to puke.

"You guys are disgusting..." I glared at them both walking to Niall to rub his back. He instantly smile placing an arm around my shoulders.

"Can we go now?" Dani whined.

"We were supposed to be almost there already, I wanna go in the roller coaster." I pouted.

"Boys fault." Dani pointed at them.

"Not trying to be rude or anything but why are you guys going anyway?" I asked occasionally.

"Tomorrow we start a new cycle of interviews and private concerts here around London so we want to enjoy this last night freely." Louis explained. "Anything else ma'am?"

"No that'd be all... For now..." I winked at him playfully.




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We reached the fairy and I was obviously amazed because I love these kind of things and behave like a child though I 'll try to contain myself today because I know somewhere there are paps watching our steps.



"I'm hungry." Was the first thing Niall said once he climbed off the car.

"Look Niall popcorn!" I said probably too loud.

"Yay! Let's go!!" His excitment matched mine.

"And I'm the one who needs to behave..." I heard Louis murmur between his teeth. I only had time to poke my tongue out at him before Niall pratically dragged me out of there to the table.



"Two bags please." Niall ordered. "That's on me." He said paying for it.

"No, that's not fair." I said.

"Later on you pay for more two bags." He winked.

"In that case..." I winked back opening my own bag. "Anyone wants popcorn?" I offered when we reached our friends.

Louis, Zayn and Liam refused it just like Danielle, only El grabbed a few. I didn't even bother to look at Harry because just like the entire ride he kept his nose stuck on his phone, probably texting his girlfriend.

"Is Zoey meeting us here?" Louis asked almost reading my mind.

"Actually she can't come." Harry looked up for the first time in 45 minutes.

"Oh." Louis said.

"We'll have fun anyway bro." Zayn pattted his shoulder.

"Yeah." Harry nodded smiling. Finally...

We spent hours enjoying all the fun this fair had to offer till we reached the last one. It was a wheel like London Eye but smaller obviously.
We all agreed we wanted to try so we wnt to the end of the line and waited for our turn to get in.

"Only two people at time." The man opening the doors of the wheel informed. I looked behind to find a partner, El and Dani were obviousy going with their boyfriends so I tried to reach for Niall or Zayn...

"Ehm you two go." El pushed me to Harry in front of me, one feet inside already, ready to get in.

"What no? I want Niall or Zayn." I glared at her.

"We go together." Zayn pushed Niall who was already walking to me if Zayn hadn't grabbed him.

"Nou but..."

"We have no time, go!" El pushed forcing to get in the same cubicle as Harry. I looked at her furiously but she merely waved triumphantly.

I'm so killing her when this damn wheel gets the ground again. The word cubicle really describes the place because there was only space for mine and Harry's butt so we were sat really close to each other, our legs and arms touching but we remained silent.
And this wheel was too damn slow!!

But El was not the only one I wanted to kill, Zayn was going to pay too! He pushed Niall back when he offered to go with me. Why would he want me to go to Harry too? That's odd...
We remained quiet for what seemed like an eternity, both looking on the opposite side and we were not even on top yet... This waiting is so agonizing God... This athmosphere was too much too handle. We loved each other for God's sake, why can't we have a civilized relationship like two normal people!?

Myabe, just maybe El did this little mischievous scheme so that I could speak to Harry because otherwise it wouldn't happen... So I inhaled deeply and signed my death sentence.

"Harry..." I said barely a whisper though I'm sure he heard me because his body immediatly stiffen. "Can you at least look at me?" I asked.

He waited a few seconds before he slowly turned to me, meeting my eyes in the end.

"Yes." He said with an expression I couldn't quite read. That's so frustrating, I used to read his face so well and now nothing...

"Why do you ignore me?" I swallowed waiting for his answer.

"I don't ignore you!" He frowned.

"Yes yo do! This is probably the first time you really look at me since I arrived! I know you hate me but yo could at least disguise it." I crossed my arms looking ahead. From the corner of my eye I saw him sigh deeply before answering.

"I don't hate you Mia." He finally said.

"Then why do you treat me so badly?" I turned to him, trying to read something in his eyes.

"I d--"

"Please don't say that you don't." I cut him off before he could say it. "Have you notice how awkward this is to our friends? The weird athmosphere every time we share the same space? We're both adults now Harry, we could at least try to act like it."

"Are you telling me I act like a child?" He tilted his head not very amused making me roll my eyes.

"No, are you listening to me?? I'm saying we should act more normal around each other because our friends deserve better!" I raised my voice slightly getting a bit angry with his behavior.

"So you're saying you want us to be friends?"

"Yes!" I said exasperated. "Yes Harry that's what I'm trying to say." I threw my hands in the air.

"You know that's not going to be---"

"Easy I know." I nodded. "But I think our friends deserve the try."

"Maybe you're right, I know the boys really like you so that's worth a try." He nodded smiling softly. It wasn't that hard after all...

"Thak God you said yes." I breathed.

"You were afraid of my reaction?" He asked amused.

"No." I lied.

"Yes you were." His smile grew even bigger. I rolled my eyes and slapped him playfully.

"I'm glad we're okay then." I smiled too.

"So you and Filipe huh?" He asked.

"How do you know?" I turned to him surprised.

"Twitter." He shrugged. "Even if you didn't post anything my fans made sure I knew by asking me a thousand questions." He admitted.

"I'm sorry." I said honestly. "I didn't know that."

"It's okay, they just wanted to know my opinion and all."

"Well I received a few comments too about you and Zoey..."

"You did?" He raised his eyebrows.

"Yeah, I don't know why but your fans still look for news of me."

"They like you." He simply said.

"Yeah now that they know I don't sleep with you."

"That's not true, some of them always liked you and others just grew to like you as... well our relationship evolved." He explained.

"Yeah some are really sweet to me even now... But I know you're not bad yourself."

"Yeah..." He rubbed the back of his neck. "How do you know?"

"Well you're quite popular superstar, of course I know..." I nudged his elbow.

"Yeah Zoey is a really nice girl." He looked at me smiling.

"You really like her don't you?" I asked. Harry was about to answer when the our ride came to an end and we had to leave.

"It was fun wasn't it guys?" Zayn asked when he exited his own wheel's cubicle with Niall.

I was supposed to be mad at him but it turns out my conversation with Harry ended up well.

"It was." I said half smiling.

"It was so nice! We can see quite the view." Dani grabbed Liam with her.

"I think we could see our house from up there." Harry nodded joining the conversation. Zayn used this opportunity to come to my side.

"I thought you were mad at me." He said so only I could hear it.

"I should be..." I crossed my arms in front of my chest.

"But your talk with Harry went well didn't it?" He grinned largely at me.

"You're luck." I patted his chest.

"I knew you two would get along." He threw his arm around my shoulder kissing my temple sweetly.

"Can we go again pweeease!!" Niall begged looking like he ingested one ton of sugar.

God, does this guy ever gets tired?

It was still pretty early so everyone decide to have fun for a while more. This time everything was more than okay because me and Harry have finally decided to be civilized and act normal so our group would get back to what it used to be... Well with some changes...



Notes

Sorry it's later than I normally update but my computer is really freaking out... I think he suffers for Mia and Harry too ahaha..

Once again thank you for your comments and your guesses!! A lot of you ask why does Zoey looks so familiar to Harry and if he and Mia are getting back together... I really want to answer but in order for the story to keep interesting I can't reveal it but SOON you will find out!! ;))

Please keep voting!!

xxxx

Comments

@M.J.

It's amazing how you know my writing and that I don't do happily ever after which is true but I don't think I've ever mentioned that (?)
And yes, I'm replying 6 months later, sorry.
I do envision the next step after that last chapter ended but that, of course, is gonna stay in my head. :)
xx

@Marbleskin

thank you, thank you, thank you :)
Yes, I'm working on something else indeed nut no more Harry and Mia :( I'll be in touch soon about new stuff, if you're still around

@Javairia_Directioner

Ahah, that's the FINAL end.. (As you've probably realized after 6 months.) sorry for the waiting but thank you so much for reading it!!

@faithy

That is awesome that you know it word for word!! I'd kiss you right now if I could :) thank you x100

I cried the whole way through, you evil evil woman! I loved it there is no doubt in my mind she takes his hand and they work things out. But of course this is the kind of thing you'd do. I am curious though what do you think happens? I know you dont really write happily ever after, but do see it in your head? I loved this chapter, i had so much fun reading both this stories! You are a great writer and it has been a privelege seeing how you have grown and improved! Congrats on ending this huge project!