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How to Move

I felt really happy

I felt really happy at the moment. I was currently standing in the elevator and was holding a bag with milk, chocolate and eggs. I had gone out all on my own and it felt good. I wasn’t too scared and nothing happened. It really did take me about five minutes and nothing more.
The elevator doors dinged open and I walked out happily. I soon noticed the door to our apartment being open but didn’t think much about it, because I figured Louis left it open since I forgot my keys. I all but skipped into the kitchen, placing the bag on the counter. I heard the shower running so I walked to the bathroom and knocked on the door. When I didn’t get an answer I knocked once more before opening the door.

“Louis.” I peeked into the bathroom slowly and noticed the shower being empty. I walked in and turned it off before quickly looking at myself in the mirror. The scars weren’t all that visible and the bruises were gone. I shook my head and laughed at how stupid I must look, standing in the bathroom staring at myself. Of course Zayn always beat me at that point. I walked out of the bathroom and across the hall to Louis and I’s joined bedroom. We had decided to take the bedroom that I had slept in when I lived here because it was bigger. Looking down at my phone I spoke as I walked into the room.

“Louis, you need to turn the water of when you leave the bathroom. It gets foggy.” I looked up and found no one. Louis wasn’t lying on the bed and he wasn’t picking out clothes that he was going to put on after his shower. I started to get confused when I heard some shuffling in the living room. I sighed loudly and hoped he could sense my irritation with his little game. I practically stormed out into the living and found him sitting on the couch. “Well thank you for answering me when talk to you.” I had been staring at the back of his head and when he turned it around I noticed the duct tape over his mouth. I looked at him extremely confused and then noticed the man who was standing with his back to me. I felt my breath stick in my throat as I instantly knew who was standing there.

“Michael.” I only whispered his name but he must have heard me because he chuckled right after. I looked at Louis with fear written all over my face and he looked at me with understanding eyes. I took a deep breath and Michael turned towards me. He looked over at Louis for a second with disgust written all over his face before looking back at me.

“It wonderful to see you again love.” I couldn’t respond to his statement as he walked towards me. I knew I should’ve run or something but I was paralyzed by fear. He lifted his hand and reached towards my cheek. Before he could touch me I turned my head and almost hissed at him. “Oh, I see my sweetie has acquired some attitude.” He tsked with his tongue and grabbed my face roughly. I heard Louis make some noise as he tried to get loose from the ropes Michael had tied him down with. Michael squeezed his hand harder around my neck to make me look up at him. I did as he wanted and looked at him.

“Please just let him go.” I stared straight into Michael’s eyes and pleaded. He acted like he considered doing so for about two seconds before laughing really loud.

“You only think I would let him go, after he took you from me?” He pointed harshly towards Louis and then dragged me so that he and I were standing in front of the couch. “I want to make him suffer, you see.” I looked at Louis and tried to make him understand that I was sorry for making this happen. He only responded by shaking his head. I silently sighed and Michael pulled my face back to his. “Seems like this boy is very concerned for your safety. Perhaps I should show him how I make you behave.” Without another warning Michael slapped me hard on my cheek. I wobbled a little bit but didn’t fall. He quickly grabbed my arms again and pull my face towards his.

“Please.” My voice was only a whisper as I felt the raw fear take over me once more. I could handle Michael but I didn’t want Louis to have to see this. He was such a kind soul that this would break him. Michael laughed again and shook his head before looking over at Louis.

“Has he touched you?” A sharp pain shot through my sensitive parts and I realized Michaels hand was gripping me there. “Has he violated you, Johanna?” He kissed my cheek and I could see Louis try to get out of the ropes. He laughed again but this time his laugh was pure evil, like he just found out something utterly horrific that would work in his favour.

“Oh, it really does seem like we have a fighter here, Johanna.” He pressed his lips against mine hard and I tried to turn my face but he was holding me too tight. His hand that had been holding my lower parts had let go and was now around my waist. “How about we do this; I have my way with you in front of him and then I kill him?” He smiled a sick smile and nodded his head. “Yes, that’s a win-win situation. Well, for me at least.” He shrugged and began unzipping my sweater. I tried to squirm out of his hands but yet again failed. His mouth was by my ear when he spoke slowly. “If you don’t stop trying to get away from me I will kill him slowly and painfully in front of you.” I instantly stopped moving and closed my eyes as he continued to take my clothes off. I heard Louis scream through the tape but it didn’t matter to Michael.

Sooner that I would’ve liked I stood there completely naked and Michael was standing in front of me. Louis had gone quiet and when I looked over at him tears were running down his face. I swallowed back the tears I knew were surfacing and closed my eyes once more.

*Louis P.O.V.*

Tears were streaming down my cheeks as I watched the woman I loved more than life being violated in ways no one should be. The sick and twisted Michael kept on smiling as Johanna stood there with her eyes closed. Her face was stone and she was a statue. She didn’t move. It almost looked like she had fallen asleep but I knew better. When he had taken all of her clothes of I didn’t have the fight in me to try to get loose. It was too late. She opened her eyes and looked at me. She saw my tears and gave me a comforting look as if to tell me everything was going to be okay. I wanted so badly to yell at her, I wanted to tell her it wasn’t going to be alright in the end. Michael was going to kill us and there was nothing we could do about it. The strange thing about her looking at me like that was that it actually helped. I felt a little calmer; like I knew she was going to save us.

She closed her eyes again and Michael smiled at the obvious pain on my face. He walked over to me and pulled me up from the couch so hard that my arm hurt. I noticed before how strong he was, he managed to wrestle me to the ground without breaking a sweat.

“If you sit there silently and unmoving I won’t be too harsh on her.” He smiled an evil smile and called Johanna over. “Come here love. Lay down on the couch.” She did as she was told and laid down on the couch, on her back with her face towards me. She looked at me with a small smile on her lips but I could tell she was anything but happy. It was all written in her eyes, the fear and the pain. All she was trying to do was comfort me. When he turned his back to us she mouthed ‘I love you’ quickly and a single tear slid down her cheek. I couldn’t mouth it back to her so I nodded and hoped she understood I meant that I loved her too.

“You see Louis.” Michael began speaking as he walked towards the couch. “This one is a slippery one. She will try to get away even though she promised you she was going to stay.” He tsked with his tongue and ran a hand over her stomach towards her breasts. She closed her eyes again and looked like she was silently praying. “Never listen to a woman. They are all deceiving and hateful.” He shook his head and removed his shirt, he was in his boxers only. “Did you know that during this whole time we lived together here in London, she was cheating on me with my best friend?” I noticed her eyebrows furrow and her breath quickened. “Yeah, he told me everything when we noticed she was gone.” He placed his hand around her neck and the other between her legs. “Of course I wasn’t mad at him, he is a good man. But this little bitch lured him into a trap that no man can say no to.”

He shook his hand and tightened both of his hands. I heard Johanna whimper from the pain and I tried to free my hands. Her hands lifted to the one he was holding around her neck and I understood he was strangling her. I tried but failed to remove the ropes from around my wrists. Her eyes fluttered open and I could tell she was trying really hard to hold her tears in. I felt a sting in my heart when he quickly removed his boxers and placed himself on top of her.

He pushed himself into her as he pressed his lips to her. He moaned loudly and her face was back to being stone. Tears were running faster down my cheeks as I sat powerless on the living room table. He pushed himself into her again and again and she whimpered from pain. I began shouting at him but not much sound made it through the tape across my mouth. A hand reached out and touched my knee and I soon realized it was Johanna’s hand. I looked at her hand and then up at her face. She was looking at me once more with eyes that were filled with such calmness I was astounded. I shook my head and she nodded hers. I kept my eyes locked with hers as tears ran down my cheeks.

Suddenly a loud bang was heard and five policemen ran through the door. The quickly pulled Michael off her and pressed him to the floor. Someone pulled the tape from my mouth and then put a blanket over Johanna’s naked body. She was still looking at me and when someone tried to touch her I yelled at them.

“No! Do not touch her.” I tried to free my hands once more and soon a police man helped me loose. As soon as my hands were free I launched forward, wrapping Jo in my arms. Her arms went around my body and she began to shake. The tears she had been holding in were now flowing down her beautiful cheeks. I rocked us both back and forth as she continued to cry.

“I will get you Johanna!” Michael screamed just as they walked out the door. I held her head closer to my body as I felt her stiffen. I stared at him with such hatred that it surprised me that I didn’t burn a hole in him. “You hear me Johanna?! If it is the last thing I do! I will get you!” They pulled him out the door and a few policemen stayed with us. They wanted to know what happened but Johanna wasn’t in a good state at the moment. I tried telling them everything but broke down into tears just thinking about what happened. Soon they decided they should leave and one of the men turned towards me.

“Just to be sure he didn’t have anyone waiting outside we are going to place a policeman outside the door.” I nodded and they all walked out the door. We both sat there quiet for a few minutes before Johanna looked up at me with a small smile on her lips. I looked at her confused and wiped away the tears still running down her cheeks.

“It’s over Lou.” I kissed her forehead and hugged her close to my body. “It’s all over.”

*End of Louis P.O.V.*

Notes

THIS IS NOT THE END! Thank you for reading and there will be more chapters soon! :D <3

Comments

@kaylabear
Oh this means the world to me! The story is finished and I'm trying to edit it into a book since it is some of the most emotional stuff I have ever written. Thank you so much for reading this! :)

I have to say I love this story! I did once have a physically and verbally abusive relationship and it is hard to open back up! I love how you are bring awareness to this and how it is hard cause you do believe it is your fault! I love Jo and love how I relate to her! Please keep writing :)

This fic.......wow. I've been reading it for a while and I just fell in love with it completely! I'm about to read e sequal, which I can't wait to read! But I thought I should just let you know how brilliant and well written this story is.

@BriLovesStyles
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I will continue to write for as long as I live and I will continue to post stuff just for you and for people like you! Thank you love, and I love you! <3