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My Judgement's Clouded

He'll just break your heart

I blushed madly and closed my eyes. Liam made me so giddy it was ridiculous. Every hour of every day I fell more and more in love with him. As I got to know his faults and his perfections I began to realize I didn’t deserve to be this happy with him. I was incredibly grateful that he chose to be with me but I couldn’t forget how I treated him. I should’ve told him the moment I found out I was pregnant, but I didn’t want him to hate me. And now that he does know he just loves me for all that I am. Love. Does he love me? We hadn’t really known each other for that long but did he love me? I knew I began to love him. Since I had a hard time loving someone I didn’t want to say something to soon, but from the moment I met him I felt my heart pull in his direction.

After I had declared him as my boyfriend and he said he liked the sound of it, we sat down and finished breakfast. When we cleared the table, he actually allowed me to help, Liams phone started ringing. He picked it up from the counter and answered.

“Yeah?” The person on the other side spoke. “Can you wait two hours?” I heard someone that sounded really upset and Liam sighed. “Fine I’ll come. Just keep him away from the cupcakes.” Liam hung up the phone and looked at me as he sighed.

“Who was that?” I smiled at myself and this situation, since the roles were reversed now.

“That was Louis. We have a recording session today and I wanted to push it up to later today but Paul said no.” I put the dishes into the dishwasher and then turned to look at Liam. “I have to go there now or the boys are going to go mental. Paul isn’t fun when he’s mad.” He laughed lightly and scratched the back of his head. He looked at me with worried eyes and I smiled back at him.

“It’s fine Liam.” I walked over to him and hugged him closed to me. He was a head taller than me so my head rested nicely in the crook of his neck. He sighed and then gasped slightly as if he came up with the best idea ever.

“How about you come with me?” I leaned back and looked at him with sceptical eyes.

“I’m going out later, remember?” He smiled and kissed my cheek.

“Yeah but Niall could bring Maddie. We’ll take a small break around noon and I’ll drive you two back here.” He looked at me with a big smile on his lips and waited for the obvious answer. I smiled back at him and shook my head.

“Paul won’t like it… But fine I’ll come.” He squealed and hugged me tightly, it was very unmanly to say the least. I laughed and pushed him off me. “Calm your tits boy!” He looked at me shocked and that only made me laugh more. “I need to get ready and you have to call Niall, now.” He nodded and I went into the bedroom to get dressed. I heard him speak to Niall and by the tone of Liams voice I figured Niall agreed to the proposal. When I had gotten a long shirt on, but still no pants, Liam came into the room.

“He’s going to bring her.” He stopped right inside the door and stared at me.

“What?” I looked down and actually realized that I didn’t have any pants on. “Liam!” I shouted and his gaze snapped away from my legs. He looked me in the eyes and blushed and shrugged.

“Can’t help it…” He turned to his dresser and started to pick out clothes he was going to wear today. He cleared his throat and then turned around with a worried expression on his face. “I have some bad news by the way…” I smiled at him as I pulled on a pair of leggings.

“Shoot!” I sat on the bed to put my shoes on, I decided on a pair of red converse to match my black shirt that had a black and white rose on it.

“You and Maddie can’t actually be in the room when we record.” I looked around at him and I saw him cringe.

“Its fine Liam, I get it.” I smiled at him and picked up my purse from the floor. Last night I had just thrown everything on the floor because I was so tired. I stood up and turned around just in time to see Liam take his shirt off. Now it was my time to loose my train of thought and stare. When he turned around and I could see the full extent off his abs I felt my knees get weak and my lady parts start to scream ‘COME HERE’. How the heck could he be mine? That was a question I was going to ask myself everyday. He cleared his throat and pulled on a shirt and I realized I had been caught staring. I blushed like crazy and he started to walk towards me. I couldn’t say anything, all I could do was stare at the beautiful man in front of me. He stopped only inches from me. He leaned in, making sure not to touch any part of me, and then whispered in my ear.

“You like what you see?” He then left the room and that left me staring at the wall in front of me. I couldn’t believe him, he was using my obvious attraction for him and I didn’t like it. Or well, fine I like it but that didn’t mean it didn’t make me feel like an idiot. I mentally and physically shook myself and then grabbed my purse I had dropped on the floor earlier. I walked out of the bedroom and saw Liam standing by the front door. He looked up with a smirk and winked at me.

“What?” I mumbled and looked down at my feet. I wasn’t mad I just felt stupid and didn’t want to see his bloody smirk. He walked over to me and lifted my chin with his hand. He made me look at him and as I did his eyes softened into a sweet smile.

“I find it adorable that you find me attractive.” He sighed slightly and cupped my face. “I find it strange.” I laughed and he smiled.

“I was thinking the same thing.” I pressed my lips to his and after not to many seconds I heard him moan. He pulled away with a slightly pained expression on his face.

“You’re going to drive me crazy.” I smiled a cheeky smile and kissed the tip of his nose.

“Shouldn’t we leave?” I raised an eyebrow at him and laughed. He looked like he really didn’t want to.

“We should but…” He dragged out the word waiting for my reaction.

“But…” I dragged it out too. “What?”

“We could stay here…”

“And risking Paul hating me even more?” I shook my head and pushed Liam towards the door. “No, walk.” I pointed him to the door and grabbed his keys and phone from the counter in the kitchen.

I walked out of the flat and locked the door after me. Liam was standing by the big glass doors waiting for me and when I got to him he held the door open for me. We walked to his car and I threw him the keys. He unlocked the doors and I got in the passenger seat. He turned the car on and the radio went on along with it. The tune that was playing was Taylor Swift with Safe and Sound. I gasped and turned up the volume as Liam laughed and started to drive us to the studio. I sat there, singing along with the song, with no thoughts about the fact that I was in the same car as an international popstar. It only took a few minutes to get to the studio so the song ended and Ed Sheerans, The A Team started playing. I of course sang along to it and Liam didn’t say anything. He pulled up by a big building and I couldn’t see the doors behind all of the screaming girls. I saw Paul and several other bodyguards come towards us.

“Just wait until one of them tells you to get out, okay?” I looked at the screaming girls and nodded. I took a deep breath as I heard Liam open his door. I saw him walk over to Paul and he said something that made Paul nod. Liam turned around to face the car and smiled at me. Paul walked over to the passenger side and opened the door.

“Come along Rosanna.” I helped me out of the car and closed the door behind me. I felt myself start to hyperventilate and Paul put his hand on my back. We walked over to where Liam was standing and he grabbed my hand.

“Calm down Rosie.” Liam whispered in my ear and I felt myself calm down. I nodded and he smiled at me before walking towards the building with all of the bodyguards around us. I kept my eyes in the ground as we walked and I tried to block all of the words being shouted at me.

“You’re such a slut Ross!”
“Back off he’s mine you whore!”
“I bet that kid isn’t even his!”

I tried to hold back the tears that threatening to escape my eyes. I heard several girls shout some nice things but there were mostly awful things that weren’t even true. We entered the building and the bodyguards moved so that they were blocking the sight from the doors. Paul told us the way to the studio where the rest of the boys were and Liam and I got in an elevator. As soon as the doors closed he turned to me, his hands up on my face wiping away the tears that had fallen before. I felt my heart break when I saw his pained face and my eyes started to tear again. He leaned forward and pressed his lips to mine in a soft kiss. He then leaned his forehead to mine.

“I am so sorry, Rosie.” I sniffled a little and he wiped away my tears. I closed my eyes for a second before looking up at Liam.

“It’s not your fault. I just have to get used to the haters that’s all.” I shrugged and pressed my lips to his. I backed away from him, showing him that I didn’t want to talk about it anymore. The elevator made a ding sound and then the doors opened to show a long corridor. Liam walked out of the elevator and pulled his hand out for me to take. I took it and followed him down the hallway. We went to the door farthest down the hallway and Liam opened it. Just as he opened it something came flying out of the room and it almost hit me in the head.

“Seriously mates? That could’ve hurt her!” He walked into the room with me behind him. All of the boys and Maddie was here. All of them laughed and I smiled.

“Yeah seriously Ross! You now you’re not supposed to stand in the way like that!” Louis spoke and we all broke into a fit of giggles. Liam sighed and sat on the sofa while I started to walk around the room, hugging everyone. Maddie hugged me so tightly I thought I was going to break.

“I missed you!” She smiled really big and kissed my cheek.

“I missed you too!” I hugged her again before returning her to Niall, who put his arm around her as soon as I let her go. I raised an eyebrow at her and she mouthed the Swedish word for ‘later’. I nodded and went on to hug Zayn, Louis and fistpump Niall. I came to Harry who stood up and smiled at me. I hugged him tightly to me until I heard someone clear their throat. I backed away from Harry and he groaned.

“Seriously guys? We are still best friends even though she chose him, get over it.” I saw that deep inside Harry was still hurting, I was too, but he was being franc. He really wanted us to be best friends and I really wanted that too. I needed to talk to Liam about that later. I smiled at Harry as Paul walked through the door.

“The girls need to go now. And you need to work.” He pointed at Liam, expecting him to be the responsible one. If he only knew what Liam said earlier.

“Okay!” Maddie hopped up from where she and Niall where sitting, turning slightly back to kiss him on the cheek. That earned an ‘aaaw’ from the boys and a death glare from Maddie. “Let’s just go.” She walked out of the room and I turned to Liam.

“Have fun.” I spoke in bare whisper and kissed his cheek as well. This time it was only Louis that ‘aaw’ed and I just laughed. “Don’t forget you’re driving us home later.” I pointed at him before turning to the boys. “Play nicely now.” I had a sofa cushion thrown at me so I just laughed and walked out of the room. I followed Paul into a small kitchen area that had two sofas, a coffee table and a dining table.

I grabbed a coke from the fridge and then sat down on one of the sofas. Maddie sat down next to me. She looked at me with a big smile and then spilled everything that had happened between her and Niall. It was just like normal, and I’ve missed her so much. Even though it was only a few days since I saw her last. We had been talking for an hour when she suddenly asked me something.

“How are you really feeling about this?” She looked at me with worried eyes and held my hand.

“To be honest I am heartbroken for what I did to Harry. I really do love him, but I think I’ll love Liam more.” I looked down at our joined hands and sighed. “I really hope that I did the right thing because I want it to be done with. And I hope Harry forgives me for breaking his heart so many times.” I looked up at Maddie and she smiled at me.

“Of course he has! All he wants is for you to be happy, and even though that might mean you’ll be with Liam, he’s fine with that.” She winked at me and I smiled. “If you love her, let her go!” She spoke with a fake man voice and I started to laugh so hard I thought I was going to pee myself.

“I hope you’re right.” I spoke softly and Maddie became serious again.

“It will all work out.” She smiled at me. “But what is life without a little bit of drama?” She winked at me and I laughed. But my laugh ended with a sigh. What would life be without drama?


I loved the story. The ending was so cute! :)
naaah it's fine I'm just going to be subscribed to it to save the wonderfulness lol
Naah I mean dislike very much because I ended the story ;)
Well I mean I would never hate you.... Unless I know you o.O lol